After Misunderstanding
CHAPTER 158

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“listen to your heart, son. If you're still listening to your head, then what difference does it make to you? Wouldn't that make you feel sick? Your relationship is still fine, but your heart?”

Bu Lastri clasped the hands of a soft aludra. “you know the condition of your husband is good here. But there? You don't know if he's right or not. Don't let you regret it later, son. Health is not a joke. Do not let what you welcome here is a corpse, not a living human.”

Aludra eyes glazed over to hear what was conveyed by bu lastri. Just imagining it had scared her and quivered half to death, especially later it would happen if her husband did not survive. Can the aludra forgive itself?

“mom knows, son. You were lied to. But the purpose of him is to lie to you for your good right? He thinks of you and his future son,” said bu lastri again softly.

“but his promise to open up to each other has been reneged, ma'am,” replied aludra with a vibrating voice.

“there's his fault zergan. But the purpose of lying isn't for the bad, son. If he doesn't lie will you be strong enough to hear your husband is sick? You may be strong, son. The proof until now your content is still fine. But the mind of a husband and father is different, aludra. Son and wife are number one for him,” said bu lastri trying to persuade aludra.

“alu will think, ma'am,” replied aludra wistfully.

“sorry if what you say makes you uncomfortable or uncomfortable, it might even upset you, son. But believe me, all for the good of your household, zayn and also your child candidates,” said sincere lastri.

Aludra smile. The woman shook her head looking at the lastri. “what mom said is all right. It's just that aludra still needs to think, ma'am. Sorry,” said aludra not good.

Bu lestari nodded. “think normally, son. Don't take too long until you're in pain. Involve your heart too. Maybe your heart and mind will fight for a while. But believe me, deliberation of heart and mind will produce good consensus, son. Because after all, it will never be wrong to bring the heart in every decision,” said bu lastri soft and sincere.

Aludra smiled and nodded. What bu lastri said is true, everything. “alu will do what mom advised,” said soft aludra.

“you still want to be here?” ask bu lastri while tidying up her knitting equipment.

“if mom enters the room, alu will also go to the room,” said soft aludra.

“now we rest first. Not good for you to sleep at night, son,” said bu lestari invite aludra.

After everything is done, the mother always turns off the lights before entering the room. Likewise with aludra who has now entered his room.

Aliudra sat on the side of an empty bed. His legs he recommended to be more comfortable with the back leaning on the head of the mattress. Aludra eyes look at his eldest son who slept very well. “zayn must miss papa, yes son,” said aludra sad. Zayn never revealed his heart. But aludra knows, lately zayn more often call zergan and clash with his father. That's all he did to reduce his longing a little with the zergan. And aludra knows that.

Honesty that is difficult to express will inevitably end in misunderstanding. This is what is currently happening in the relationship of aludra and zergan. Their households were good, but in the hearts of the couple was still sad. Zergan was saddened by the disappointment of his wife, and aludra was disappointed by her husband's choice. The harmonious relationship and communication they still do is only limited to medicine so that everything seems fine. In each one's heart there is a wound.

“maybe mas zergan is still resting. Am I calling mama?” gumam aludra.

“mama must also rest. I will call tomorrow morning,” continued aludra. The woman put her phone back and lay down while looking for a comfortable position for her stomach. After being felt tilted position with the rest of his body in refuted with a pillow, aludra began to close his eyes following his son to the dream world.

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Elsewhere, Mom waited anxiously outside the room. Zergan suddenly had difficulty breathing just now he was about to start his sleep. Seeing her son who like a failure will breathe makes mama ana unable to hold back her tears. It turns out like that if the ALS that attacks Zergan's health relapses. During their time in Thailand, this time mama ana saw her son's disease recur.

“do I have to tell aludra? Did I ask him to come here? Zergan really needs aludra and zayn is here,” said mama ana weighing.

Mama Ana stared from the glass window of Zergan's outdoor. From here he could see clearly how the cables and tools that ana did not know the name was attached to the chest and nose of the zergan. “Yes Allah, son. Please be strong and survive,” said mama ana with a trembling voice holding back tears.

Inside the room, there was tension. The professor and several other doctors are currently working together to re-normalize zergan breathing. ALS is not bad. But what happens to this zergan is rare. ALS that he experienced is als that attacks the respiratory nerves that can cause the man to fail to breathe until death.

“so the patient started to weaken, professor,” said the female nurse who has since focused on keeping the zergan pulse while others normalize her breathing. (speaking in Thai).

“increase the strength of his heart shock,” said the professor at his assistant who was immediately embraced by the young doctor.

Outside the room mama ana still continues to pray for zergan's safety. After a few minutes, the doctors and nurses cleaned their equipment. Really, the current worries completely enveloped the heart of mama ana.

“how's professor?” ask mama ana after the professor came out of the room zergan himself.

“zergan made it through this time. Now he just butub rest,” said the professor who made mama ana breathe a sigh of relief.

Mama Ana expressed her thousands of thanks and gratitude for the safety of Zergan. After the professor returned to the room zergan somehow for what, mama ana sat on the sofa that was there. “if directly memelpin aludra I would not be able to,” mama ana murmured.

“I will talk to dad and ask him to bring aludra here,” break up mama ana and directly make a call to Fatih.

Without waiting for long, the call ana immediately lifted when the first ring. “ada who want to convey, father. And there's something you want to ask father,” replied ana after hearing a voice from fatih across the phone.

“zergan critical. Please bring aludra and zayn here.”

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