After 11 Years of Marriage
Chapter 47

Mila held her head still dizzy, for a moment she recalled the conversation between juna and hendra outside the mansion. He unconsciously rubbed his flat stomach and shed his tears.

''Why is my destiny so difficult so many bad things have happened so often lately, I have tried my best to forget everything and open a new page. But why is everything I do in vain in the end I will feel hurt again. Happiness seemed to be away from me and reluctant to be with me whether I did not deserve it all."

"Mommy are you hungry?'' kenzo asked with his innocent face, when he saw the woman he loved so much crying while holding his stomach.

Mila glanced at the little creature that always made her smile and excited to get through her day. ''I know he is not my son, but he is the one who always strengthens me in times like this.''

Mila smiled and megelus padlocked kenzo's cheeks gently. "Mommy what I am that makes you tired when we play at the tourist spot earlier.''

"No boy, I'm just a little dizzy.''

"Kenz, come out for a minute daddy wants to talk to her for a minute!"

"Daddy isn't him but mommy!'' protest Kenzo who stared intently at his daddy.

"Yes, okay mommy. Are you happy?'' asked Ravin who was ruffling her son's curly hair in a fit of anxiety.

"I'm happy, daddy another day I want us to go together again.''

"All right!''

''Mommy I came out for a while, '' said Kenzo to Mila who is now sitting on her bed.

''Yes darling!''

The atmosphere became quiet as Kenzo exited from Mila's room. Only Ravin and Mila were in the room.

''Take your medicine first, '' said Ravin breaking the silence between them. He gave a glass of water and medicine to Mila.

Mila receives it and immediately drinks it quickly so that Ravin immediately leaves her in the room, but it turns out that what was on her mind did not happen.

"How have you thought about my offer?'' ravin's question made Mila almost testendat the water she was drinking.

''What?'' Tanya mila who pretended not to understand what Ravin meant at this time.

"I won't repeat my words a second time, I'm sure you still remember that very clearly." Ravin said with a cold tone.

Ravin's words were like arrows shot at the target, Mila let out a long sigh and stared at the man standing before her. He recalled what Ravin had said while he was in the hospital.

Flashbacks.

After completing Ravin's misunderstanding on mila, now they are back in silence to make the atmosphere in the room feel quiet and lonely, no one wants to start a conversation between them first they are still busy with their own thoughts.

"Let's Get Married!'' Aaak Ravin suddenly. After a while they fell silent in silence making Mila directly stare at him with question marks.

"Married?''

"Yes, for my son's sake! I hope we can cooperate with this. I'll give you all the facilities as Ravindra's wife, but you're just gonna be the mother of my son not the real wife because Kenzo's only real mother is the woman I love the most right now and forever."

"For me marriage is a sacred thing sir, at this time I do not want to marry anyone even more so if there is still another woman in your heart. I don't want to feel hurt a second time." Reject Mila without thinking.

"Yes, then what do people say if after we get married but the husband still loves his first wife. Then how is it different from me with the actor and one more they will definitely think I only want your treasure sir!''

''Don't mind them.'' Ravin answered lightly. "Remember my offer and I'll take care of everything else.''

After saying that, Ravin came out of Mila's room, while Mila was still thinking about what Ravin said to her.

End Flashback.

"Did you remember?" asked Ravin when he saw Mila just silent and washed away in his own daydream.

"I told you from the beginning, sir, I don't want to marry anyone. My failed marriage made me realize that without love and trust the relationship would end just like that, and leave such deep wounds. And because of that I will never start any relationship based on a lie and only think of happiness for a moment, I beg to understand myself at this time''

Mila reveals everything in her heart to Ravin with honesty she still feels traumatized by a relationship that so torments her heart and mind. Now Mila chooses to live alone without a marriage relationship especially when Ravin proposes to her only to make her a surrogate mother of her son, Mila thinks somehow her life will be.

''Alright I won't force you into this.''

"You take it easy, sir, I will help you keep your son until he understands what a relationship means. Let's be friends!'' Mila thrust her hand at Ravin with a smile full of sincerity.

[Let's be friends!]

The words that Mila had just uttered reminded Ravin of someone in his past. "Why do those words remind me of someone?" ravin murmured in his heart.

Because Ravin never shook his hand Mila again pulled his hand with a little disappointment.

"Mommy!'' Kenzo comes to Mila and Ravin who are silent to each other without any words they say.

"Mommy I came to bring you some juice Grandma said you'd feel refreshed after drinking this juice." Say Kenzo with her cherry face, thrusting a glass of orange juice at Mila.

"Thank you dear.'' Mila happily received the juice that Kenzo gave her.

"Mommy I brought something for you!"

"What?''

"Look at this I made his own special for you." Kenzo showed me the painting a few days ago.

"Waws... Beautiful is so amazing.'' Mila began to shed her tears as she felt deeply moved by what Kenzo had given her.

"Kenzo, if you were my son, maybe I would be the happiest mother in the world, but in fact, our relationship is only limited to work but even so I am very grateful to get to know an adorable boy like you.''

"What is this, there is no me in it did you forget your daddy's Kenz?'' Ravin felt unacceptable with his son's attitude with anxiety he also tickled the stomach of the son to make Kenzo laugh amusedly.

''Mommy help me!'' pekik Kenzo asked for help.

"No one will help you Kenz!''

The happy laughter from the room was heard to the outside of the room made the servants who were there also happy to hear it. Now the servants of the mansion started whispering whispering beginning their gossiping session.

Seriate...