31 Days
Love at First View

In the evening, Farel accidentally goes with Nana to go to Tini's shop. All he wanted to monitor his wife's bandaged legs. At the grocery store they bought some floor cleaning supplies.

After leaving the shop, Farel saw Nana drinking red plastic water and straws in the middle. It was a sight that he thought was very funny.

Farel continued to monitor the steps of his wife from behind. He saw that hair swaying like a ponytail. His body always looks cheerful. That was the hallmark of Nana that she always saw every day.

Just walking for a few minutes, Nana had complained that her legs were starting to ache. Farel also took the initiative to invite Nana to sit on a bench in the middle of the complex park.

They sit together, like people dating. Farel smiled and saw that Nana was still busy with the strange plastic drink.

"Want to?" nana asked while giving a plastic drink.

Farel casually picked up the drink and directly sipped it from the straw hole. How surprised he would be if the taste of the drink was so sweet, super sour and unpleasant. He even spewed out all the water in his mouth.

Nana laughed back and forth, she immediately wiped Farel's soaked neck with her sleeves. While Farel still felt nauseous due to the garbage drink.

"What the hell is this drink?" decak Farel.

"It's called ice lightning, I've seen a lot of leaks here on that drinking pleasure."

"Lord...this is like a death drink, long time you can get diabetes drink ginian rich!!"

Nana only responded with a faint smile, she reclaimed the plastic drink and sipped it to the ground.

"Aahhhh..."

Farel could only shake his head repeatedly, willing to be astonished but it was Nana. So Farel was not too surprised by all the absurd behavior of his own wife. They are trapped in a quiet atmosphere at night.

"Are you okay?" ask Farel.

"For what?"

"I'm sorry I didn't accompany you in the police interview this morning."

"Just calm down, it's not a hard thing for me to do."

"Why don't you run a Bali Tropical restaurant again?"

"I'm tired of that place" replied Nana as she stuck out her legs.

The conversation stopped for a while, Farel and Nana were dumbstruck with their minds. But this is exactly what they need, there are times when they should be in silence.

"I met you eight years ago at that restaurant" Nana murmured.

"really? I thought our first meeting was at that matchmaking event."

Nana finally told me for the first time, if she ever met Farel when he pioneered the restaurant. But the meeting was not a sweet memory.

Farel was having lunch with business friends from Australia. He was very young back then, too handsome and attracted a lot of people. That is why Farel is so adept at forging strong connections.

The problem occurred when one of the waiters put the wrong dessert plate. The waiter does not serve Batun Bedil (a Balinese dessert) to one of his friends. Because his bully friend didn't order such a sweet dessert.

Farel was angry and complained. He even told the restaurant manager to come face to face him. But that's when Nana who has to face consumers directly.

That was the first time they met accidentally. Farel continued to comment on poor restaurant service and incompetent employees. Even when Nana explains that the waiter is new to work, Farel does not accept such an excuse.

"Business is a business, don't make this place like social service training" Nana said, recalling Farel's statements in the past.

"Did I ever say that?"

Farel was surprised not to hear the story of Nana is very electrifying. How could he not remember what happened eight years ago. How could I quickly forget Nana's face.

"That's when I was so fascinated by men like you. All my life no one has ever wanted to criticize so hard, everyone is just scared because I'm a son of a conglomerate. They are just a collection of fake humans" Nana said with a sad face.

Farel was silent a thousand languages, he could not comment on anything anymore. He was confused as to what to do and how to do with Nana. The woman gave him too many surprises.

He just let Nana talk long non-stop. He is ready to be a good listener. Because all this time he was difficult to hear Nana's words. He is too dominant in everything.

"When I found out I'd be betrothed to the restaurant guy. I'm happy not to play, of course I can't refuse it" Nana muttered with a small laugh.

"Why should you be happy to marry a bad guy like me? You will know that our marriage will be ruined and I am not a good husband" Farel said.

"Because I've liked you a long time. No. No. I even love a man I only met once."

"Don't lie to you Na!! This is not the time for you to play with your husband's feelings. We are just strangers who are forced into marriage without any notice!!"

"You're wrong Rel, our marriage is just a love that claps one hand. I know if you're gonna hate me so much, I realize that whenever we can't be together.

When you ask for a divorce, of course I have to agree to it, because this is a risk that I had expected from the beginning."

Farel immediately got up from the chair and stood facing Nana. He put on an angry, chaotic and unkempt face. All Nana said to him was a dangerous poison.

"Pull all that you say!! let's just say we never talked about this" Farel joked as he left Nana alone.

Nana tries to hold her husband, she wants Farel to turn her back. Therefore, she continued to shout calling her husband's name out loud.

Farel heard Nana's rambling so piqued. He immediately turned his back and went back to the bench. He looked at his wife with a deep look.

"I have absolutely no regrets about accepting this match. So please stay with me until the diary is over, even you should continue to side with me if something bad happens."

"You mean?"ask Farel in astonishment.

"Later you'll know for yourself, be prepared.."

Farel did not understand his words this time. Nana talks too much and is all dizzying. He left Nana alone again.

Farel walked around quickly, unbecoming. He was very angry and could not accept all that. Both of her eyes were red and watery, there was something that felt extremely heavy inside her chest.

...Nana loves me? not likely. I can't believe it....

He was not focused on walking home. He was already unable to withstand all the tightness within the chest. He wanted to spit out all his heart.

Farel turned his head and walked towards a large tree. There he hid behind the body of a tree. He was still standing by clenching both palms so tightly.

"ARGGGGGHHHHHHH....." Farel shouted as loudly as possible.

To vent the mixed feelings, the man even clenched a punch to the tree. Over and over again he continued to expend a lot of energy to beat up the huge tree.

Until the palms were covered in blood, the skin was peeled off and it was painful. Farel did not care at all, he had already ignited the flames of anger and great regret.

Finally he gave up, his body lying limp near the tree. The corner of both eyes now let out a tear. She cried with sobbing.

...I'm sorry Nana.......

...I'm not as brave as you...