Adek I'm BAD
9. Picking Up Tranquility

...Where you feel restless and calm never come to pick you up, God is the best place to come back for you....

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"Mommy ...." A girl lying in a hospital bed woke up instantly, sweat appearing on the right and left sides of her temples.

The two silent men in the room were shocked. One of them immediately hugged the girl tightly, while the other walked over.

The girl who shrieked loudly returned the embrace of someone who held her. "Relse ... Za-Zahra is afraid ...," he said stammered.

The girl shook her head as she muttered softly 'ga possible'. He said it many times. Despite the shrillness, Rio could still hear it. His embrace grew tighter as the tears were free-falling, drenching his pale smooth cheeks. For the first time, the girl cried in public and in front of others.

"Ustt, relax. Brother is here." Rio calmed his sister while rubbing the back of his head, hoping that the girl calmed down and told her what happened.

After a while of tears, her little suction stopped. He also took off his arms to his brother.

"What's going on?"

"Lo why?" rio and Devan asked simultaneously. The two men looked at each other.

The girl who had been looking down, looked up at the two, she shook her head slowly. "Gue ga papa, don't worry," he said as he rubbed his tears, displaying a smile to reassure the two before him.

Rio gave a long sigh. "Zahra, same story brother!" he said firmly undeniable.

The girl just kept quiet while staring blankly at the infusion flowing into her hands, ignoring the question from the older brother.

"Ra?" Devan touches Zahra's shoulder slowly. The girl turned her head blankly, after which she looked back at the infusion needle stuck in her hand.

"Lo why, anyway?" devan asked irritatedly, Zahra again ignored his question.

"Udahlah, Van. Don't be forced, he won't be disturbed."

Devan nodded his head. "If I go home first, I'll get well" Devan said, rubbing Zahra's head slowly.

"Greetings to aunt." Zahra opened her voice, the girl looked up at Devan, making the two men in the room smile.

"Gue go home, Bang!" pamit Devan to Rio.

"Thanks, be careful."

Devan nodded as he passed.

"Still no story, hm?" Rio clasped his sister's hand, channeling power to her. The girl squeezed gently into the hand that was holding her, she shook her head again. Rio sighed, the man smiled faintly, it turned out that his sister was not willing to open up yet.

Rio rubbed the hand that he held with his thumb, then clasped tightly to his sister from behind. "I'm sorry, you've left at the wrong time, I don't know you'll be like this. I'm not a big brother, am I?"

"Ustt, be quiet. I can still see my sister already in a smile," said the girl in Rio's arms.

"What the hell is that? Don't repeat it again!" Rio pinched his sister's nose squash. The girl just nodded funny.

"By the way, when can I go home?"

Rio took off his hold and moved away. "Gue find a doctor first."

"If there is no Devan, what is my fate? That's stupid, lo! Why try to the bar, should if you want to nenangin themselves to the brother's place, well this? Even to the bar, what try!" zahra's tirade to himself, condemning the stupidity he made.

The girl grumbled to the point of not realizing that her hose had slipped from her wrist.

"Awshhh," her ringis softly as she rubbed the blood on her wrist.

"Aren't you going to stop sii?" The blood kept pouring out and made someone who saw it panic, it was enough that the girl lost her blood just now, not for now. He did not know that the work his sister was doing was a risky job that led to the creation of bloodshed.

"Zahrah!"

The man hurriedly covered the blood that was still pouring out on his sister's hand. "Don't be rubbed, there will be a lot of exits. The doctor is here again." Rio pressed down on the detached infusion needle marks, preventing his sister's blood from coming out more.

The doctor who had arrived immediately put back the detached infusion, and checked the state of the girl.

"His temperature has stabilized, his heart rate has also. Please do not move too much so that the infusion does not come out again."

Rio and Zahra nodded when the doctor finished giving an explanation.

"When can I go home, Doc?" Zahra looked at the doctor expectantly, it was possible that the doctor knew what he wanted .

The doctor nodded. "Your condition is still not fully recovered."

"When can I go home?"

"Maybe tomorrow afternoon."

Zahra let out a sigh of relief, at least she wasn't in the hospital any longer.

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Zahra awoke from her sleep, her right and left sides were soaked in sweat. In fact, his breathing still looks like being chased by demons.

"Why is that dream again?" The girl groaned in annoyance, her tiny hands touched various items on the nightstand and threw them as a form of impingement.

Various types of sounds were heard, ranging from clocks, vases, mini glass, watches, ended up on the floor. Miris very, even though the price of these objects is very expensive. To hell with the price of the item, what Zahra wanted was calmness. I don't know, after a tense encounter between the girl and a woman who looks like her mother, Zahra's life is full of terror.

"Fucking meeting! Fucking woman! Because of him my life is like this. I'm not strong if long gini, ahh .. I hate this life." The girl groaned in frustration as she grabbed her hair.

I don't know since when her irises got wet, she's actually crying right now. The girl slid her face between her legs. Since then the door of his room was knocked not slow by someone, but the girl ignored him and continued her sobbing.

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"Udah ripe all this, live vegetables in a bowl put only."

Rio nodded and immediately helped auntie put all sorts of vegetables into the bowl that had been available on the dining table.

"Yes, you took a bath that was over ...."

Not yet had the aunt to continue her words, a voice forced its way into their eardrums and made them worry.

Aunt looked at Rio meaningfully. "Your sister?" he asked with an indecipherable face.

Without saying any more, the two of them climbed the stairs towards the second floor, their destination was a room with jet-black doors. Bi Heni followed Rio to the front door of the room. From the outside a long groan was heard and then replaced with sobs. Slowly Rio started knocking on the jet-black painted door.

"Dekkk, open the door. Are you all right inside?" You idiot! If his sister is crying, it means he is not okay. What kind of question was that, Rio even cursed himself.

It had been two minutes that Rio held on to the position, but someone behind the black door did not open the door for him.

"Try you in!"

Rio turned his sister's door knob. "Locked, Bi."

"The backup key is on you, right?"

Rio retrieved the spare key that was in his room, after finding the thing that the man was looking for instantly turned the key on the keyhole.

The door opened, showing a girl sobbing with faces on her legs. The girl's room had also been a mess there was broken glass in the corner of the room, a vase near the balcony, cracked glass cabinets, etc. Rio and aunt approached her.

Rio sat down beside his sister, he brought the girl to his warm embrace. "So calm down, everything will be fine."

"Gue hates my life, brother. I hate ...," said Zahra in despair, the girl as much as she had in Rio's arms.

Rio tightened his deck. "Night you have another nightmare?"

The girl nodded small. "But this other dream, feels so real. I can't live like this, can't, Brother." Zahra squeezed Rio's back sweatshirt, letting a rush of tears wash over his brother's shirt.

Rio himself was confused by the change of his sister, what happened with Zahra to this extent.

Rio and Bi Heni looked at the girl in a mute manner, the usually sharp and dignified gaze now changing into a look of despair. It was similar to the look when his father died.

Rio raised the chin of the girl, forcing the girl to look back at him. "Sister's same story, what has made you like this!" rio said with his bass voice. This is not a request or a request, but a command to be made. Counting two days the girl was at home, but in fact her emotional control never improved, this caused the girl was forbidden to go anywhere. Even today, his emotional level is growing.

Zahra finally told her everything, not left behind also tense meetings with the spirit of her mother or women who look like her mother. Rio and Bi Heni listened intently, they looked surprised by what their little gem was going through. Maybe this is what caused it to go awry.

"Those images are dancing in my brain, they're as if they're teasing me. How am I supposed to do, brother?"

"Maybe it's time for you to open everything, brother will help you. Maybe after this the dream will be gone."

No! Opening everything? Huh huh? If he did this now, the neatly arranged plan in his brain would be wasted. He had prepared something for fun, it was impossible to just destroy it. Zahra nodded quickly.

"Gue just needs some quiet, brother. I don't need anything" said Zahra Lirih. Rio sighed tiredly, perhaps it was not yet time for him to know what really happened to his mother, thus leaving the deepest trauma for his sister.

Rio found the bottle of Vodka and Tequilla lying under the bookshelf, he shook his head in disbelief. The condition of his brother did not improve. Oh come on, alcohol is certainly not a good solution.

Rio turned his attention to the aunt who had been staring at him and Zahra. "Bi, please clean up the bottles," Rio's hand pointed in the direction where the bottles were lying, "and put away, which was still contained or not."

"Good, Den." Auntie immediately picked up the bottles and took them outside the room.

Rio loosened his embrace, he stood up and reached out to his sister. The girl squinted her eyes. As if understanding, Rio finally replied, "Sister invite you to pick up something soothing, come on!"

The girl looked at her brother doubtfully, is that right? Even so, Zahra finally received Rio's helping hand. The man led him down towards the room five meters long from all four sides.

"Come in!" rio's word to Zahra. The girl entered with a heavy heart because she was reluctant to set foot in that place.

"I don't know if you haven't prayed, you know, yuk?" Before carrying out their prayers wudu in a special minimalist place that has been prepared in that place. They perform the morning prayers. After he finished performing the prayer, Rio recited and prayed, he led the prayer. He begged for mercy for all his parents, praying that his sister's heart would soon improve and praying that the problems that haunted his mind could be resolved soon. Not to forget he thanked God for what has been bestowed in his life and family.

Finished praying the girl did not immediately take off her face, she saw something with a striking pink color in the corner of the room, placed in a higher place. He approached and took the object, opened the pink object with caution, his heart was filled. The anxiety and anxiety that had haunted him since the day after tomorrow had now become palpitating when he opened the pink object. He opened up sheet by sheet, now his feelings become undefined, like abstract but that also makes him calmer. He doesn't know what this feeling is.

The girl approached Rio, making the man smile in her place. "Temenin I'm here while reading this." Zahra raised the thing she was holding and showed it to Rio. The girl sat next to Rio.

Zahra and Rio read it in turn. Although she is far from religion, but the girl will not forget what is written on the pink object and how to read it. In fact, Rio was made to be amazed by her. After he finished reading, the girl immediately closed it.

Johan Frendo Aditama, someone who had taught the girl to read the scriptures, one who almost gave up because the girl was so hard to teach. But, with perseverance and persistence finally the holy verses are read well. His behavior is indeed distorted, but the girl will not forget how difficult it is to learn to read the Qur'an. He was very grateful to his father for teaching him to read the holy book well.

"Gue should thank my mom for giving this to me. Honestly, brother, after praying especially after reading this Qur'an with my brother, my heart became much calmer." The girl was unable to hold back her smile so she kept smiling while talking to Rio. It feels very grateful to have a sister like Rio, always invite her to get closer to God and do good even though she always rejected him.

Rio rubbed his sister's head wrapped in mucus and kissed her old sister's forehead. "It's good that you feel better."

The girl saw the cover of the Qur'an she had just read, where it was written 'From mami to my beloved daughter, Ulyana Zahra F', Zahra rubbed the writing with haru. The girl looked up at Rio. "You read it again" said Zahra cheerfully.

Again Rio rubbed the head that was still wrapped in mucus. "Sure, Baby," Rio said with a smile.

Aunty walked past the place where Zahra and Rio were now, she commented a smile. "If you were still here, you'd be happy." Then the aunt passed by and continued her unfinished work.

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