You're My Eyes
⁇ ⁇ Wound
...Thank you for giving me the memories even though it has to end up being painful....
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A woman looked down at the glass, and there lay a beautiful girl with her pale lips, his eyes were still faithfully closed from two hours ago after going through everything exhausting. The woman's smile was interested in staring at a man beside her.
“Mbok, I want to take Dika to his eternal home,” said Guntur trying hard.
The Mbok looked straight and then brought the man into his arms while rubbing his sturdy back, “Shed your tears, a man also has the right to cry, Thunder.”
The man's cry broke, he was shaken, with the sting and tears he shed all the pain, sorrow and disappointment that he had been so long as he was quiet.
“I lost him, I lost someone meaningful in my life, I lost a part of myself, I lost my smile, I lost my smile, i—” cries Unstoppable thunder let alone see Ajeng who fell asleep in the ICU room ward.
“S-I failed to be a Father and Papih for my own blood.”
Si Mbok looked at the same direction of view as Guntur, “You can still fix Thunder, before you regret it for the umpteenth time.”
Thunder shook his head, the man seemed powerless to just stare at his daughter's face.
“I who should be his first love for Ajeng instead be the pain in the first love for her, I am an inappropriate man present in the life of girls like Ajeng, Mbok, Mbok,” Complaints Thunder.
“Then? You want to go again? Want to go and leave behind all the hopes of Ajeng that he always promised?” asked Si Mbok to hold back his anger.
“Sorry, tap—”
“Mas, let's take Dika,” said Rena came with eyes moist trying hard for the test he was facing.
“Sorry, we go first.”
“Mbok, I tipped Ajeng,” Thunder Said.
“I'm coming!” the statement of Si Mbok successfully made the couple look questioningly towards the Mbok.
“Is something wrong? Not Dika my granddaughter too? Although his presence I never expected is not?” continued Si Mbok answered the curiosity of the couple.
“A-Ajeng how is Mbok?” ask Thunder.
“That keep Ajeng here a lot, so isn't it I don't have to worry? Am I not allowed to drive Dika?”
Thunder shook his head and quickly smiled and clasped Mbok's hand, then embraced Rena who was on his left. He hopes that what he has planned and tried does not end in vain.
...✎ . ....
It has been three weeks, in his sadness and hurt Ajeng still wished for the presence of his older brother, but fate seems not to allow it. They must be separated by different dimensions.
“Your table is ready?” The girl nodded at the question from the man before her.
Slowly, the white cloth covering his head opened, although a little blurry, he slowly saw the colors and objects so beautiful.
There is a portrait of a woman with beautiful hair, her naturally shaped eyebrows, her tiny lips, let alone her smooth white skin that shines in the sun from the window.
“She's beautiful isn't?” ask a man standing next to her.
Ajeng knitted his brows guessing who he really was, his voice was no stranger to his.
“You don't want to hug father?” tanya Thunder teased Ajeng, doubtfully the girl hugged Thunder, without feeling a drop of tears dripping from Thunder's eyes.
“Father happy Jeng, Mr happy. Sorry Mr ya Jeng, sorry Mr. who left because he knew of your shortcomings,” Lontar Guntur gently rubbed the mane of hair belonging to Ajeng.
Ajeng shook his head then looked at Thunder, “Do not discuss the past sir, now Ajeng is happy to meet the Father, see the handsome face of Mr.”
Thunder laughed at Ajeng's words, Ajeng released his embrace and looked around, “Si Mbok where?” ask him confused.
Before long two women appeared while carrying a cake with a beautiful smile that radiated.
“Ajeng?” The Mbok splashed into Ajeng's arms, he shed happy tears there.
“Mbok happy Jeng, Mbok happy you can see. You can see what others see.” Ajeng let go of his embrace and then rubbed the remaining tears on Si Mbok's cheeks.
“Mbok? It's not Mbok who said that it's better we don't see how cruel the world is?”
The Mbok shook his head, “Jeng, Mbok just wants you to be happy. Happy, and in spite of the insults of others. That's what Mbok expects.”
Ajeng hugged Si Mbok again, he was completely out of words now.
The girl stared at a woman with her fashionable look. She is beautiful, classy and full of dignity.
“Bu Rena, te-thank you,” greet Ajeng awkward.
The woman immediately ran towards Ajeng while holding the cake in her left hand, she cried.
“Apologies I am indeed melancholy,” lontar Rena hiding in the body of Thunder.
The man can only smile at his wife's behavior, “I'm glad to see this.”
All laughing but not with Ajeng, he looked at the black bracelet in his hand, “Ajeng want to meet Dika.”
The laughter vanished hearing Ajeng's statement, while the girl kept her head down as if she had the greatest sense of regret in her.
...✎ . ....
“Dik—” Ajeng's legs are squeezed staring at the headstone with the name of someone he knows very well, the girl fell down as if unable to maintain her footing.
Thunder saw that, directly memapah Ajeng to walk towards the tomb of Dika. Rena and Si Mbok stood far away, not wanting to disturb.
“Dika?” sapa Ajeng's.
“You broke your promise?” The laughter just popped out.
“You haven't told me everything yet, keep you going. That day I should have made you go straight home, not her instead follow your request to go to the park right?”
Ajeng released the tightness in his heart, his tears flowed freely, the girl rubbed the surface of Dika's tombstone.
“Dika always told Ajeng to be a useful human for others, right? Although others look negatively about us, Dika—”
The cry of Ajeng was unbearable, the girl was sobbing even more, her body was shaken. Thunder deftly rubbed his daughter's back trying to strengthen.
Rena who saw it was powerless and chose to go back in the car followed by Si Mbok who helped calm Rena.
“A-Ajeng will try to fulfill Dika's request. Ajeng do not want, effort and hope Dika so in vain. Dika has an important part in Ajeng's life, Dika love her Ajeng.”
Ajeng smiled, “Ajeng fell in love the first time with Dika, funny isn't it?”
Thunder's body froze that second as well, a dozen years ago he also heard that statement from Dika's mouth.
“Dika, you finish your goods and clothes yes,” lontar Guntur who is busy cleaning things at home.
“We want to go for a walk? We take Ajeng as well, huh?” little Dika asked excitedly.
Thunder shook his head, then aligned his height with Dika.
“Dika, we will leave this village. We will make a new start in Jakarta, so you are ready?”
Dika little shook his head dislike, “NGGAK MAU! DIKA WANTS TO BE HERE! YOU WANT TO BE HERE WITH AJENG! I DON'T WANT TO SPLIT UP WITH AJENG!”
“Dika? Later someday, Dika definitely meet Ajeng again, but now we have to go Dika,” persuaded Thunder still trying.
“NGGAK!! NO!! DIKA DARLING AJENG! LOVE OF AJENG! DIKA DARLING WITH AJENG! DIKA CAN NOT BE FAR FROM AJENG, LATER PANDJI NASTYIN AJENG!”
In that instant also Thunder's body froze, Ajeng's statement as if bringing him back on his memories with Dika. He should have straightened this out, so that there would be no wrong love between his children.
“Pak?”
“Pak?”
“Bapak?” call Ajeng for umpteenth time to awaken the daydreams of Thunder.
“A-what is Jeng?” tanya Thunder tried to smile.
“We go home Sir, it's cloudy soon to rain.” The man nodded then clasped Ajeng's hand and walked out of the burial area.
They both entered the car and greeted Rena and Si Mbok who were chatting coolly in the back seat.
“We go straight home?” tanya Guntur is embraced by Rena and Si Mbok while Ajeng looks silent looking at the window as if alone with Dika.
...✎ . ....
The masculine aroma burst into the nasal cavity, the distinctive aroma of Dika is the aroma that Ajeng longs for. The girl sat on the edge of the bed while rubbing the surface of the bed sheet.
Slowly walking one by one in Dika's room, the girl smiled at Dika's portrait. The man was so similar to Thunder, as if they were twin brothers separated by such a long distance.
The girl's smile was engraved looking at some new photos that Dika displayed in his room. It was her photo with Dika, with a beautiful smile, with a beautiful story behind her.
Until the look of her eyes stopped at a photo that teased her, the photo of Dika with the girl in high school uniform looks gracefully displayed on the table. Ajeng envy, Dika presents love with the High School girl, love that is so sincere is different from her.
“Ajeng sure he's Lala right Dik? You haven't even told me about Lala, but you left a thousand questions in Ajeng.”'s brain
Ajeng sat around wiping the photo, the girl was lucky, lucky to have Dika in her life.
“La, wherever you are, Dika is the perfect male figure who loves to be removed easily. Ajeng hope you don't go to Dika.”
The girl was silent for a while until she finally chose to leave Dika's room without changing anything.
“Ajeng?”
“Eh, yes Ma what is it?”
“Do not call Bu dong, call Mamih yes, time forget anyway?” ask Rena.
“M-sorry Mih, later Ajeng biasain.” Rena smiled then rubbed Ajeng's cheeks.
“Oh yes this later you bring to the living room ya.”
“There are guests Mih?” With a reflex Rena hit her forehead quite hard.
“There's Kevin in front, he wants to see you.”
“K-kevin?”
Rena nodded, “Iya metenya Dika, you met yes, Mamih want to take care about Catering.”
Ajeng nodded and chose to walk towards the living room, Kevin wanted to meet him should he meet his guests, right?
A man seemed to be sitting leaning back while closing his eyes, both ears were blocked by earphones.
“K-kevin?”
“Kev?” there was no answer, the man was still closed to make Ajeng walk closer and shake the man's arm.
“Kevin?”
“Kevin?” Ajeng was not out of his mind, he got up from his seat and was about to pat Kevin on the cheek.
The eagle's eyes opened staring straight at Ajeng who was staring at Kevin's face from a close distance.
“E-eh?” Ajeng who was surprised looked wrong trying to get up to his feet, Kevin who realized it immediately held Ajeng's wrist made the girl sit next to him.
“Why go?”
“That, A-Ajeng bel—”
Kevin removes the distance between them gently rubbed the cheeks belonging to Ajeng which there is a black dust stain, “Exit from the room Dika?”
“Kok know?”
Instead of answering the man instead grabbed the totebag on his right side and handed it to Ajeng.
“I-this what?” Kevin was busy sipping warm tea made by Rena as if he did not hear the question Ajeng made the girl open the contents of the totebag.
“What do you mean?” ask Ajeng.
“Handphone, make lu.”
The girl shook her head, “Tajeng is unnecessary, this is too expensive. Besides Ajeng can not use it, Ajeng also still have to learn to read.”
“Jeng? Dengerin gw, I just do what Dika asked. He nitip you to gw, so I'll help you whatever it is Jeng while I can.”
“Still Vin,” Ajeng said with a smile.
“Gw Kevin, can you register as your friend?”
A small laugh was thrown from Ajeng's lips, “Why should the list, Kevin his friend Dika. That means Kevin Temen Ajeng is not it?”
Kevin nodded, “Oh yes, you inget the day after his wedding Kak Niken?”
“L-usa? Whose marriage is it?”
“Ehm, the same Pandji, if not wrong businessman Lele.”
“M-mas Pandji?”
“Lu know?” kevin asked, Ajeng only smiled faintly.
“Let's date be same gw Jeng!”
Ajeng stared in disbelief at Kevin as if asking for an explanation.
“Yesterday there was a shipment from the boutique, Dika's order, but it was sent to gw, there was a letter asking me to come to you. Oh yes this is a shirt that has been prepared for you,” throw Kevin handed a medium size totebag.
Ajeng was silent, “Pake Jeng, it was afternoon I said yes. Titip greetings to Om Guntur, Tante Rena, Si Mbok also.”
“Be careful Vin, gw anter until front huh?” Kevin shook his head, then gently patted Ajeng's head.
“Outside the light is too bright, not good for your eyes. At home, take care of your health Jeng.”
Kevin waved his hand with a smile before closing the door of the Bratajaya family residence.
“Why is it as if you already know her Dik? Why it looks like— Ajeng miss you Dik, Ajeng miss, ” lirih Ajeng shed a tear.
Someone hugged him from the side while rubbing his left arm, “Ikhlasin Dika, although it feels difficult.”
Ajeng nodded, “Ajeng please, Ajeng can meet again the same Dika, Pak.”
“That's definitely Jeng, that's for sure.”
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││🔖 ⁇ ➮ 17 - June 18, 2021
││🔖 ⁇ ➮ 18 June 2021
││🔖 ⁇ ➮ You're My Eyes
││🔖 ⁇ ➮ Don't Copy My Story!
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