
Entering his room zalen put his body on the bed.
He looked up at the sky his room was staring at the fate he was living.
" Why should my family believe me.
There are so many problems" zalen spoke slowly he felt pain and tightness in his chest feeling fed up with the situation that occurred.
Especially the actions of his own father who became increasingly so that he committed violence against his mother.
" fhuhhhh" inhales in oxygen and then it exhales through the mouth.
" Gini is my life. So the backbone of the family mengebayain adik² I have to pay the debt that my father pinjem not to mention my college.
ahhhh long time brain rupture I think" zalen rubbed his face frustrated thinking how much money he should get for his family's expenses.
Long time zalen kept quiet until he forgot to pick up Lauren and Dian and now he does not know what time.
" What time is it? " he took his phone in the pocket of the shirt he was wearing and saw what time it was.
" Gosh, it's half 1"
Zalen looked surprised because the clock home they had missed zalen immediately rose from the fall and called Lauren.
" I'm not active" he murmured a little frantically.
'" I'll call Dian"
shortly the call was connected.
" Yes, sister" replied Dian across the phone who is now in a taxi with Lauren.
" Is that Brother Di?" Lauren asked beside him.
"Yes" answered Dian briefly.
" Where are you guys now? Sorry brother was late to pick him up so brother there now "said zalen a little guilty with his two younger siblings².
" Not to brother .Dian same sister Lauren already in the taxi later already nyampek" declined Dian smooth.
Zalen stopped his steps hearing them on the way home now.
" Yes this sister Deket brother wait aja" now Lauren who speaks.
" Yes already so heart² you guys on the road.directly go home do not matter where" persemat zalen .
" Yes my brother" they answered simultaneously making the driver smile.
" Assalamu'alaikum" said the two.
"Waalaikumsalam "answer zalen and turn off his call .
Zalen went back into the room he felt relieved because his two younger siblings were on the way home and he could lay his body again on his soft bed.
looking at the sky room zalen thought.
" when will my life continue." she thought.
Rise from the fall zalen walk towards the study table and pick up the book opening it up sheet by sheet .
" i miss my childhood which was full of laughter" he said smilingly looking at the photo where he was playing in a park with Ratih without burden.
" but time is so fast that now I have to be a responsible figure for my family..
It even has to be a strong figure where a lot of sadness in the heart that I have to Pendem without my family knowing" he said full of sadness .
" i don't know what my life is going to be like.I can change it otherwise" he continued.
" saturv" blowing a heavy breath zalen back closed the book he was holding back to the bed and back to lay down his body so tired noah because of the adoration or tired because life is so sad for him.
Closing her eyes slowly zalen slept in her sleep.he really likes to sleep where he stopped for a moment to live a life that was bitter for her.