2 Flower Stalks
Deteriorated

Hanafi sobbed loudly beside the sofa, already not caring anymore about the people around him. It was as if he wanted to spend all his sorrow and tears there. His head felt very dizzy, feeling the various problems that have plagued him in recent months. Also felt a deep sadness for the passing of Mr. Sun and the news of Insha's marriage.

From last night Hanafi had not eaten anything, earlier when leaving for the funeral of Mr. Sun, he was also reluctant to eat breakfast, he did not taste food and did not feel hungry at all.

Until this afternoon Hanafi gets news of Insha's marriage which will be in 2 weeks. His body seemed to have no more energy to sustain him, his body trembled violently withstanding the immense sadness, disappointment and anger that became one. The longer the cry grew weeping, together with the weaker body, his eyes were also suddenly blurry and increasingly blurry and blackened.

Hanafi fainted in the arms of Kriss who was loyal to be beside him.

Kriss with his muscular body immediately raised his young master single-handedly towards the car, then immediately took him towards the hospital.

He thinks his master's body is no longer able to withstand all the burdens in his life, Kriss also does not know if he can go through everything, if he is the one who replaces Hanafi now.

On the way, Kriss also sobbed to think about how the life that his master would live later on after Insha really established his heart to turn away from Hanafi and remarry.

Just now Hanafi told Kriss he was happy because Khanza can now grow and develop well like his age, she even started learning to walk and speak a few words at the age of 1.

Precisely less than 5 days Khanza the first birthday, also coincides with the anniversary of Salma's death of course.

Hanafi expressed his desire to have a small birthday party with the people closest to him, and he wanted to invite Insha there too.

Even Hanafi had also ordered a birthday cake for his favorite child, with a picture of his favorite barbie.

Hanafi wanted to hold a prayer together as well for the late Salma simply in the main house.

But not all of those plans will go ahead or not remember Hanafi who was in the hospital, and Aryan's doctor said Hanafi would be treated there for a few days until he was completely cured.

While in hospital Hanafi looked a lot silent, he looked very hit with everything that happened, his life spirit seemed to have disappeared. He rarely eats, making his thin body even thinner.

Khanza's birthday remains in the title, in the main house by presenting several orphans there, just sharing with them, also to enliven the event because Hanafi also has no family anymore, he said, that day was also in the title of a joint prayer for the late Salma.

Hanafi could not attend, he was still lying weakly in the hospital. He only saw the celebration party behind the screen of a monitor directly connected to the main house. There he saw firsthand how happy Khanza was because of the many children who came to his house, as well as how happy he saw the barbie-shaped cake, a toy he always played with.

Hanafi tried to smile with a very weak body, he did not want his daughter to see he was sad. No matter how Hanafi's circumstances, he tried to always look happy in front of Khanza.

In the video Mirna said lately Khanza began to be good at talking, a lot of words he said, Khanza also began to walk a lot, several times he seemed to be able to walk alone with his tiny legs.

Mirna also said that Khanza obtained a birthday gift package from Insha, Hanafi who was curious also asked Mirna.

"Insha sent him...."

"Yes, sir.the gift is written the name of Miss Insha as the sender...."

"What's it all about..."

Hanafi asked with his curious face.

"A large pink panda doll.and also 5 sets of knitting clothes complete with hats for Miss Khanza tuan...."

Hearing that answer Hanafi just fell silent, then cut off unilaterally his video connection.

It turns out that Hanafi is sobbing again loudly, his bed looks vibrating because of his crying.

you even love Khanza In.but why did you leave me...

I was wrong for everything that happened, but at least give me a second chance to fix everything....

if only I could better understand your circumstances and feelings at that time, surely none of this would have happened...

But because of my stupidity.who married Salma..let him carry out the procedure.I am dishonest with everything that happens behind you...give him affection also for her...

It's all my fault, insha..salahku...all is my fault.and I deserve it....

After a long time he sobbed himself in the treatment room, the crying was stopped with the entry of doctor Arya.

Doctor Arya who saw the scars on Hanafi's face felt increasingly worried about his situation, he was afraid that Hanafi could not get out of this situation, he was afraid, Hanafi can be really stressed with his body getting thinner and weaker.

"Don..."

Arya wants to try to advise Hanafi, so that he no longer thinks about Insha and starts his new life.

But Hanafi did not answer at all the call from the doctor Arya, Hanafi just looked blankly at the front , and just remained motionless.

"Han.I hope you listen to me....Han..I beg of you.you do not fall like this..rise han..be Hanafi as you once were.Clasple Insha to be happy....all you need to do now.give your spirit to stay on your path.you still have Khanza.he really needs your affection and attention.His future is still long han...khanza as your spirit to continue to rise.remember all that you have been through before his birth....don't let all of Salma's struggles go to waste with you let Khanza be without parental affection..."

Arya stared pityfully at Hanafi, Hanafi remained silent for a long time without a word, until he finally opened his voice.

"Yes you're right.and I'll be at Insha's wedding reception..."

Hanafi replied still in the same position.

"Haahh.what..cannot..cannot han.you cannot come with your condition like this..."

Arya widened her eyes staring in shock at Hanafi.

"I'll come..."

replied Hanafi indifferently.

"Don't han.you're still very weak.you can't see Insha with your condition like this.I'm afraid you will..."

arya's words came to a halt when Hanafi cut her off.

"Don't you say I should rise up and sidestep Insha..."

Now Hanafi's gaze turned sharply on Arya.

"Don't it be better to be there showing that I'm strong and that I can live without it..."

"But are you really strong enough to clarify everything.with your current condition..."

Arya feels wrong to say, she is now worried because she thinks it has provoked Hanafi to come to the wedding reception party Insha.

"I must be able to.I must be strong.demi Khanza..all just for the sake of Khanza..I will start my life again..only with my daughter..."

Where Hanafi suddenly had a spirit in him, he also looked at Arya with confidence.

Arya smiled at Hanafi who was smiling widely for the first time after several days there.

may this smile of yours be the beginning of a better life ahead Han...

Seriate...