
"What do you mean by not being ready?" now Mas Abhi lowered both his hands that had touched my face.
"Did Abhi love me?" my question is seriously hoping that Mas Abhi will answer it.
"What is important, we are married and legal in the eyes of religion and law" said Abhi when it stood. A not so much answer I expected from a mas Abhi.
"I just want to make sure because it is important for me mas, for our survival later," I also do not want to lose with Mas Abhi.
"Well, now I want to ask. Do you love me, willing to be together forever and have descendants from me?" mas Abhi threw a question that did not lose to make me hit.
I was silent and did not answer him just a little. It's not that I'm not Abhi, but I'm still not sure how I feel about Abhi.
"Because the marriage was so sudden, I couldn't even determine what I felt like. I even still want to work and enjoy my youth, play nice to both parents." I saw Mas Abhi who was now standing far from behind the glass balcony.
"So you're gonna take this whole thing for a joke. Well then, we should just keep our distance. Just tell me what you want," the sound of Abhi's footsteps slowly approached me who was still sitting on the sofa.
"I just want, we are in the hawking period first, like most people in the matchmaking but they do not love each other. I want to be able to do activities as usual, want to be able to work, want to be able to make money from my own efforts. I want us to sleep separately not disturbing each other's privacy. Mas Abhi can have a girlfriend, and I can have a boyfriend." Mas Abhi heard the word girlfriend instantly furrowed both of his eyebrows.
"You're not in your right mind, Han. Girlfriend, we're tied up in a sacred promise, we're married now, how can you think of anything that can tarnish this marriage." Mas Abhi who could not express any more of his frustration towards me, he could only hold his head.
"Then we get divorced, today I'll drop it.."
"Don't, my marriage hasn't been for 1 month" I said, preventing Abhi from saying it.
"Then what do you want, if you really want to be free as well as done."
"This is not what I want" I said in my heart.
"I'll think about it,"
For a moment we were silent. Before long, Abhi left the room, I just fell silent and cried.
"Is it my wrong submission?" I lay myself on the bed until I fell asleep.
Until morning as usual I cleaned the house and prepared coffee and breakfast for Mas Abhi. Until I found the bottom kamsr empty with still in to neat.
"Where is Mas Abhi, is he still angry about last night?" I muttered and then closed the lower room door.
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Ting..The sound of the door code is heard from outside indicating that someone entered the house.
"Mas Abhi," I immediately picked up the shirt that Abhi wore last night hanging in his hand.
"No, I can do it myself" he answered and sat down at our dining place.
"Have breakfast?" ask again.
"Already,"
"I've prepared breakfast, Mas. Eaten well," I seduced him for fear that he had not eaten.
"Mas didn't come home all night. Where's where?" I also went with him by asking.
"Find you guys," Mas Abhi started eating the breakfast I was providing.
I tried to start a conversation last night but Abhi was eating.
"Mas," I tried to vent.
"I wanted to ask you something last night," I ventured to ask because Abhi's mom was done with her breakfast.
"Han, are you serious about it all. Won't you regret it?" ask mas Abhi.
"What's this?" in her wrinkled eyebrows mas Abhi.
"This is our covenant letter, what can and should not be violated during the hawking period", I said with confidence.
Mas Abhi read the paper carefully I saw his expression that occasionally furrowed his eyebrows during the process of reading it. Until he began to take the ballpoint pen that I provided on the dining table with the words "Bismillah," Mas Abhi began to scribble the paper signed her.
"Thank you very much" so excitedly that he did not feel like he was hugging Abhi who was sitting. Soon I let go back when I consciously embraced Mas Abhi one of the conditions that should not be violated when the period of exploration took place.
"Sorry," I sat down and took the ballpoint pen and signed the white paper.
"So we've started from the beginning huh, mas."
Mas Abhi only sighed with a small smile that seemed to be not sincere.
"I slept downstairs and Mas Abhi slept over," I began to recast our position.
"No, let me be downstairs." He said and told me that the room below would make it easier to go home without bothering me.
"No, let me." I who was not at ease offered myself up again once again.
"The clothes under the small coincidentally my clothes are not much, while the women's clothes will certainly be a lot later and it happens to be a closet in the large upper room you can fill it." Mas Abhi refused subtly.
"The upper bathroom is mine, and the lower one is Abhi who lives. Thank you so much for understanding me, mas," I said with a face that was like a happy child when given a snack.
"Yes, later let me just clean the clothes down," said Mas Abhi.
"I'm helping yah,"
After finishing cleaning the clothes of the Abhi mas some I also began to fall in the room.
[Li, ].
[oi what's up?]
[Live holidays, ]
[Monday Sunday, of course, holiday oncom.].
[Are we together, yuk?]
[Where, when]
[On Tamrin city alone, you just work]
[ yes .]
After the chat with Lia, I started getting ready to take a shower.
Tok.shock.
"Eh, what's wrong with Abhi?" I asked when I opened some doors because some of my clothes were already open.
"I want to go out on business, maybe I'll be home late at night a little late you don't have to wait, yeah." I nodded in agreement.
"Oia, all of you I also want to go see Lia by chance she has been transferred 2 days in the office near the tamrincity mall." Mas Abhi nodded as well then left with his casual clothes that made his sispack body shape slightly imagined from inside his shirt.
"Mas Abhi just didn't say who he was going to meet. Ah later I just chat nanyain same who mas Abhi. You know, the clothes are casual, "and then go to the bathroom to clean up.
Seriate....