2 Flower Stalks
Self-impaired

"Put it there mbak, I'll eat it later.mbak can go.."

Insha's voice sounded very soft and weak, making anyone who heard it would feel pity.

Let alone looking at his current state with the messy-looking room with that little illumination.

Insha slightly moved her body grabbing the bolster that was nearby, and hugged her tightly while pulling the blanket over her face.

The sound of footsteps seemed to be heard, not a sound away but approaching, Insha slightly scrunched her forehead in astonishment.

He only realized that neither Fatimah nor Risna who deliver food would say something, even before entering they would ask permission first.

Don't.don't..

Insha had not yet fallen into her heart, guessing that Hanafi had entered her room, but a warm embrace suddenly grabbed her from behind.

Hanafis...

Instantly his eyes were round, though, moreover, finding a hand that is very familiar to him now is in his chest making the hands and body of Insha who tried to wriggle away was in vain because the sturdy hand continued to hold it tightly.

"Don't do all this Insha.I beg you.be acting like always.I can't even live my day without seeing you.you're my spirit..."

Insha lost energy because he had not eaten the menu properly for a week, he was now silent to receive a hug from the Hanafi.

Heard Hanafi speaking softly in his ears with a stamped voice, and tears that felt flowing in the earlobes of Insha. Insha did not give any reaction, she just fell silent with a blank look ahead, even her body did not move at all.

"Seeing you like this will only make me feel even more guilty Insha...."

"Wake up.Tell me whatever you want.I'll try to fulfill it..."

"You want to go on vacation some time by yourself.where.say.say..."

"Or you want money.whatever I'll give you Insha..."

"Say Insha.what do you want.don't be like this.I beg you.."

"Say something Insha.I beg you.."

insha's earlobe was getting wet by Hanafi's tears, now the tears were flowing also on Insha's neck.

Insha began to open her mouth, softly and limped she said.

"Even reasons to stay alive I don't have.."

"Go.."

Hanafi, the more sobbing heard it, the more tightly clutched the body that was still wrapped in the blanket.

"Don't tell me it's Insha I beg you.."

"Get out of this room.it will make me better..."

With a body that was increasingly vibrating because of his crying slowly Hanafi took off his embrace, went down from the bed and looked at the body of Insha who was not moving at all, long enough, then he immediately sauntered off and closed the door of the room slowly.

Hearing the sound of the closed door, Insha let out a long sigh, she did not cry at all, her eyes were hot enough to let out her tears. In this week he could not sleep well, he was more awake at night just looking at the room nanar who had become a silent witness how much love Insha to Hanafi.

Insha kicked the blanket that covered her body, she went down from her bed walking to a large mirror that was there.

In her eyes was her reflection in that mirror,

Insha looked very chaotic, her hair looked disheveled, her face was deathly pale, her eyes looked slightly blackened, her eyelids also looked red.

Insha slightly undressed at the shoulder, clearly visible bones protruding there.

Not eating properly during this week apparently makes him lose a lot of weight that has been maintained in recent months in undergoing the pregnancy program.

Insha just sighed, then closed that shoulder again and staggered into the bathroom.

*

It took 2 weeks for Insha to adapt again to all the circumstances.

After 2 weeks passed in her silence in the room, Insha now began to wake up and let Ms. Risna to clean her room again every day.

Insha began to want to get out of her room, sometimes she was seen sitting in the garden staring at the flowers there with her blank look.

Sometimes Insha chooses to stay on the balcony enjoying the cool air there while looking at the wide sky.

during that time he was more silent and only spoke a few words to everyone he met.

While Hanafi did not dare to approach Insha, he was afraid that Insha would lock himself up again in the room.

Hanafi could only stare and watch over Insha from a distance.

Seeing the changes in Insha's attitude and body now that looked thinner made Hanafi feel more guilty about Insha.

He was seen shedding tears several times while looking at Insha from a distance.

*

Who was in a village there.

Her stomach did not appear to be bulging, considering this was the first time she was pregnant.

Her stomach still looks flat, no one even knows about her pregnancy.

Hanafi put 1 nurse in Salma's house who will accompany and care for him 24 hours, considering he was alone in the house was also pregnant, and the air was also uncertain weather at this time

Hanafi did not want to take the risk if something happened to his future son.

He also paid a middle-aged woman to help him take care of the house, cooking, washing clothes, cleaning and much more.

2 People are paid many times as much as they can keep Salma's pregnancy secret from anyone, including their own family.

During her pregnancy, Salma only rested a lot, all her needs were also fulfilled by Hanafi.

Already 2 weeks Salma tried hard to contact Insha but did not get an answer from him at all.

A word of apology is written in his short message, but none is read or answered by him.

Two people who work at Salma's house are also tasked with always comforting Salma so that her condition does not deteriorate which can clearly affect her future baby.

Salma is forbidden to think hard, especially about the problem of her sister Insha, who until now has not received an apology from her.

He is also obliged to eat some good menus for the health of pregnant women and babies in the womb.

Now the age of the womb has entered the age of 9 weeks. Several times while sitting alone, Salma was seen gently stroking her stomach which looks still flat. While occasionally putting a smile on his lips he continued to mumble softly.

"It's healthy baby in there..."

Seriate...