ZaLea

ZaLea
Candour


"Ar, what we're doing is wrong. Sorry, I have to go home now." Fully aware, aware of my status with Zayn. Immediately I take the bag and I step my foot out.


"I'll take you home Al." Arya blocked my hand.


"I can go home alone Ar." I took off Arya's hand.


"Sorry Al, I'm sorry I let go."


"Forget Ar, it's my fault too. Excuse me."


Without looking a bit I immediately came out of Arya's apartment. Lucky when I got to the lobby I saw a taxi that was dropping off passengers.


****


In Leona's room


Ting


@Nene_nena


How's Le? Already settled?


@Lele_Leona


It's not right Ne, even more complicated. I think Zayn is talking to Arya again. I think there's going to be a misunderstanding with Zayn.


@Nene_nena


Yes, it's exactly the same as Zayn.


@Lele_Leona


How to explain, the number is not active. Just got better, abis misunderstood Zaydar. It's there again.


@Nene_nena


Patience, suffering people dating. xixixixixi.


@Lele_Leona


Gini is very yes, so I'm more dizzy! There just keeps the problem. Did I say it first.


@Nene_nena


No, there is no show you are missing.


@Lele_Leona


Au ah,.pusing I. Want to sleep, Abis sleep problems I've been running around.


@Nene_nena


Yes it's there, I'm going to sleep too. See you tomorrow at school.


@Lele_Leona


Hm😪😪😪


***


"For ma, for,.."


"On the morning of the deck, the tumbens are tidy."


"Don't start, Adek is not in the mood to joke anymore."


"What's up, baby? Any problems at the cafe? Or what?"


"There's nothing, the cafe's fine."


"Oh yeah deck, Arya came here last night. He's back from France."


"Don't talk about Arya first huh mah, Adek again don't want to discuss him."


"Have you met?"


"Yes." Yeah." I said as I devoured the sanwich and drank a glass of milk.


"Adek is leaving, mah. Assalamualaikum." Pamitku to mamah, greet the right hand mama.


"waalaikumsalam hall. Careful deck. Don't speed it."


"Yes, um."


Arriving at school I didn't go straight to class. Basecamp SDP I'm headed to. There is no spirit of learning at all today. My body is in school, but my mind is out of nowhere.


Until the Bell came in ringing I was still reluctant to move. I asked Nena to let me. I'm honest that right now I'm in basecamp. But I forbid them to follow me.


Just fifteen minutes into the lesson, I heard the guitar popping around me disturbing my hearing.


" That voice? Isn't that Zayn's voice?"


I gathered up all my courage, in front of Zayn as if I were helpless. Maybe because I realized I was wrong.


Slowly I opened the door of basecamp. Lucky door of the room I installed a damper. So the open and closed sound of the door was not very audible.


"Zay." Zayn." Slowly I called out the name of the man in my beloved status. Slowly I walked towards him. Hearing my call, Zayn turned his head.


"Za, are you here? I thought you weren't in. From morning you're not seen in class."


"Zayn, we need to talk."


"Your number from last night wasn't Active Zayn?" I sat next to Zayn leaning against the building's divider.


"Yes, the battery dropped and I just turned it on this morning."


After that there was no more talk. Silent, only occasional guitar passages in Zayn's hands were heard.


"Zay." Zayn."


"Hm"


"Is there anything you want to ask?"


"Is there anything you want to explain?" Tympan Zayn.


"Ask what you want to know Zayn."


"Everything?"


"I'll answer you." This time, I'll be honest with Zayn. Including Leon's identity if Zayn also asks.


"Really?" Zayn turned with a frown.


"Yes." Yeah."


"It seems that if I ask everything, it won't be enough for three hours." Answer chuckles.


"We're getting out of here."


"Where?"


"Wherever you come, calm down and there's time for us."


"Are you serious, Za? What if my friends are looking for you?"


"They'll understand."


"Okey, we're on my bike." I also agreed to Zayn's request. My chance. Whether Zayn will accept this kind of Me or Zayn will let me go. I'll accept all Zayn's decisions afterwards.


With the access I had, I and Zayn easily walked out of the school area. I don't know where Zayn will take me. I believe Zayn won't do anything to me.


Up in one place, a little far away indeed. It took two more hours to reach this place, a little quiet. There are only a few people passing by with their daily activities. The roar of the waves. The beach, yes this place that Zayn chose as a place to remove all the problems between us.


"We're up there." Point Zayn at a building that can be called a gazebo at the end of the cliff.


As he climbed the stairs leading to the gazebo, Zayn still faithfully took my hand.


"Sit down, we're talking here. I don't think anyone's gonna hear our conversation here." Zayn took out a drink and a few snacks he bought when he stopped at the minimarket while on the road earlier.


A few moments of silence facing the sea, I took the initiative to open a chat.


"Sorry Zayn, maybe yesterday I hurt you again. Sorry, I've always been the cause of our rift." There is no lawfulness. I looked at Zayn.


"Continue."


"Before I explain, what do you want to know first?"


"Who Is He? Why do you want to be held with Him?" A little emotion implied from Zayn's tone.


"Arya Mulia Duhita. The Duhita family's. I've known him since I was five. He left four years ago and he just came back from France. Now get into our school and one class with me."


"Duhita's family's son."


"Yes, you know who Duhita's family is."


"What was your previous relationship with him?"


"Nothing, but we keep each other's taste."


"Because of Him? Because of Him You have not been able to accept Me completely?" I was silent to Zayn's question this time.


"So right? And you want to go back to her?"


"Maybe it's true because of Him, I haven't been able to accept you fully yet, but to return to him? I never started a relationship with him, how could I go back with him?"


"You don't go around too much Za."


"Zayn, are you not going to call me baby anymore? Are you willing to part with me?"


"If I don't let you go, will you stay with me?"


"Bas stupid." My bait instantly landed my bag on Zayn's back.


"Why did you hit me?"


"If I wanted to go, I wouldn't want to go with you right now."


"Sad, so where is my current position in your eyes?


"Do you want an honest answer or not?"


"We're not playing guesswork Za." Snarled.


"You've entered Zayn's heart."


"How much?"


"I don't count them. But Zayn, there's one fatah mistake I made yesterday, and maybe because of this you'll hate me."


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