After 11 Years of Marriage
Chapter 54

After arguing with his own heart Ravin mutukkan to go home to the mansion because the day was getting late, and there was no more work that he had to do at this time.

''Juna do you think falling in love in adulthood is natural?" Ravin asked his personal assistant, Juna who was focusing on driving immediately stopped suddenly when he heard an unusual question from his big boss.

"Juna are you crazy" Ravin snapped to his personal assistant.

"Sorry my master accidentally, I saw an animal crossing'' said Juna reasoned and returned to driving his car to split the streets were quite quiet. The sleepiness that Juna felt now disappeared just like that when he heard the big boss question.

"Falling in love knows no age, love can come anytime anywhere and true love does not look at the scales and material''

"Hmmm...'' Ravin only answered Juna's words with Deheman alone.

"Sir, are you starting to like someone?'' Juna asked a little teasing his big boss.

''No, not me, '' replied ravin denying it. While Juna now has a meaningful smile to play around with Ravin.

"*S*it looks like someone is starting to open their hearts but the prestige exceeds that of young people, this is the time to act''

"The biggest regret is not being aware of the existence of the master, for example, Miss Mila's husband. I mean Miss Mila's ex-husband who is now trying hard to get back to his heart'' Juna paused his speech to see his current big boss' reaction from the rearview mirror, and it was true that Juna's words that he had just said caused an unusual reaction.

"Since when, why haven't you told me this?" Ravin asked with restraining the vexation in his heart.

"A few days ago sir'' replied Juna briefly. ''*S*I hope my lie will not be a problem later" muttered Juna in his heart.

"Then what? I mean Mila answered what?"

"Come on, sir, but it looks like Miss Mila is thinking about this because not only did her ex-husband come to see Miss Mila, she said, but her former mother-in-law also came to persuade her to return to her son after realizing how precious Miss Mila was in their lives and _''

''Can't! it must not happen whatever the reason, he must not go back to the family'' ucao Ravin cut Juna's words. Now Juna smiled triumphantly because his mission was successful and not in vain he mixed lies on the truth. Because he finally knew that his big boss was now starting to open his heart again.

''Then I have to do what sir, what if Miss Mila still loves her ex-husband, because they did not have this relationship for a while. They live their relationship from high school to their eleven-year marriage, imagine how long their love journey has been" Juna continues to pump the big boss to encourage Ravin to immediately tell his feelings to Mila before he regrets later on.

But the unexpected happens what is in Juna's brain now seems to be in vain, when Ravin answers Juna's question as if he does not care at all about Mila's life.

"You're right Juna is not easy for someone to forget his first love. Until now I also do not know where his whereabouts but I still can not remove it from my memory even though there is Anggun who I love very much'' Ravin said, now reminiscing about his old shadow with a little girl with long hair, who helped him from chasing stray dogs.

Flashbacks.

Ten-year-old little Ravin kept running nonstop as he was chased by a starving stray dog. "Whoever help me" cried ravin with fear. Fatigue because of running makes Ravin fall down and almost in a dog bite wild, Ravin, Ravin also resignedly closed his eyes because he did not have much calm anymore to keep running from the stray dog.

But after a few minutes passed he felt nothing in him, ''Am I dead now'' said Ravin lirih.

''The dog is gone, so open your eyes and don't be afraid." Said a long-haired girl with her sweet smile.

"You're who''

"My name_'' Ravin again remembers the message of the father who forbade calling his real name carelessly especially in public. Because it's very dangerous for him.

"Why brother is silent, let's be friends!'' uceap the little girl while extending her hand to Ravin. With a little nervous Ravin also shook Lala's hand.

''Friends''' Sahut Ravin with a face full of spirit.

After that day Ravin and a little girl named Lala often meet, Ravin really likes Lala's character who is very innocent, funny and cheerful.

''Brother we have been friends for a long time but until now I do not know what your name is" complained Lala who slightly weaved her lips, with an anxious Ravin also pinched the cheeks of the bully Lala.

"Sick kak'' Rengek Lala with its effect.

''Alright but don't tell anyone yes" Ravin said directly in Lala's nod. "My name is Ra_''

" Young master, let's go back now there's bad news!'' Said Mr. Lim who ran over to ravin, and took him away just like that leaving Rara who was staring at him with a confused face.

"So you haven't finished your words yet' Shouted Lala who ran after Ravin until she fell.

End Flashback

"Sir, are you okay?" Ask juna who woke Ravin from his daydream.

"Lala!''

"Lala who?'' Juna asked with his puzzled face.

Ravin rubbed his face and got out of his car he did not realize that now he had reached the courtyard of his mansion, while Juna was still wondering who Lala was''

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After the shower, his body feels fresher. Ravin also laid his body on his king-size bed and prepared to sleep. Already various ways he tried to close his eyes but the shadow of his conversation with Juna began to ring in his ears making Ravin unable to fall asleep tonight.

"What is this, why the words of juna were so disturbing to me.'' Upset Ravin who immediately got out of her bed and walked towards the balcony of her room.

"Do I have to fall in love for the third time at my age? Ahhh that's impossible'' Ravin ruffled his hair in frustration. the shadow of his past along with Lala and Anggun was now popping up in his mind and now replaced with the shadow of miela who was sleeping fast and hugged him like a bolting pillow.

"Akhich... Why does that young widow always appear in my brain!" Ravin felt very dilemma with his heart and mind that were not in line.

**T**sometimes your heart understands what you think, only you don't realize it. Follow your heart to walk slowly and think about the consequences then you will understand what you need right now.

Seriate..