YOUNG WIFE POLICE SIR
JUNA LUKA
Under the tree Shin sat alone, remembering the first time he came to the Tika family residential area full of happiness, cohesiveness, and family.
Everyone got along, taking care of each other and supporting really calmed the heart of Shin who had many wounds.
"What are you doing here?" he said he wanted to go home to sleep." Juna looked at Shin who was sitting alone while closing his eyes.
Shin's smile was visible, shifting from his seat asking Juna to also sit beside him. Shin pointed towards the sky, looking at the extremely beautiful moon.
"Ay Jun why did you come out? it's night,"
"You girls are busy outside the house, it's late." Juna sat beside Shin who was already glaring.
Juna's eyes looked towards the moon, astonished that Shin who liked the setting sun was now staring at the moon.
"Why the moon?"
"What's? what is Juna talking about? what's with the moon?"
"Why do you like the moon?"
"Shin is hostile to the moon." Shin's laughter was heard seeing Juna who was looking at him offended.
As a child, every night Shin always took the time to look at the moon. He looks the brightest among the stars, although the moon is the most visible he has many friends. Unlike Shin who had no friends.
"There was a time when the moon was left behind by the stars, that was the exact time Shin ridiculed her." Shin's smile was visible, seeing Juna shake.
"It turns out you're crazy, though,"
"Ay Jun, Shin hasn't gone crazy, it's just almost." Shin hit the shoulder of Juna who managed to dodge.
"Ay Jun, what does it mean? why do you always call like that?"
"Can't really?"
Juna was silent not forbidding at all, Shin waited for rejection until Juna allowed it.
Juna's breath was heard, still thinking about his sister and Genta's relationship. Juna is not out of thought, the woman loved by a Genta, turns out to be his own sister.
The day Juna sensitized as Tika was about to crash, Genta risked his life hugging tightly even in a big rage. Stupid Juna just considers ordinary.
"I'm sorry that Genta's sister loved Tika, it actually surprised Shin as well, but the feeling no one knew." Just one look at Juna's expression, Shin knew that the man sitting next to him didn't really agree with Tika's relationship.
"Atika is still too young, while Kak Genta is already thinking of getting married." Juna is not sure yet, if his sister can understand Genta's mature thinking.
"Ay Jun only saw Tika who made trouble, liked to joke, and was childish. Ay Jun hasn't seen the feminine side that Tika has, she's loving, mature, considerate, helpful without calling herself." Shin witnesses how mature a Tika is, she can succumb to a proper person, and she can be selfish to an inappropriate person.
Maturity could not be measured by age, in the eyes of Shin Genta and Tika was still a far mature Tika. He is able to keep Genta feeling, but not once Genta does wrong he only sees how bad Tika is, but it is only a way for men to understand him more.
"Jealousness is normal, but a woman can cover up her jealousy and hide her feelings, in contrast to a man she does not understand her own feelings and is immediately disappointed with her female mistakes." Shin was one of the women who hid her feelings, and at any time no one should know.
"Truely, the same I also offended with my own feelings." Juna scratched his head.
"Ay Jun should follow Shin's advice, let's go let go of the burden." Shin's smile was seen pulling Juna's hand to follow him.
"Take a look if it doesn't reduce,"
Shin's sweet smile was seen, clasping Juna's hand to walk with him.
Forced Juna to run following Shin's steps further and faster, his breath was also boring no longer able to fight Shin who was physically very strong
"No longer able to do it,"
"Can Ay, come on. Shin alone is still strong, don't lose to women let alone the past."
After running far enough away Juna immediately sat down, holding his stomach. Almost out of breath as it ran very far from their housing.
Shin's gaze at the hotel building belonging to the Rahendra family, Shin reached out his hand asking Juna to stand back up.
"You want to kill me? look at my clothes get wet." Juna wiped the sweat on his forehead.
"Ay Juna has never been a sport?"
"If it's this far we can take a car, it's a good distance." Juna nagged angrily looking at Shin who was glaring at him.
"Ah sorry Ay, Shin forgot if there's a car." Shin's hand patted his forehead laughing at Juna who turned out to be irritated and nagging.
The two walked towards the hotel, taking the elevator to the top floor. Juna had just climbed up to the top of his Mama's hotel.
The rush makes it never a time to see what has changed, seeing the city from the top floor is beautiful.
"Mama, Shin today is very happy. Help Shin pray that Kak Genta and Tika's love may end happily." Shin's shout sounded, echoing into the sky.
Shin did two ways to treat the pain as well as enjoy it, she was not a devout woman of worship, nor a good woman so Shin shouted to let go.
"People were always crying at her every prayer, but Shin would just say thank you for today, the exam was quite heavy, but it seemed that it was believed that I was capable,"
"Then why did I come here?"
"Shin go first, Ay Juna just explain what is stifling in the chest. Can't Ay mention in prayer, can't be let go. Tell me what you want, and let go of everything." Shin stepped up to leave.
"It's not that easy as Shin, I'm not as strong as you who is able to get through and accept reality." Juna sat down while hugging his knees.
Juna had to pretend to be okay in front of Mama, but in Juna's mind why Mama was so heartbroken.
"I forced myself too much to heal Mama, even though she had difficulty surviving. Unintentionally I was torturing Mama with anger and punishment through her pain." Juna clenched his hands firmly, his eyes red feeling pain.
Many times through the process of surgery, every day taking medicine, feeling very sick. Juna was still selfishly making sure that if his mother was sure to heal, there was already a lot of blood taken just for examination, injections, and drugs alternately entered.
"Aren't I Shin's bad? do you still think I'm good? if I'm not angry and disappointed?"
Shin just kept silent, looking at Juna who rubbed his eyes. Shin only realized after Juna said it, indirectly Juna showed that the punishment from him with pain, but what he did not only hurt his mother, but himself.
"Every human has his own wounds, and has a way of hiding them. Great sister Juna can survive, and Shin is sure there are things that Kak Juna wants to hear." Shin sat down beside Juna, rubbing his back.
Call in, Juna saw his phone call from his Mama, Shin answered the call hearing the voice of Citra stammering.
Both of Juna's hands held his head, hiding his face between his legs. Holding back her crying because of her mother's illness relapsed again.
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