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I was so panicked, I was on my way home. The plan was to go home before January, but it seemed like my plan had failed.
Right now I was still standing in front of the gate, I was staring worriedly at a car that was already parked in the courtyard of the house.
That's a January car, that means the guy's back home. I'm scared myself, I'm confused what to say in January.
Before long the door of the house was open, out came the figure of January. I panicked to see January walking towards me.
"Lake in." Said January with a flat face look, looks so creepy.
"Januar l-"
"Gue said come in." His words intimidated him in January, and I finally obeyed his orders.
"Januar l-"
"Diem! Bersihin lo body, after that meet me, someone wants me to talk the same lo."
Glug
Death to me, January will surely introgasi me all-out because I have lied to him and pretend sick this morning.
I nodded, then in January went into his room.
"***** ****** am I the same January." I cursed myself, then I immediately went into the room.
As per January's orders I've finished my bath and changed my clothes.
"January." Call me in January who's already sitting on the living room couch.
He hasn't said anything, I'm worried because he keeps looking at me sharp.
"Where are you?" I bow my head not daring to look into his eyes.
"Alika! I'm the same as you!" I flinched as the voice of January rose.
"Ja..January sorry gu.gue." I said stammering, and felt uneasy with the intimidating gaze of January.
"My answer is Alika!"
"Gu.gue to school." I said originally, January silenced a cynical smile at me.
"school? Oh yeah? Didn't you get sick this morning? Don't lie to me, answer honestly.
" January paused her speech but her gaze still looked at me sharply.
"Where have you been this morning?" I breathed, feeling depressed.
"okay! I'll tell you, I'm from work morning! Haven't you? Are you satisfied now?!" I raise my voice, to hell with the sin against my husband. I never wanted this wedding either.
"Work? Lo work? Why do you have to work?" January asked me again, he looked surprised when he heard that I was working.
"I work, I don't want to be a burden to you. I know you're also looking for a job, right? I saw a job brochure at your study desk, and what's wrong if I work? I can take the burden, right?"
"Oh my God, you're really, really. I never asked you to work Alika, you should go to school! If you have to work it's my job, because now you're also my responsibility." Said January, I looked at him while letting out a slanted smile.
"Gue I never asked you to make the same responsibility of myself, I never asked for it. Just so you know, I'm almost crazy living the same you, I'm tired! I'm tired of having to keep this up, this silly wedding really binds me and I hate it." I paused my words, tried to hold back my tears but couldn't.
After saying that I left January alone, I went into the room and cried.
I'm really tired of all this, I feel tired, tired of all this. I don't know why papah and mama are so mean to me, why don't they want to help you in the least? I know now that January and I have to live independently, but do they not understand? We are still in school! We're not ready to get married yet, nor have I ever wanted this marriage.
Why does it feel like the world is so cruel and why life is so difficult and strange, I feel like giving up on all this.
I take my salary, I intend to contact someone.
Tuttt tutt tutt
"Hallo?"
"Hallo Ismi.hiks Ismi." I can't hold back my tears anymore.
"Alika? Lo why? How crying? What was? Try the story, lo why?!"
"Ismi.hiks I gk strong again mi, I gk strong same all this."
"Okay we meet in the usual cafe yes, I wait and you can explain as much as I later."
"Yes, thank you, mi."
After that call is cut off, I wipe my tears and grab my hoodie and my sling bag, I'll go see Ismi tonight.
I opened my door slowly, then stepped my foot towards the front door but when my hand was almost to the door handle suddenly the sound of someone stopping me.
"wait. Where are you going?" I clucked, the sense of my class re-emerging.
I turned around and looked towards January who had just stopped my steps.
"Where do I go, it's none of your business." I said, I wanted to open the door again, but January's hand held my hand.
"Deliver! Don't hold it, hold it."
"Where is Alika going? It's a malem and I'm not gonna go."
Brakkk
I slammed my sling bag onto the floor, I stared sharply at January. This time he really provoked my anger.
"Alika, I'm your husband. So I deserve to leave or not to." I smiled cynically at the words of January just now.
"His husband? But I never asked you to be my husband so don't be so powerless over my life." After saying that I immediately backpedaled my sling bag, opened the door and immediately ran outside not caring about January who kept shouting calling my name and asking me to stop.
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I reached the Cafe, and my bead immediately found Ismi's whereabouts.
Without a second thought I ran straight towards him and hugged him.
"Any cry anyway?" I did not answer I still sobbed in Ismi's embrace.
"Udah do not cry anymore, if there is a problem you can tell to the cave. We're in office long ago lik." I tried to blow up my tears, after my crying began to subside I started to tell Ismi everything.
"Hiks, I can't do this. I can do this same wedding. My parents are the same parents in January to let us go so after marriage, they even do not finance our lives. They say let us be independent, I feel that I am deliberately dumped by my family mi." Ismi rubbed my back, I went back to picking up the tisue and wiping my tears.
"Gue knows we both have to be independent, but I think this marriage is only for the matchmaking of them. We are both still in High School, crazy they let go of their responsibilities the same I did."
"Gosh, so now you are the same January have to live independently without any help from nyokap bokap lo and nyokap bokapnya January?" I shook my head, then I told him all the things that happened between me and January.
"Gue tired mi, I can no longer hold this marriage." Finally the sentence that I said, Ismi also brought me into his embrace.
"Geez Alika, I don't know what to say. But if you need help, I'm ready to help you." I smiled at Ismi's words.
"Ismi this malem, can gk cave nginep in your house?" Tanyaku and Ismi nodded her head.
"By dong, even if you want to come to the door of my house is always open for you."
"There's plenty of noodles, you're the best friend."
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I don't know how January is tonight, but I've made sure he's upset about my behavior. Just let anyone tell him to be so annoying like that, he always forbid me to do this and that's what I want.
Tonight I really stayed at Ismi's house, incidentally Ismi did live alone at home because both parents were always busy working so very rarely come home to take care of her work.
Just like I used to when this silly wedding had not happened, so I and Ismi can also be friends because we have the same fate, both were always in residence by our parents to take care of their business or work.
But that was before I knew that they were doing such a heart-breaking thing to this daughter.
I looked at Ismi who was asleep next to me, for some reason I couldn't sleep like this.
I keep thinking about January, what is he doing at home? Is he still mad at me?
God, I don't seem to be in my right mind, why do I think of people like January who are dictators, always reigning and always curbing my freedom.
Just let him be there, I don't care! Really don't care.
I tried to close my eyes, tomorrow morning I have to go to work again and tomorrow I will not go to school again.
Let it be, if the school calls my parents to school it's okay, so I can tell them how tortured I am with this matchmaking.
Slowly I tried to close my eyes, drowsiness finally came to me and I finally started to enter the dreamland following Ismi who had fallen asleep first.
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"Lo really go to school?" Ismi asked me, I shook my head while both my hands were busy I used to lock my hair.
"Gue wants to work from school." Ismi looks to breathe out, I know she can not oppose what has become my decision because I was once famous with stubbornness.
"Okay whatever you, I can only support and pray the best for you." I smiled and hugged him from the side.
"Thank you so much, you've always been there for me." Ismi nodded her head, she smiled sincerely at Ismi.
"Yes, I went to school first. If you want breakfast at the dinner table already have chocolate toast, you can eat it for breakfast."
"Yes, thank you, mi."
"Lo says thank you, rich as well as who you are. I'm leaving for Assalamu'alaikum." Pamit Ismi I also answered her greetings, while Ismi had gone to her school.
I let out a sigh, then walked towards the dining table, and my stomach was hungry.
I also ate the chocolate toast with a voracious taste because it tasted so good.
After finishing breakfast, I also set my foot outside the house not to forget the sling bag is ready I bring it.
The plan is this morning I'll just take an angkot to go to my place of work.
I patiently waited for the angkot by the roadside, occasionally glancing at the watch that was coiled around my wrist.
Tin
I gasped in shock when I heard the sound of a horn and a car stopped right in front of me.
And before long the windshield was open, showing the face of someone from inside the car, which made me very surprised.
"Hi, are you going with me?" Ask him, I shake my head.
"No, I'm.gk going to school." I answered at the end of the sentence.
"Loh why? You want to skip, huh?" I shook my head again.
"Let's go up." I looked at him in wonder.
"Where's sis?" I asked, she just smiled at me. Then her next speech got me glued to the spot.
"Where are you from the same."
**Hula gais meets again with me hehe. Btw gais don't call me author because I'm not carrying a rich hammer aUTHOR:v call aja ZeZe to be more familiar. Don't forget also the vote and comment gais hehe, see you next part.
Zalam hobah of ZEZE
[FW/V]
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