
...I never thought about Nana. Once I think about him, it feels like the world is rotating more slowly....
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Tuesday, 3 April 2022
Dear Diary's...
I hope my husband will like his latest hairstyle. But it looks like madam Tasya managed to make him happy. I'm sure he'll be better prepared for the divorce later.
He would definitely be happier in the office, so I don't have to worry about anything else. Here I just as much as possible to play the role of a wife as usual.
I'm a little bored, keep thinking about the replacement for the mustache that never came. Should I look for something more challenging? I want to have fun again. But I don't know, I haven't found anything more exciting.
For a moment Farel's eyes froze, he felt that his wife was not well. Is he sad that they will be separated soon?
I don't know, suddenly Farel could forget the purpose of writing this diary. Farel's heart began to be stunned, he only realized if all this time Nana always noticed small things.
He thought Nana was just a selfish woman, in fact, all this time he did not pay attention to his wife. For a moment Farel did not want to think too much about who the figure of the mustache was. He only thinks Nana is lonely.
Suddenly Farel's heart caught something. She wants to make Nana more comfortable before they get divorced. Farel did not want Nana to think too much about Farel's evil attitude all this time.
Farel has to do something, at least if he gives a surprise to Nana, the mustache Nana will never write again.
Then he opened the search page on his desk computer. He typed something in that browser column.
Mustachioed doll
A couple of dolls with whiskers came out. From the start of pack Raden dolls, super Mario dolls and fish Lele dolls.
Seeing the type of doll that did not have the impression of funny and cute, made Farel cancel his intentions. He had to change another keyword.
Whisker animal
Back at once the computer screen featured many mustachioed animals. Starting from seals, lions, hamsters, pigs and cats.
Not that he got an answer, Farel was made even more frustrated. He is not sure of all the answers from the internet. He honestly didn't know what Nana liked all along. He doesn't know what Nana is about.
Because being upset doesn't get enlightenment. Farel eventually decided to immediately swap the diary books back. He tried to be calm in front of Nana.
*****
The next day, Farel was as usual ready to go to work. He was dressed very neatly this time and looked even more handsome.
He walked back and forth in front of Nana's room, pretending he was tidying his tie. Though he was talking to Nana, he still hoped that Nana would tell him what she wanted.
As Nana walked out of the room, Farel hurriedly ran towards the living room. He didn't want Nana to know that he was stalking his own wife.
"Rel, try to check this out first" said Nana from afar.
"What the hell Na, it's gini noon! Be late to the office" replied Farel with a ketus. He had to behave as fiercely as ever.
Nana then stood in front of Farel, she gave a gift box to him. Farel's eyes started glaring, his mind still not in sync.
"Who's the birthday?" farel asked with a frown.
"Maria, your best friend," Nana replied with a faint smile.
"Yesterday night you will write in the diary, if today you will be late home, there is an important event," replied Nana.
"Ohhhh.mmmm that, but I don't call it Maria's birthday, you can tell." Farel was confused.
"You forgot yes, since the beginning of our marriage you always spend time with college friends, even I know all the birthday dates of Dion, Nathan and Maria," Nana replied with a slightly sad face.
As Farel's chest began to feel tight, he did not expect that Nana would be able to go this far. Farel also had to admit, if all this time he had always been proud of his three friends in front of Nana.
"I go first Na," Farel replied, he immediately put the gift box into his briefcase.
"Rel," said Nana slightly shouting.
Farel turned his head, he saw his wife's face directly.
"From now on, you can get closer to Maria. Soon we'll get divorced, there's nothing wrong with approaching the woman you've been craving, right?" asked Nana with a red face. She smiled so sincerely, what a strange Nana.
*****
The four of them were gathered in a premium longue party. Maria with her thin white dress looks very beautiful with a soft makeup polish.
At a table and a circular chair, Farel and his three best friends are busy with birthday party celebrations. Mary is now queen among her three male companions.
But on Maria's 32nd birthday, it seems that Farel did not show much enthusiasm. He looked more silent and dreamy.
Even the wine glass before him was still full, Farel did not taste the water in it at all. Maria realized that, she felt that Farel was not as usual.
Maria then approached Farel, he took the man toast. Farel began to realize, he finally drank the wine in one gulp.
"Why Rel, let's dong have fun! This is my birthday" said Maria half teasing Farel.
"I think I should go home, I'm sorry Maria," replied Farel slightly unfocused.
"Oh Why? Nana's sick again?" maria's asking is getting bigger.
"No, he's fine. I just want to go home sooner," said Farel, he immediately got up from his chair.
He immediately left the little party, without saying goodbye to his other best friend. Maria then hurriedly caught up with Farel, he seemed not to want to lose this one man.
When Farel was about to get into the elevator, Maria prevented Farel. He forced Farel's hand, he had to stop the handsome man as much as possible.
"This is the right time Farel. You're getting a divorce soon. What should you be afraid of again?" maria said seriously.
"You mean?" farel asked with an expression of dislike.
"I want us to date, I don't want to just be friends!" mary replied with a pushy tone.
Hearing Mary's confession so very arrived, making Farel's mind more dizzy. It turns out that Nana's words are like a psychic, she knows that Maria will ask her out tonight.
Farel simply replied to Maria with a faint smile. He then took off Mary's hand by force. He got into the elevator and waved at Maria.
Seeing her being ignored and looked at like that, made Mary feel angry and upset. He did not expect that Farel would be so rude.
It should be Nana who deserves that. Farel did not love Nana in the least, at least that's what Mary knew long ago.
But why did her attitude change when they were about to divorce? What had actually entered the mind of a rude man like Farel?