ZEN LORD SKYWEST
Episode 34 { suicide? }

"We beg Zen, please forgive us. We didn't mean to insult and hate you, we did it all because of Prince Kaito's coercion." Said the few female disciples who approached him earlier.

Hearing those words, Lucas immediately whispered to Zen.

"Yui, are you going to forgive them all after what they did to you?" His whisper.

Upon hearing the whisper, Zen said in his heart....

"What happened to me? Why in the depths of my heart, I want to forgive them all. Though I know that they did it out of their own will not because of Kaito. And again, why did I stop attacking Kaito when he almost died. What the hell is going on with me? I wanted to kill him, but why did it stop?" Zen said inwardly wondering what really happened to him.

Then he said again in his heart....

"No, this time I can't do anything I don't want anymore." Say it in the heart.

Then after that Zen replied to the words of the female disciple earlier....

"Don't you think I'll forgive you after hearing that absurd excuse! To my knowledge, Kaito has never forced you to hate and insult me. Although he also insulted me, but he never asked you to insult me either. In fact, it was you who initially insulted and considered me a stupid boy! Come on, Lucas, Diego, let's get out of here!" Zen said with a cold look.

"Oh, okay. Let's go!" Lucas Sahut.

Then the three of them went outside the place, when they were near the outer door of the fighting area, one of the female disciples said....

"Just because of that handsome face of yours, you've been acting so arrogant! Remember, you're just a commoner! You're not a prince, what do you think we're that low?" Said one of the female students.

Then Zen looked back and said....

"Yes, I am a commoner. But, thank you very much for the insults, because you have shown your true nature that is terrible. Oh, yeah, you guys are worse than shit! Because you only want to hang out with people of your level, and kneel to people of higher standing. Even you always stick to Kaito who is a Prince. If I were a prince, all of you would have me kicked out of my sight. Because you guys are worse than disgusting garbage!" Sahut Zen to the disciple earlier, after that he went outside.

Hearing the words from Zen, the disciple was immediately enraged and said....

"Based on a fucking student! Could he insult me as trash, who is he? He was just a commoner who got a chance to enter this academy."

Outside the academy where Zen was....

"Yui, those words are so cool! Where did you hear those words? Lucas asked Zen.

"I didn't hear it from anyone, it was my own words. In my opinion, a person who only wants to associate with people of his level and insult also demeans people who are lower in rank than him, is worse than trash. And people who only see someone from the outside, then assume that people are not good, they are just like trash." Sahut Zen's.

"What does your second words have to do with Yui? Isn't that not connected?" Ask Diego to Zen.

"I'm also confused, somehow lately I've been saying and doing things that are not as usual." Zen again.

"Hey, Lucas. That's Hilda, right?" Said Diego while pointing to a female student who was in front of them.

"Ah, yes.it is Hilda." Lucas Sahut.

"Hilda! Where's Hilda?" Zen asked the two of them.

"That, that's right there. The one with the snow-white hair." Lucas Sahut.

After which, Zen immediately ran towards Hilda and greeted her.

"Hi, Hilda!" Her speech.

"The voices are similar to Zen's, is he nearby?" Hilda muttered after hearing those words, then she turned her head back....

"Who called me?" Ask Hilda to the people around her.

"Hey, Yui! Why are you running this way? Haah.. hah... hah.your run is fast." Lucas told Zen.

"Hey, Hilda...." Zen said with a smile towards Hilda.

Her friends Hilda was instantly mesmerized when she saw Zen's smiling face towards them.

"Hey, Hilda. That handsome male disciple greeted you, he is truly handsome. In fact I guess, his good looks were already on par with Prince Zen." Friend.

"Whatchu mean? He was a bad boy at that time, and again, he was just a stupid student who always made a mess. So don't equate him with Zen, just because of his handsome face, you equate him with the perfect Zen!" Hilda to her friend. After that, he approached Zen and said...

"So you called my name earlier, a stupid and troubled student like you greeted me, haah! All men are the same, always teasing me in various ways. And you're the worst of them, you're trying to look like Zen to get me hooked. It's disgusting!" He said to Zen.

"Whatchu mean? Teasing you! I'm just greeting you, nothing more than that." Sahut Zen's.

"Here you go, I don't care what you say! Let's get out of here now guys!" Said Hilda who then went from that place with her friends.

"Hey, Yui. Hilda it really sucks! The time people say hello to him is tempting, and he always judges someone from his point of view only. If that person is considered bad, that person will still be bad in his eyes. Even though that person had already turned good, he still considered that person the same as before. That's why Diego and I stopped being friends.

"Why do you just shut up, Yui?" Lucas asked after seeing Zen who was just speechless.

"Why now is Hilda among the people I hate? The look in his eyes that were looking at me was just like the horrible gazes of people who insulted and hated my existence in this place. Why does my heart ache after seeing her bad treatment of me?" Zen Gumam.

"Hey Yui, did you say anything?" Ask Diego to Zen.

"Ti-nothing, I'm not talking anything. You may have just misheard, I'm leaving first...." Sahut with his head lowered and then after that ran to the place of the abyss at that time.

"What happened to that kid?" Lucas told Diego.

When Zen arrived at the abyss he walked to the end of the abyss and looked down.

"Maybe, if I fall in this abyss, my suffering in this world will cease. And maybe I can meet my parents...." Said Zen while looking down at the abyss.

Suddenly....

Damn it!

"How dare you commit suicide! If you fall in this abyss and you don't, you won't be able to meet your parents. Because you'll be tortured for sins like this." Said the great lord after hitting Zen's head with a stick whose use it was to hit that Zen fist.

"W-how are you here?" Ask Zen.

"Whatever it is doesn't matter! If you want to kill yourself, you will definitely regret after being tortured for your sin." Sahut the great lord.

"Who said I wanted to kill myself? I was just saying "maybe" you thought I was gonna kill myself. If I do that, it's the same as wasting the sacrifice of my parents." Zen.

"Oh, so yes. Damn you Lucky jerk! Dah Zen, I'll go first. Take care of yourself." Sahut the great lord who then flicked his finger and after that disappeared.

The Diamond empire....

"Basic Lucky jerk! You could've told me to go stop Zen from killing himself. He didn't kill himself stupid!" Said the great lord.

"But what was he in the abyss for, and again, he also said, "maybe if I die" that's what I heard while you were gone." Lucky said with a frightened expression.

"Huh..have it!" Said the great lord.

"Great master... Why is the story so? Why is Hilda among the people Zen hates? I'm a fan of Hilda's, and I want Hilda to be Zen's life partner." Ask Lucky to the great lord.

"Well, I know I'm not the creator of this world. But. I know why Zen started hating Hilda." Sahut the great lord.

"What's the reason?" Ask Lucky again.

"The reason is. Hilda's nature includes people hated by Zen. He said he loved Zen, but he himself could not realize that the person who greeted him was Zen. And you know Lucky I'll tell you what happens in the future a little bit, the one who's gonna make that Zen curse seal come off is Hilda! He will make the hatred, anger and darkness of Zen explode because of his nature." Said the great lord.

"Why did you even give me spoilers! It sucks! Just because you can see the future, you make me even more curious!" Lucky Sahut.

"Oh, yes. Because already this way I want to ask you, who will be Zen's companion in the future? Hilda right?" Ask Lucky.

"Either... That's not certain, if Hilda doesn't change her nature, she'll never be with Zen. Because that Zen companion must have a nature as good as an angel." Legally.

"So yes. I was sure of Hilda, that she would definitely change her nature!" Lucky.

"But you know Lucky, I would never give my blessing to Hilda. Because I don't like that nature." Sahut the great lord.

"Why don't you bless Zen with Hilda! Hilda will definitely change someday, I'm sure of that." Say Lucky again.

"Well, let's see. If she can change her nature, I will give her my blessing. But. if its nature does not change.... Well that's the story." Sahut the great lord.

^^^Connected....^^^

*Question*

who can answer this question....

* Who exactly is the great lord?

* And who can know, if the father of the God Emperor is?

Answer the question above by commenting....

...Maybe if you are observant in reading in the previous episode, then,...

...you can definitely guess the answer....