Aina
Ep.111

"Don't continue now, just stop here your sentence" said Aina who made me confused.

Doesn't he want to accept me if I'm really looking for him.

"Some time ago I was proposed with his son Pak kyai, his name is Ustad Haidar. He graduated al azhar, a hafidz and businessman in hospitality even in Egypt he also had a hotel. I know him, he used to be my same Junior High." Aina's story that broke my heart this time.

So there is no more me in this woman's heart.

"Gue did not give an answer, he said that good men and sholeh come to propose should not be rejected. Do I have to accept her No? " he's asking again.

Yes obviously don't.

Aina likes to make me hurt, but I always accept it. This time I have to take this pain again. We can continue our relationship.

But that's right Aina said. He can get a better man than me. I'm not as good as the ustadz, he's far from me. I just believe in my religion but I don't always do anything.

"Lo can accept him, the man will perfect your religion. She will guide you to become a sholehah woman. "

"Do I deserve him? " he's still there again.

"Hem, you deserve"

"Yes, maybe you're right that if I married an ustadz I could learn a lot about him. I'm still learning, so he'll be my good teacher. "Aina's words make my heart ache.

I'm standing, man,

"Gue wants to go back to Jakarta directly. So you can go back by yourself. "

Then I left Aina alone.

***

I wanted to cry, I didn't cry for a long time. But do I deserve to cry just because rejected by girls?

Coincidentally when I went to the terminal there was a bus majoring to Jakarta. I called the rental motor to pick up the motor in the terminal. Then I went home on that bus.

I arrived in Jakarta tomorrow.

And I can't cry but my body hurts all. It feels very weak to get activity.

***

It turns out that heartache can make this body sick as well.

Arriving at the office I got some bad news too.

"Jeno, you're suspended" Suddenly I said so.

"What's why sir? "

"You're in the investigation, you're pns but your wealth is a lot of what is arguably reasonable." the headmaster was furious.

Pns cannot have that effort.

I came home quick, then there was a Marsel bang.

Hah, here it is. He's also rich but safe.

"Gue has been horrified, you should separate your wealth should not be mixed" he said giving advice as he walked.

Hah I just remembered, all my money is Aina who takes care. I don't even know the number, which I know.

But should I ask Aina at a time like this.

I boldly called Aina.

"Lady"

"Yes Jeno, what's wrong?abi said your pain is healed? " he's my situation.

"Udah, I'm being investigated about my money." My story is short.

"Just calm down, you're safe. Since everything is in my name, you won't get in trouble. We don't have any relationship. "I don't know why his words make me think bad about this woman.

"Aina, you make me think badly of you"

"As far as you are, you like to be rich that is." he then hung up the phone.

Anj*** it's a girl. I used it with him.

But with that I'm safe from my case charges. I can still be a PNS thanks to that.