
Ellin Winata closed her eyes, "Tristan, you actually know very well that we won't be able to go back to how we used to be. Right now you still can't let go of me, because you just feel unwilling and feel guilty.That's because you suddenly realize that you've hated the wrong person, you feel you're guilty to me, that's why you can't let me go"
Tristan Werner shook his head and said, "I've always loved you, while I never stopped loving you, do you know?"
Ellin Winata's heart ached, not knowing if it was tears, or rain that was inundating her eye sockets at this time.
He closed his eyes again trying to free himself from his embrace, he turned his back and looked at him, and the raindrops were still flowing over his face.
Ellin Winata said tiredly, "Now what should I do? Keep tying myself to you? My granddaddy? Or your parents? Which one can I deal with first? Please tell me, Tristan Werner, I beg of you, stop forcing me.If we stay put, we can only be hurt by that bond.A glimmer of happy memories in the past, will only turn into a burden, will all of that be worth it? Bury it deeply in each of our hearts, and all the memories of the past that cannot be re-visited"
Tristan Werner shook his head, "I can't stand it, it's too painful for me"
He lashed his chest and said desperately, "What do I have to do to make up for all that, what do I have to do to make that hatred go away? Tell me, how did you survive this long?"
Seeing her tormented self, even Ellin Winat's heart became painful, but she, had no right to soften her heart.
He clasped both sides of Tristan Werner's shoulder and shouted, "How many times should I tell you, then you can understand, what I hate is not you, not you"
Tristan Werner's eyes were fixed on him, "But I hated myself, while still alive, grandfather was so good to me.But because of me, he had to die.Ellin Winata, tell me, you know me,what do I have to do to get through my next life?"
Ellin Winata removed her grip from Tristan Werner's shoulder, then she walked slowly back...
Wrong, this is all his fault...
He shouldn't have come on the job, this lifetime, he should have absolutely nothing to do with Tristan Werner.
Seeing himself retreating further and further with a look of despair, Tristan Werner stepped forward to get closer, then she pulled her wrist, "Ellin Winata..."
Ellin Winata immediately shook her hand as she continued to step back, then she shook her head and said, "Tristan Werner, let go of me, let go,just think of it for the sake of redeeming your guilt towards grandfather.Let go of me and never look for me again"
After saying so, he turned his body around and ran quickly...
Tristan Werner stood still in his place, slowly crouching down...
Doesn't anyone say there will always be a way to solve all the problems on earth, but why is there no way to solve this problem?
Why is it so hard to love someone?
He felt unwilling, very unwilling...
***
When Alesya Curley's car returned home, Andri Rendra said in shock, "Isn't that Mr. Reeves?"
Calvin Merez replied, "Yes.The rain is so heavy, why did Mr. Reeves come out on his own?"
Alesya Curley furrowed her brows and asked, "Is Keanu Reeves at the door?"
Andri Rendra said, "Father, Young Lady"
After the car stopped completely, Keanu Reeves approached, then he opened the car door.
He brought an umbrella and brought it to the door, then bowed and led Alesya Curley out of the car"
Keanu Reeves grabbed her waist, led her into the villa and said, "I don't calm down to let someone else pick you up"
Alesya Curley felt very happy, but that came out of her mouth, "What is it that makes you not calm down?"
Keanu Reeves said flatly, "Of course it is not calm, you are currently carrying three other lives, from among all of you, which is not the fruit of my life?"
Alesya Curley blabbed slightly annoyed, "So, you came out to pick up your children, not to pick me up?"
Keanu Reeves turned his head and looked at the woman and muttered in his heart, 'Basic stupid woman...'
Are the three children not in their own stomachs? The fates of the three of them and Alesya Curley were interdependent with each other.
To Keanu Reeves, they all took their lives together, saying, "There is no need to be jealous of these children, without you, the three of them are nothing"
Alesya Curley stabbed him with her elbow, then he stroked her stomach and said, "Don't talk carelessly, they can hear you"
Looking at her tense self like that, she could not help but laugh, "They are not yet human, so it is still uncountable.You,,,"
"You still talk like that..." Alesya Curley interrupted him and pinched his arm, "Never speak like that again"
Keanu Reeves relented, "Alright, alright, I'll stop talking"
The couple kissed for a while, then walked into the house. With the light, the view of Alesya Curley again became clear.
He rubbed his eyes and said, "Oh, my eyes feel uncomfortable"
"What's wrong?" Keanu Reeves slightly bowed, he pressed down while examining his eyes.
Alesya Curley smiled and said, "It's okay, it's just that today I was blind for too long.Suddenly there was light coming in, so it felt like being stabbed"
Hearing those words, Keanu Reeves said coldly, "Can you say that, where have you been all day? Why did it go so late?"
Alesya Curley said, "I went to visit Ellin Winata"
He said so while hugging the three children who had just run up to him...
Adnan Curley said, "Little aunt, why did little Aunt come home, I was so hungry"
Alesya Curley stroked her head, "Sorry, Little aunt is busy doing other things.Well, wash your hands first, then we will eat"
The three little ones left obediently...
Keanu Reeves asked, "There's nothing, why should you go look for Ellin Winata?"
Alesya Curley said, "Later, I'll tell you in more detail after dinner"
Keanu Reeves stopped asking...
After dinner, the three children left the dining room first.Lalu Alesya Curleypun told everything that happened that afternoon to Keanu Reeves.