A LOVE THAT DOES NOT EXIST
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Hay .... My name is Sindi , I am 4th grade in Elementary School in Blora and I love animation with full of romantic stories.
this is my kisa that probably doesn't make sense
one day as I was walking to school I saw
he who smiled was talking to a girl taller than me he looked at me .
"Sindi's here" she called me with a smile
"yes "i am ordinary
"Sindi here I introduce Ama Temen me her name is Rena "pronunciation while smiling
"yes yes introduce my name Sindi temennya this ugly riyan" I said with a smile
"Sindi km don't do that dong" said Riyan while angry
"yes yes, beautiful riyan" I said as I walked to school
"Sindi wait for something I want to say to you ......Sindi stopped.." said Riyan while running towards me.
because it had reached school many of my school friends were looking at me, then Riyan held my hand while shouting
"Sindi I'm in love with you sin, don't want to be my girlfriend" he said while gasping for breath
"Hmmmm" I said in surprise
"You don't have to answer now, if you're ready I'm ready to listen to his "talk while looking at me expectantly
I was shocked and looked around and looked at me and Riyan
at night I remembered the incident.
My heart skipped a beat as it flashed across her face and confirmed my feelings for her, to the point that I couldn't sleep all night.
to the next day look for him to give me an answer to the statement of his feelings
My story is very ordinary, right?
It just started with my story........
When she and I started dating my romantic days with her without thinking about the problems we would face
1 Year of dating there is a boredom he is busy with his friends and I am busy with my hobbies and all the tasks and we have rarely given news at that time there are other guys who pay attention me and I started to get interested in her hmmm I was thinking of telling riyan.
The next day Riyan met me she said she missed... When we met Riyan, a smile looked handsome and I spoke
"Riyan let's break up" I said
"Why'' said riyan sadly
''I'm bored said I while turning my face away
Suddenly riyan hugged me and kissed me I was shocked silent not saying unquoted
"I don't agree. " said Riyan while hugging me, I can only be quiet and see her grieving....
"But I can't wait for you to know we're dating and you're not telling me anything.... Don't tell me my unyuk time is almost non-existent" I said while upset
"I'm sorry." said riyan.
I just kept quiet to see it "good" I said his ahir for the sake of him so as not to grieve I obey his will so for 1 month we are together from waking up to sleep like a husband and wife and do it.. I know it's wrong but how else can I not refuse it
3 𝚝𝚊𝚑𝚞𝚗 𝚔𝚎𝚖𝚞𝚍𝚒𝚊𝚗......
A beautiful day as usual but special is the day of graduating Elementary we have enrolled each school, respectively, although this is normal for me but it is heavy for riyan he is always red because I choose a different school from her.
On the other hand, I have a family problem, my mother and father decided to divorce, I am normal because from childhood I already knew it would be this way... Honestly yes I hate my parents the most but I realize they are my parents
A little story yes... This is my little story where it makes me feel heartless
"Decree, don't go where don't come with me" my mother said before leaving for work my mother will be home next week
"Yes" I replied with a smile to my mother
The night my father came home and told me I was going to go to the boarding house in solo three
"So please tell mommy Dek come with dad" I said to my sister
"Yes Dek "sister said before going out
The next day I left with my dad feeling unsettled on the bus I saw my mom chasing but my dad said shut up, I cried during the trip that I thought besides my mother there was also riyan I don't know what will happen to the next day But I hope to go home and meet mamah and riyan and tell her mom, I don't want to go...
But how else can't because my father forbade me and didn't tell my mother about my whereabouts
The first day at the boarding school was very awkward and I was confused about how I met the manager there and listened to his explanation with a smile and he drove me to my room and it was not like me think, I think I slept with 1/2 person as my roommate turned out I was one room with 29 santri, I think I want to go home but how else can not be.
1 month later
I'm used to it here and I have a good friend whose name is khilmi he's always with me so that me and him have a siki name no matter what other people think about me and him But me it's uncomfortable but how else is he good to me and I have no reason to scold him he's so innocent he's easily angry easily sad and good can be said he's unstable according to me
I live my day as usual but one day there is a guy named Rio he is handsome and good at teaching somehow I always pay attention to him " her smile is so sweet I want to be closer to her "
I'm one class with her in the morning
" good morning rio" I said with a smile
" morning "saw her with a smile
My heart says she's sweet enough
When the class goes "oh yes my son has a task for you guys, it's a group assignment and in each group there are 5 people and the task is a package of page 57 please do it and I'll be out for a while don't be busy doing good" teacher came out after giving the assignment and ahir my group is khilmi, rio, ayu, dina, and me
While doing the task I did not pay too much attention to rio I focused on doing the task pkn and I love this lesson because it is related to the law
"Sindi you can answer this "ask on me while showing it to me
" what are the violations committed by the authorities? Hmm it's easy that includes theft of property if not wrong article 362-367 deh "my answer
"Cuisine" said ayu while thinking
" if you don't believe you already " said me while annoyed, I,.
It was like someone was watching me
I saw the direction of Rio it turns out he looked at me with a smile I don't know what he was thinking and I finally turned the other way because awkwardly the task was completed and the lesson ended and today go home early because my meeting teachers are back at the boarding school ready for afternoon school.
Like the bias if you go home from public school just njai solat njai again listen to da'wah and so on. Rio finally noticed me he was considerate and always helped me somehow my feelings were normal
1 Year passed
Tomorrow fasting and more pesantren activities I really do not want to do that but how else
And tomorrow is a repeat of the class hike
I don't know what's going on tomorrow. I was curious and I deck the dean somehow I felt that way but I was looking forward to it.
The next day Rio asked me to the cafeteria I did not know what he would do this time "say here "rio called me with a smile "ok " I said as I walked towards her
" today I will treat you to a meal" said Rio with a smile
I'm confused "okay but why do you treat me "ask me while confused
" because.". said rio but khilmi came and destroyed the atmosphere "sindi I was looking for you" said khilmi.
" hmm looking for me..... Why "ask me while confused
"Your mother is coming" said khilmi
"Mother "