
"Thank you Win you gave me the satisfaction tonight and it turns out I was the first one to have you" Krist explained
Like a lightning bolt Namtan was surprised not to play
" did I hear wrong" he murmured as he held onto his chest which began to feel tight
" Win, huh,,?! What did you call me?" ask namtan
" dear I miss you so much" Krist replied as she hugged Namtan
" he's a Krist !! Answer me !!"
" what the hell Win, don't get angry - angry that's not good you know, ntar cepet old lo. But even though I'm old, I love you Win "sure Krist
Namtan is already emotional, rice has become porridge. Namtan thinks Krist loves him too but what's on his mind is wrong. He heard for himself the name that he had been keeping meetings - meetings had finally appeared as well.
" now I have to" exclaimed Namtan as he hugged his own knee
<->
The sunny morning of a pair of human children who should have been drunk with romance instead became a disaster for him. Her life has been taken away by people who don't love her. I don't know what if she's pregnant and Krist doesn't want to take responsibility? The words kept appearing in his mind
Slowly Krist opened her eyes
"i'm where this is" he exclaimed as he blinked his eyes
" Namtan" exclaimed Krist who saw Namtan as bushy on the edge of the bed
" what are you doing here? Why are you crying?" ask Krist again
There was no reply from Namtan that there was even louder cry
" hey why are you? Why are you in my room ?" Krist still didn't realize that he didn't use a piece of cloth at all
When Krist was about to hug Namtan he took off his blanket. How surprised that he was not wearing clothes
" where are my clothes?" krist asked still confused, at the pull of the blanket earlier and he tried to think clearly
" no, there's no way" Krist is still trying to digest everything that's going on. Namtan is still crying over everything that's happened. It's not that she regrets connecting with Krist that Krist doesn't love her. Evidence that Krist had no taste for her is because Krist mentioned someone else's name after they finished dating. That fact that makes Namtan destroyed has given his friendship to people who do not love him
" can't you blame it?!" krist asked while shaking Namtan's shoulder
He could only continue sobbing not answering Krist
" Namtan answer me! I'm wrong we don't do anything - what, right?!" he kept shaking Namtan's shoulder
" you're not wrong Krist. It's not wrong to do that!" shouted Namtan no less emotion
Krist slumped on the back of the bed where he was crying over his actions. He immediately put on his clothes and left. The ship that had been pulled over since the morning made it easy to get out of there
" let's come with me home" said Krist coldly
" i don't want to" Namtan replied
" don't argue with me!" snapped Krist
Namtan finally obeyed Krist's orders. He immediately cleaned himself up and went from there.
Once inside the car they were silent to each other. Until Krist's voice starts first
" i'm sorry, I really have no intention of hurting you. Maybe because the influence of alcohol makes me like this" Krist said
" get it up, I'm also wrong why I didn't dodge" Namtan replied
" if something happens I'll take responsibility"
" no need, I can take care of myself" replied Namtan no less indifferent
And finally, the two of them quietly twitched to each other with their own thoughts. Krist is still unaware of his mistake about the name he mentioned and may not remember his position under the influence of alcohol
" i go first, if anything - what bitch to me. I promise I'll be responsible"
Namtan didn't respond and left from there. He was already too annoyed with Krist. How not only if there's anything - will he be responsible. While he has taken his personality and does not want to be responsible. What if she was not in a match with Krist but with someone else, what would she tell her husband if he was no longer a virgin
" aakkkhhhhh" shouted Namtan frustas
She's the other place Krist who's still with her disheveled face enters the room. He wants to immediately clean himself and soak so that his brain can think clearly
" hhaaaahhhh what have I done" sighed Krist
" this is not how I mean God, I just want to open my heart to others but not in this way" he regretted his actions so much
" what if she's pregnant, what should I do? I didn't love her, even though I tried to open my heart but I never thought I would love her or sleep with her" she murmured
Krist closed his eyes while soaking in warm water. He is still looking for a way out of his problems. He doesn't want to marry anyone but Win. But the rice has become porridge, inevitably if Namtan is pregnant he still has to be responsible.
When he finished he went downstairs to meet his parents
" Hi pa ma" said Krist
" Where didn't you come home last night?!" ask her mother
" From a gathering of friends ma" explained Krist
" Mama is not sure, you are not a child who likes to spend time out there in vain" his reply
" Oh, yes - time may pa, Krist is also saturated with work" he replied while sitting next to his mother
" Do you have a boyfriend ?" chirps mama
" No ma" answered Krist briefly
" Papa mama you want nimang nimang grandson Krist, we are too old" replied papa Krist
" Yes, Krist will find a child" Krist joked
" You're this" mad mama while hitting Krist with a pillow
" Krist also did not know what to do, what else after the incident last night. If Namtan gets pregnant what should I do? I will marry her but my love will not turn ma pa. There's only one name in Krist's heart. Forgive Krist ma pa, until now still belim can divide the mother equally papa" inner Krist
<->
One month already the relationship between Krist and Namtan has not been clear. After the incident they did not meet each other more precisely avoid each other. Krist is preoccupied with her work and Namtan is busy with her college events
" I should have come by the moon but why to this day there are no signs yet" Namtan monologue
" Hey, why are you daydreaming. Come with me to the cafeteria" said Namtan's friend
" You go first, I'm not hungry"
" yeah, I'm dulan ya"
Namtan just nodded his head
Ddrrt...
There was one message in his phone
" Krist?"
" **H**aii, we haven't seen each other for a long time. Will there be a show later tonight? If no one can take your time for me? There's something I want to talk about"
" Ok, in a normal place" Namtan replied