
One week since that incident, I have often avoided and answered as necessary to Andi. Honestly, the incident still traumatized me a little so that reflexively if Andi was a little close to me, my body indirectly away from him.
Mas Abhi also seemed to be aware of what I was doing, but Andi with his mediocre attitude it was as if nothing had happened between me and Andi. A little annoyed actually with Andi's behavior that seems to never happen anything.
It was on Sunday and Mas Abhi had no schedule. Usually on a Sunday even mas Abhi still have to be busy with his work, but today is not. I used this opportunity to ask for a permit that had become a mess that had to be issued and it seemed like this was the right time, he said, because the situation in our place now there is only me and Abhi mas only while Andi went out and did not know what time he came home.
I took the initiative to make mas Abhi warm tea and frozen food snacks contained in the freezer, there happened to be frozen food doughnuts, namely potato doughnuts that only lived frying it already had sugar sprinkled in it. I put the hot doughnut on the plate and the sugar I sow separated on another plate for fear that the Abhi mas do not like to use sugar, sow, even if you want to live in chocolate, it's just donuts.
Mas Abhi developed his smile when he saw me storing food on the table.
"Feed the doughnut mas is still hot" I placed the doughnut with a cup of warm tea.
"Yes, thank you, yeah." Mas Abhi sat down and drank some warm tea and picked up a donut.
"Today there are no activities?" my many.
"Hmm," still with his mouth chewing mash Abhi replied
Suddenly my mouth seemed locked.
"What's wrong?" ask mas Abhi. I'm still silent my brain is still circling thinking about how to talk to Mas Abhi so as not to mention him.
"Tomorrow mas there is need, want to deliver friends to cirebon, maybe mas nginep a few days there. Are you okay with just a few days?" ask her. I nodded without answering or asking who was delivered Abhi mas, female or male.
"It just so happens, Mom. I've been talking to you for a few days, there are restaurants that are in need of work. All this time I was alone at home," I looked towards Abhi who was paying attention to the purpose of my conversation.
"I.., um....,"
"No way," Mas Abhi tetiba answered me before I finished my talk and as if I had understood what Abhi meant.
"Because I used to work hard, even when I was in high school I worked part-time, so I got used to working. So, only at the restaurant near "my eyes and face are clear asking to be allowed by Mas Abhi. He shook his head in a sign of still disagreeing.
"I'm not used to using other people's money, so..."
" You still think of me as someone else even we've settled husband and wife, how can you?" her question made me feel a little guilty.
"It's not. I'm sorry I didn't mean to, I just wanted my emptiness at home to be filled with work. After all we are still in the exploratory period, haven't we agreed on that?"
Mas Abhi was silent, he stared at me sharply and occasionally looked the other way then looked at me. I dare not look at him, I bowed my face slightly from the Abhi mas.
"Work in my office, if you want to work "he replied after a few minutes of silence.
"Can't, why should I be in Abhi's office?" reject me.
"You still want to work on the grounds of filling the void and not using other people's money? then work in one of the mas offices, will mas salary according to the applicable procedure." Mas Abhi seriously offered me a job.
"I'll think about it later," I cleaned up the plate of the used donut that I served to the Abhi mas was exhausted, only a little powder-book left from the refined sugar.
"Drrr ...drrrr....drrr..." The voice of Abhi's mobile phone on the table vibrated, there seemed to be a phone. I immediately got up and brought the dirty dishes for me to wash, while Mas Abhi went to the balcony when he received a call from someone who was either his co-worker maybe.
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Today Mas Abhi is not home, yesterday he was allowed to go to cirebon to deliver his friend. To cirebon might mean to pesantren.
"Is it possible that his friend Mas Abhi is an ustad there, huh?" my mind.
While busy cleaning the house I still remember the offer of Mas Abhi to work in his office.
" But if that's the same way I keep using Abhi's money, I don't want to," sighed again. Suddenly the door sounds open after someone unlocks the automatic lock code.
Czechoslovak...
"Andi...!" I screamed in my heart my eyeballs glared at the moon as if to come out so shocked, after a few days he did not come home.
"Why did he come home when Abhi was not around" I murmured. I walked back up the stairs.
"I'm hungry, can I ask you something to eat?" when I stepped on the third step, Andi suddenly spoke. I was a few seconds speechless I didn't answer yes I did, in the end I went down and went to the kitchen to make something to eat Andi.
I see it's okay there's only egg noodles, and eggs in the fridge. I get the egg noodles and chicken eggs I soak with warm water dried egg noodles for a while in the oil so as not to stick and then drain. then I slice onions and other spices, I made Andi my fried noodles. Coincidentally there are Japanese cucumbers in the refrigerator I made lalapan accompany eating fried noodles for Andi.
After so I serve the fried noodles to Andi who was sitting in front and then I wash the former cooking, I intend to leave Andi.
"Han," Andi called.
"Just accompany me for a moment" he said.
I didn't mind inviting him to step one foot at a time up the stairs.
"Before I go, before I go," somehow upon hearing the word go I immediately approached him and sat down with him to eat.
"What's wrong?" ketus.
Andi smiled faintly, irritating me a little, spoonful after spoonful of Andi stuffed the food cooked by me into her mouth. He didn't stop eating until the fried noodles ran out. Then he drank a glass of cold water that I prepared for him.
"Enak also gini day and day in fried noodles, hehehehe..." I glared a little with his words.
"Not thank you for making food," I cried in my heart.