
" C i l.. You don't eat how many days your body gets so thin." asked Krishna trying to be normal.
Nova was momentarily silent, but because he did not want to be caught sad by Krishna he also acted ordinary.
" I'm dieting Om mas..."
" What diet is a broken heart ?" krisna Syndicate.
" C i h..ke\_geeran.no yes.I diet.."
" The body is flat so , what else would want to be denigrated." said Krishna while laughing .
" C i h...Let this little one eat me a lot..."
" Then let's prove it...As much as you can eat." said Krisna as she stepped down the hill and headed to a nearby seafood stall. Nova followed her .
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Why do I feel trapped yeah.he's like he wants to make me eat ..
Some days I have no appetite..
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Krisna ordered a lot of food for Nova, ranging from shrimp, grilled fish, shellfish to lobster.
" Able to not finish?" ask Krisna .
" Huh ..this is very trivial." replied Nova. He then prayed first and then immediately ate it voraciously.
Krisna seemed to smile at Nova's appetite which is still like before. Although his body was thin but he could indeed eat a lot .
" Slowly plan C i l. Later you can choke "Krisna reminded.
" Aren't you eating ?" ask Nova whose face is a little bit of trouble for eating with her fingers without a fork and spoon.what else when eating lobster sauce chili up to Nova's cheeks.
Krisna then took a tissue and rubbed it, cleaning the cheeks and the area around Nova's mouth to touch her lips. Nova momentarily fell silent and looked at Krishna who was so attentive to him.
" Why?.. fall in love again ?" kanda Krisna saw Nova's change of attitude.
" C i h...Fall in Love?...Om mas to P D a n...Eat eat eat...." Nova immediately stuffed Krishna's mouth with lobster meat in his hands full of sauce.
" Don't C i l. l. later I can sling like you..." Krisna received a bribe from Nova partially and then slightly retreated because she did not want to be exposed to the sauce .
" Eat..eat only Om mas.." Nova took the grilled fish and fed Krishna again.
" It's C I l..." Krisna held Nova's hand so as not to trace her again with food.
Nova even accidentally touched his fingers that were exposed to sauce to the mouth of Krishna and when the lentic fingers touched the lips of Krishna both fell silent and looked at each other. Their brains were traveling to the moment they had ever come into contact with each other's lips . Link each other's lips and share Saliva anyway.
Nova immediately retreated and moved away from Krishna.
Krisna realized that, she then slightly moved away while taking a tissue and rubbing her lips.
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Still traumatized...You must have been so scared when I forced you back then huh C i l....
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Krisna was silent with a thousand regrets in her heart.
Nova was finally silent and bowed. The memory of that time flashed back as Krishna forced it. Roughly he tore his clothes off, then got on top of his body, opened his legs, and forced his own into tearing one of his most precious things in his custody. Krisna was possessed by a demon, he did not care about his screams of pain, he just forced everything . No matter what. Even if Krishna wants to express love to himself clearly and make it the only one, he will not reject Krishna. He will accept everything . Nova was a little convinced Krishna had feelings for her from all the attitudes and attention she showed...If only that time ,Donna did not arrive, she was even ready to accept Krishna
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Honestly.it hurt me a lot Om mas... And I'm still scared when I get too close to you ...
But when you walked away from me and chose to part ..
A month or so after Ms. Shinta died, you never came and even sent a message..
You know you chose divorce ...
It hurts more....
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" Sorry... " Said Krisna who saw Nova's facial expression that was like almost crying.
Nova shed her tears . And both of them bowed down to each other, dissolved in their sorrow and regret.
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Krisna and Nova walked down the white sandy path keeping their distance. While carrying their shoes, they walked barefoot. Without a word, just step step by step while enjoying the sunset on the beach.
As it gets dark, Krishna and Nova head to Krishna's car. Krisna intends to take Nova back to her house.
" No need to be a mas..." Reject Nova who decided to take a taxi.
" It's been night, Nova.."
" But still I'm worried about N o v...You're a girl." said Krishna.
" Om mas.I am a strong woman...I can do it myself .. I don't want to depend on men anymore...Oh yes Om mas ..if my family asks Om mas for money, never give them anything.I don't want to feel burdened because of them...Om mas also do not need to finance me anymore... I'm not what Om mas is after this I'll go back to my village..I'll stay with my parents back..."
" Your school? Your house?" ask Krishna.
" It's Om mas's house....Not my house. I came with nothing...When you come out the same. I will continue my school in the village...If I can, otherwise I'll just work..."
" C I l...."
" From now on we live in our own path.. Om mas don't have to worry, I won't be whiny and slumped like this anymore..Forgive me and Goodbye Om mas ..." Nova was finally able to say his farewell directly to Krishna with great rigour. Although it was difficult, he also did not want to burden Krishna anymore. He had to study independently and SEAL their separation. He was also divorced.
" C I l...." Krisna actually wanted to embrace Nova , but she was afraid Nova was still traumatized by her. So that he could only be silent while staring at Nova who then went into the taxi and left.
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Goodbye to you ..Farewell, my first love ..
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" Aren't you really going ?" ask Auntie who takes care of her household when she sees Nova preparing her suitcase and starts cleaning her clothes. He seemed to be very sad about the decision of the Miss.
Nova smiled. trying hard .
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Sorry B i...if I continue to be in this house.I will continue to fall and can not forget Om mas.so I better go so that I quickly forget everything ...Comfortable and all-around life like a princess this is a dream world life.when I return to reality, I am who ..cum just a poor girl child ...It is not proper for me to live here and live from the person who has divorced me .. She's not what I am anymore.we've become someone else ..
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" Non Nova..." Bibi shed her tears as Nova stepped away from the house and boarded a taxi.
Nova wiped away her tears and immediately got into the taxi that took her away.
Not far from there Krisna stared at the departure of Nova with her eyes moist. He actually did not want to part with Nova either . He remembered it because he decided it.
" Divorce of Nova .. Papa has made my mother die .. Papa has semena\_mena on top of Mama's suffering by marrying many women...Does Papa want to make me suffer?..Papa can't be greedy...Papa can marry anyone again ..but not Nova ..I love him " said Devon with tears .
Devon had just lost his Mama, and Nova also refused to be with him. Therefore he also did not want his Papa to be happy.
Krisna, who was overcome with regret for imposition on Nova, plus the loss of his wife, as well as pressure from Devon, finally decided to release Nova. He also did not want to part with Nova.
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But the unfortunate fate was still not over, When Nova arrived at his home, Both his parents and his brother were angry with him instead .
" What are you going home to stupid...Didn't you hear what I said yesterday...I ask you to apologize to your husband and if necessary also .. prostrate to him so that he can accept you back .." cried his mother.
" Hurry back there and apologize to her...Don't be a burden on the family anymore" his father said.
" C i h. is completely useless ..It's wet already, all of you...It has become the former old man yes just continue .. indeed who wants the same old grandpa like you again... Back there ..back with her ! " said his brother anyway.
Nova could only cry as her family also refused her presence. Though he wanted to return in order to forget his past and so that he could be strong again with the support of his family but it turned out all the same. He even got bad treatment and had to feel heartache again by the attitude of his family .
Nova finally left. But this time he had no purpose. He doesn't know where else to go. His family is just that. Their distant family is unknown to them. Nova really confused where to go .
' Ting.' A message went into her phone. He then read it immediately
'You get a transfer from account X of.....' Nova gaped when he saw the numbers listed in the message, because the number is fantastic.
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This is from Om mas ?.1..2..3..4..5 ..6.7.8.9...
Zero is 9 ???....Maddened...Did Om mas send wrong?
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'Have you entered Non Nova ?...That's farewell money from Mr. Krishna...All of Lord Krishna's ex-wives also accepted her.... Hopefully Non Nova can live better ' Kiky sent a message to Nova .
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Farewell money?... The rich people do things like this too...
It was like they were paying me for everything I did to them ..
Huh ..Services to be their hired wife ..
But okay . I'll use this as well as I can...
Living alone ..searching for work and living better ...
Do not use love_love of all.I will live better without all of you. without my husband and family.all for myself...
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Nova also strengthens his determination, he will live his new life...By ourselves...