A Place to Return
where to return *1
"Darling, are you okay? Are you sick?" call Vano to Kayla when Vano sees Kayla holding her head in pain. Moreover, from Kayla's forehead now has come out sweat as big as corn seeds that indicate that the person is in a state of not good, or is feeling pain and enduring pain.
Kayla who was twitching her head smiled towards Vano. She is sick, but Kayla does not want to make Vano become anxious about it. Kayla wants to enjoy their date today alone. Kayla doesn't want anything to bother her date with Vano. Kayla tried to endure the pain in her head.
"It's okay baby, I'm not sick." Kayla replied as she gave her smile to Vano. Kayla wiped off her sweat with the tissue she had taken off the table.
Vano looked towards Kayla.
"I'm really fine" continued Kayla still trying to convince Vano if he was in good condition and absolutely no need to worry by Vano.
Vano stared at Kayla. Vano knows that Kayla is not doing well right now. Kayla who is aware that being noticed by Vano is trying to look good. She doesn't want Vano to drive her home and end their date today.
"Are you sure you're okay? I'm not sure if you're okay. If you get sick let me take a break, when can we walk again" said Vano who was still hesitant with the answer given by Kayla to him.
Kayla's answer and Kayla's current facial expression were very different. Vano is very sure that his lover is not in good shape. Kayla, who was convinced that Vano was still in doubt about what she said, stood up from the chair she had occupied an hour ago.
"I'm fine" Kayla said, hugging Vano from behind. Kayla clasped her right hand around Vano's neck. While his left hand in Kayla to gently stroke Vano's hand. Vano stopped Kayla's left-hand work. Vano preferred to hold Kayla's left hand in her lap.
Kayla smiled at what Vano was doing. Kayla is no longer surprised by it, in contrast to the previous time, Kayla will feel sad because Vano refuses to be touched. But now Kayla is used to what Vano does every time Kayla tries her luck.
Kayla put her chin on Vano's shoulder. Kayla looked far ahead. He knows he's not in good shape. But the selfishness of his heart and the hardness of his heart made him to deny it all. Kayla does not want her chance to date Vano wasted. The opportunity to be together with Vano is very rarely found by Kayla, because of Vano's busyness in the company and also Kayla's busy at her boutique. Therefore even though Kayla's condition is not good, Kayla does not want to give up losing to her physical condition, she will continue to fight it with all her strength.
Vano was looking at her lover's cheek. He felt that Kayla's cheeks and forehead were not hot at all. So, now Vano is a little sure that Kayla is indeed in good condition, not as worried by Vano earlier.
"Now are you sure that I'm okay?" kayla asked with a smile looking towards Vano.
Vano took the hand of his lover. Vano sat Kayla on his lap.
"Slightly sure dear." replied Vano while returning the smile given by Kayla to him.
Kayla stared in disbelief at Vano. The distance between their faces with each other is very close to the position of Kayla sitting on Vano's lap.
Kayla grabs one of Vano's arms that loop around Kayla's slender waist, the waist of a model who is now a well-known fashion designer in the country. Who would not be familiar with the brand KnS, a brand abbreviation of the name Kayla Supomo. Vano's hand, taken by Kayla, brought Kayla to his face. Kayla kissed Vano's palms and also the back of her hands many times. Last of all Kayla's behavior was, Kayla put Vano's palm right on her cheek. Kayla's goal is only one, Kayla wants Vano to feel that her body temperature is still the same as the body temperature of a healthy person.
Vano smiled at Kayla. Vano knew exactly what Kayla had done to him. Kayla who saw Vano smiling, returned the smile of her lover. Kayla then nodded to Vano so that Vano believed her current condition, that Kayla was in good health and not sick as Vano had thought from earlier.
"Now have you believed in me that I'm not sick?" kayla asked her lover.
"Yes I believe dear" replied Vano
"if it's not, then I'll do more extreme, so you can believe that I'm fine" kayla said giving a slight threat to Vano for Vano to indeed change his mind.
"Hem, don't go beyond the boundaries of love" replied Vano who had been in a love relationship with Kayla for five years, but Vano never had a relationship that was forbidden by the community, until now Kayla is safe.
"Darling, why don't you want to do that to me? Am I less attractive?" kayla asked who had been discussing the matter for three years and did not receive a different answer from Vano at all.
Vano would open his mouth to answer the question posed by Kayla who had not counted how many times Kayla had asked Vano the same thing.
"No need to answer, baby, I already know the answer, and I understand your decision and principles" answered Kayla who did not want to hear the answer from Vano's mouth which will eventually add to Kayla's heartache when she heard the answer.
"I'm sorry, honey. I'm sorry once again" Vano said apologizing to his girlfriend.
Vano knew very well that Kayla wanted that from him, but that's why Vano still didn't want to do that to Kayla. Vano alone does not understand what is in his mind, Vano is not a holy man, but why to Kayla, Vano does not want to do it without a legitimate bond between himself and Kayla.
"Dear, I'm sorry, I'll wait until you can do it to me" Kayla replied, smiling at Vano.
"Thank you dear. I owe you so much" Vano said
Kayla shook her head, she did not blame Vano for that principle.