
Zya and Jimin were back in the car. They put the groceries in the back seat. Jimin drove his car to leave the blink shop.
"Where are you feeling?" Ask Jimin on the way.
"Hm?" Zya asked back confused.
"Gue look at Jungkook as Stella is close enough." Jimin explained.
"Oh yes." Zya replied a little slowly. He doesn't know what else to say.
"Lo jealous?" Ask Jimin again.
"Huh? Ng ng n." Zya answered a little.
"Why did it run out of there?" Jimin asked still trying to get Zya to speak truthfully.
"Ee again thought of schoolwork." Zya answered for an untrue reason.
"Truly schoolwork?" Ask Jimin to doubt.
"Yes." Yeah." Answer Zya quietly with her flat face.
"Gue remember, Jungkook used to be the same deket Lo right?" Jimin said again.
"Hm? The decet? Not ordinary." Zya answered, turning her eyes.
"Lo likes Jungkook or V?" Although Zya gave an incorrect answer, Jimin knew what to say.
"Hm?" Zya said confusedly. Actually he heard clearly the question of Brother Jimin.
"Jungkook or V?" Jimin repeated his question briefly.
Zya silently did not answer. His silence was not unreasonable, but Zya was at a loss as to what he would answer. Unlike Jin, Jimin will not force Zya to answer this time. He knows that Zya is confused by his own feelings. The question finally got no answer from Zya until they got home. Jimin also no longer questioned that matter to Zya. Let's just say it's over.
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Zya was laying her body on her soft mattress. Dinner was past. Finished chatting, Zya chose to rest in her room. Brother Jimin invites him to play a game, but Zya chooses to take a break. His phone screen suddenly came alive and rang. Zya looked at the name writing that was plastered on her screen. It says Jungkook's name. He left the phone until it was done ringing. A short while later, his phone rang back and it was written the same call. Zya covered her phone with a pillow so that her voice was not too noisy. Some calls kept ringing, until finally the phone stopped by itself. After being felt long enough not to ring again, Zya took her cellphone and checked it. Five calls from Jungkook that he ignored. Some messages came in. It says Jungkook's name on the screen. I don't know what will. Jungkook say this time. He felt not ready to open the message. Zya started to dream. Had Jungkook given word that he was close to Stella, what would he have said? Worry haunts Zya this time. He is curious about the contents of Jungkook's message but he is also not ready to accept the statement. With a worried heart and heavy heart he decided to send a message to Violet.
*From Zya to Violet
Q: Vi, are you sleeping?
V: Not yet Zya, this just want to sleep. What was?
Z: Hmm no papa.
V : Tumben Lo chat me malem-malem. What was?
Z: I met Stella at Jungkook's blink shop.
V: Continues?
Z: Now Jungkook sent me some messages. I used to take nelvon, but I didn't pick up. According to Lo, I didn't open a message from him?
V: Why not lift it? Are you not curious about the message?
V : Wait, Jungkook same Stella at the blink store?? Whynot?
Z: He said he bought accessories made in his mom's boutique.
V: What is the problem? Why don't you pick up the phone?
Z: I met him in the shophouse of the Vi couple shirt. I think they bought a couple shirt. Are they that close, huh? I also saw that Jungkook paid for the shirt.
V: Really? Are you serious Zya??
Z: Yes Vi.
V: How do you feel?
A: Ha?
V: I don't believe in children the same. Mending we do not use the same position again him. Temen himself at tikung. He was good in front of Lo aja Zya, even though he was behind playing puncture cement.
Z: Don't tell me if I'm telling you about this. Just tell me he's the same as us. As if I am the same tenet he is just us.
V: But it's too much to know Zya.
Z : Hm.
V: So, you still haven't opened the message?
Z: Not yet Vi.
V: It is open. I was curious too.
Z: I'll open tomorrow.
V : Inequality.
Z: Let's go.
V: Yes, yes, I'm really excited about him.
Z: Patience Vi.
V: Good thing you're not me. If I were, I wouldn't say anything more.
Z: Yes Vi, I slept first. My eyes are not strong.
V: Yes Zya, good night.
A: Good night.
Zya closed her message with Violet. After the story, his feelings got better. Even though Zya lied to Violet a little. Actually he does not want to sleep now, his eyes are still fresh. He hopes Violet doesn't bring this up tomorrow. Because it seems from the words he put out, he was fed up with Stella. Zya didn't know what to do then. Besides, he keeps seeing Jungkook's message that he hasn't opened yet. He was very curious, but hesitated to open it.
Kooki, Lo once said that Lo likes me. Is that feeling gone? I don't know how I feel? I'm confused. But why does it feel sad that Lo is with Stella again? I'm not saying I like it too. I'm not good at this kind of thing. If for example I really like Lo, is it too late? But I don't dare to do that. Hhff I'm really confused. I'm happy to be with Lo, but I don't know how I feel? Whatever it is, Lo, I have to accept. It's not wrong to talk to another girl. Because I also at that time did not answer Lo's feelings to me clearly. Ja. It's not your fault entirely. It was also my fault that I was too confused about my own feelings. You should be able to introspect Zya, Lo don't be selfish.
Zya tried to sigh many times. He tries to calm himself from his negative thoughts. Zya put her hp at random. He immediately stood up and went to the bathroom to wash his face before going to bed to look fresh. Finished with his nightly routine, he lay back on his bed again. Checking his phone back. Seeing no more messages Jungkook wrote for her. Slowly he opened the message Jungkook gave.