Aisyah Is Not a Mandul Wife

Aisyah Is Not a Mandul Wife
CHAPTER 46


Silent in silence, lamenting a fate that seemed to be on his side. Being the third person in another's relationship is not the desire of Iza, because from the beginning Iza did not know if the person who was going to marry him had married.


“Iza, is mama wrong if mama really wants grandchildren at the age of mama who is not young anymore? Mama was just afraid that she couldn't hold her granddaughter until the time when the angel came to pick her up early. Yes, my mother is selfish because she has forced my desire. Selfish mom, Iza.” Sobs of Mama Maya broke the silence.


As a mother, I want what is best for my child. It's just that the way Mama Maya used was a little wrong because she had to separate Ais from Azam. Though the marriage age of the two of them is only as long as corn, but mama Maya has assumed that Ais can not give a grandchild for herself.


“Ma ... Iza knows how Mama feels, but, can Mama also feel how Ais feels back then and how Iza feels right now? The ice must have been very hit with the choice that mom gave her back then. Parting with the person she loves because she has not been able to give what her mother wants and easily mama married mas Azam with Iza who at that time Mas Azam was still her husband Ais. Iza feels so guilty about Ais, Ma.” Iza also sobbed when she had to discuss the time that had passed. Where she married someone's husband.


“Ma, sorry if Iza has to fight Mama, but honestly Iza can not stand it anymore. Iza decided to back off, Ma. It's free Mama hopes that Iza can give a grandchild to Mama, but Azam did not want to touch Iza at all. Iza has decided to part with mas Azam,” continued Iza firmly. Even Iza was also prepared to bear the consequences of her decision, as there was nothing she could defend from her marriage to Azam.


Mama Maya immediately looked up to look at Iza. Highlight his eyes immediately looked at Iza sharply. Of course Mama Maya did not accept the unilateral decision of Iza. With a sash of Mama Maya's head smiled faintly at Iza.


“What did you say, Iza? You want to back off and part with Azam? You think you can? It's not that easy, Iza! You and your family are bound by an agreement. If you leave Azam before giving me a grandchild, then don't blame me if your parents report you for a fraudulent act. Are you sure you want to see both of your parents in jail?”


Iza was surprised by the words of her mother-in-law. How can at a time like this the woman can still threaten herself Deserve if Azam now fights on her. It is all because of the selfishness that persists.


“Ma .. if Mama will report father and mother, Iza will be ready to replace them. They are innocent. All of this is just a mama's trap, because from the beginning mama never said all the gifts from mama was debt. If you know it will be considered a debt, Iza is sure if father and mother will think again when they want to accept it. Iza knows how to return the favor, but not in this way, Ma. Mama forced Mama's desire without thinking about how Mas Azam's desire. Ma, please mama is aware and don't just think of yourself mama.”


This time Iza really dared to fight on mama Maya, because she was not able to song to face it. Even Iza was not at all afraid of the threat given by her mother-in-law.


“iza ! Is this how you talk to someone who has helped you? If it wasn't for Mama's kindness, you would never have been able to feel the lecture in Cairo. Iza, don't forget where you came from!”


Iza tried to stay strong, even though he could no longer. He did not want to show weakness in front of others, especially in front of his mother-in-law.


“Iza will never forget what you have done for the Iza family. Iza is very grateful, Ma.” said Iza in a trembling voice because he had been trying for his pain.


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Everyone has a story of the past. Hanafi never bothered if he was a match with Ais, a widow. However, she also did not understand why the woman who became the wife of Ais' ex-husband was Iza, a woman from her past.


However much Hanafi regretted Iza's decision, he was not entitled to Iza's choice. Hanafi could only wish Iza all the best and hope that Azam would love Iza with all his heart, without the shadow of Ais in his heart.


“Mas Hanaf,” call Ais when you see Hanafi pensive in the room. “Udah pray?”


Hanafi immediately broke his daydream about Iza. He looked at Ais with a smile on his lips. “Not yet. I'm waiting for you,”.


“Oh. I'm sorry it's been a while, 'cause I was ready for dinner. He said tonight Adam wants to go home.”


Hanafi just nodded slowly and waited for Ais to prepare. Since marrying Ais, Hanafi always took the time to pray together with Ais. For him whoever the woman who became his soul mate may be able to accept the flaws in him.


Almost ten minutes the couple performed Maghrib prayers together. As a wife, Ais strives to be a good wife to Hanafi, although their marriage is not based on the word love. However, Ais was confident that if the two of them could open their hearts, that love could grow easily. Especially now Ais has decided to have children so that her life is not disturbed by Azam, her ex-husband.


“No idea what time it is. It's just that Adam said that already on the way home,” replied Ais as it is.


“Ais there's something I want to talk to you about. Can we talk for a minute?”


Ais just nodded slowly to comply with Hanafi's request. I don't know what the man who is her current husband wants to talk about.


“Mas Hanaf wants to talk what? Really serious kayak. Is there a problem?”


Hanafi shook his head slowly. “ None . It's just that I want to tell you something, so that you don't regret it later on. I've thought about it carefully.”


Ais grew increasingly curious about what Hanafi wanted to talk about. Ais patiently tried to hear what her husband was going to say. “Say, Mas! What's up?”


Hanafi's eyes stared fixedly at the beautiful woman before him at this moment. A woman who is almost perfect in her eyes.


“Ais .. I am not a perfect man. I chose many flaws even I was very weak. Maybe I can't protect you. I fear that you will regret marrying me. Marriage is enough once in this life. If I can't be the husband you want me to be, please help me to be the way you want me to be. Please don't leave me when I can't be the perfect guy. Although this marriage just happened, but I will try to love you until the end of my life. Ais ... will you promise me?”


Hanafi tried to pause his lengthy remarks and asked Ais for approval to approve his request.


“Mas Hanaf, haven't we discussed this before? And I've said that I will never regret the decision to marry you. Marriage is worship, Mom. I have sincerely married you, as long as you do not wish for you, because for me it is better to part if you have to share a husband with another woman,” explained Ais while exhaling her heavy breath.


“Not so Ice. Until the end of my life, I will never wish you. I was just afraid, you were the one who turned away from me, because of all the flaws I had. Ais... Promise me that you won't leave me?”


“Yes, I promise I won't leave you, Mas. But you also have to promise me not to wish me!” ais Pinta.


With a nod of Hanafi's head echoed Ais's words. The two balls stared at each other deeply. The heart began to circulate very tight as the faces of the two got closer.


Ais was only able to close her eyes when Hanafi's hand had touched her cheek. There was an erratic vibration, until at last the whole body froze when it felt a warm touch on its lips. An unexpected kiss from Hanafi just slid by. However, it did not last long as Hanafi immediately finished it and made Ais instantly open her eyes.


“Ais, sorry if I'm not too smart, because I'm not experienced,” said Hanafi with a reddened face.


Ais who heard could only round his eyes when he heard Hanafi's confession.


“Ais, I'm just afraid if you're disappointed because I definitely won't be able to compensate Azam,” continued again.


“Mas Hanaf said what, anyway? Did Hanaf think I would compare Hanaf's mas with Azam's? If that were the case, Mas Hanaf was wrong because I would never compare Mas Hanaf with anyone. So please don't ever think like that, Mas!”


Yes, Hanafi who once had no experience of course felt afraid if he could not satisfy Ais as a wife.


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