Akira's Old Love & Perfect CEO
S2: Baby 23

Farid

The vow!

I really don't care anymore about all those problems. I want to pretend I don't know.

Everything, as if to disturb.

Did I love Akira wrong?

Am I wrong to want to live happily with her?

Am I wrong if I just want peace in our household?

Being the person Akira loves is a matter of pride for me, who wouldn't be proud to be loved by a loyal woman like her?

He whom I had once doubted his loyalty to, I could only smile wryly at the thought of how stupid I was.

Just imagine almost eight years, eh what nine years? Anyway since I was seventeen years old, loved by a chatty girl who is now my wife.

Could not really?!

I pretend I don't know, if you hate Akira, if Akira is sad because of you, if Akira is sad because I'm not pregnant too, if I'm because Akira is full of mind, if my own family is a source of sadness for the person I love, can you?!

Being happy, when both I and Akira were, it was certain and I just wanted to create a happy moment with Akira.

But, Akira is not as simple as that to forget all the things that make our happiness both feel less.

Now it's the same, when Farell comes and says, papa's mom wants a divorce.

I was a little scared, Farell blamed Akira, fortunately not.

Because to be honest, I never brought Akira closer to the whole family, know myself was my initial intention to marry Akira, so it never occurred to Akira should be familiar with my brother or sister.

After all, during marriage only problems and problems, no time to get closer to each other's families, we were too engrossed in the world of both of us.

For, mama.

Mama was the one who gave birth to and raised me, especially her affection was like too much just for me when compared to Fiora and Farell.

But I was disappointed, very disappointed.

My mom loves me, I love my mom.

But my heart ached when my mother told me to abort my own son.

When you were involved in a conspiracy with Rayrin, I was reluctant to see your face, not because of hate, was I!

But I'm just afraid, I'm so sorry I was born from the womb of an Arrita Hasandani, a mother who always prides herself on how good and great I was as a child.

I was just afraid, the more harsh words I said to my mom, I didn't want to return all her affection with all the words that only hurt her.

But, instead of heartache, my mother even more urged me to keep away from the figure that I also love.

I'm afraid you're hurt, but you're not afraid I'm sick.

"Farid? Mama's son coming home?" that was my mom's welcome when I accidentally came to her house that afternoon.

I smiled briefly and went into the house where my childhood was spent.

"Finally, where are you going, Farell? Didn't you say yesterday, Farell slept in your house?"

mama asked as she sat on one of the family room couches.

"Farell is afraid of you, can't you keep your kids feeling? Especially mama." sissed Farid at the end of the sentence in his heart he felt disobedient for talking like that to his mother.

"Ma, just once ma, look at Akira from a positive point of view." I pleaded.

"No way, Far. And never will." said mama more like muttering.

Mama was just silent, staring blankly ahead, I heaved a heavy sigh. If asked to choose between Mama or Akira. I want both.

"Ma, my dear mother, right? I know, I can love you more than Fiora's sister Farell. The proof, mama desperately looking for the best mate for me, ma, before this mama was a good woman, at best, but-"

"That's it, you know! Why is my mom rich?Yeah, because of Akira, Marina's son, why do you know? At first sight I knew he was Marina's son, he was too much like Marina, Far. Mama hates."

Mama is again, but I have to try not to follow the emotions or nothing will be solved at all here.

"Ma, Farid knows how mom feels, but it's all just the past. Akira is not wrong, is not ma? Akira doesn't know anything."

Mama seemed to be retorting my words but...

"Ma, I thought, Mama remember, did Akira ever wrong my mother? In fact, Mama told me to kill her son, mama often maki-maki him, mama brought Rayrin to so I stay him, mama--"

"You wrong mama Farid?!"

mama looked at me sharply, yes, sharply.

"Mama's obviously wrong, but Akira? Tell me where Farid's wife is, ma?" my question is gentle, serious, I ask in a gentle, not rich tone usually that is direct emotion.

"Wrong is he because he's Marina's son, you still don't understand?!" snapped mom.

"Ma, the mother I know is a good mother, who loves me, who is always proud of me, who is always gentle with me, who is always gentle with me, yes, even when I was an adult, my mother wanted to sue me for marriage and marriage, until I finally married Akira, "I paused my speech, moved in front of my mother, clasped her hand tightly and warmly.

"I chose Akira, because, I'm sure he's the best, when I didn't love him, why was he the best? Because she's the only woman who continues to love me unconditionally, tirelessly, indefinitely. Maybe even if love can be eaten, I don't need to buy any more food, because love is enough for me."

I chuckled at the end of my sentence, I was also moved and shed tears, I don't know, if talking from heart to heart with my mom would make me emotional.

"In comparison with Rayrin and Akira-"

"Rayrin is better!" mama's chirps cut my words, that million eyes of hatred? Can't you see how sneaky you are, Rayrin?

"If you don't want to be with Rayrin anymore, no problem, you still have another woman to be the mother of your child."

"Ma, I beg you not to be evil by blocking my happiness."

"Farid, my dear mother, what a pity! But, Farid, you don't like having a second Marina in your life, and by marrying Akira you hurt you! Farid, it should be that as a mama's child, you are also angry, because of what? Your wife's mother is the greatest bearer of grief in your life, your biological mother!"

my mother snapped, but I tried to speak as best I could.

Sure, I should have been angry about it, but I wasn't!

If Akira can defeat his anger for the sake of his love for me, why can't I be like him who always loves me no matter what my circumstances are?

Even though I made a fatal mistake he still forgave me and gave me a lot of love.

"Mama, selfish. Mama broke my heart, Akira's heart, papa, Farell, Fiora too. Just for the sake of my mother's past, which has long since passed.

Do you know why Farrell's at my house? Because she's scared of the mama that wants her to know about you two. And, ma.. if Akira can accept me no matter what my circumstances are, why can't I? So, you can forget all that, but Marina's mother doesn't exist."

I'm still trying to hold back my emotions, I don't know why my mom is so stubborn, so hard-hearted.

"If you want your mother to forget the past, you also have to forget Akira. Akira's part of your past too right? Before you meet again, Akira is just a small part of your past that you almost never remember. Get that Farid!"

The point here is, mama doesn't accept I told her to forget the big past, while Akira is just a childhood past that I should easily forget. Here he is comparing.

Heh how is this, cave sprains are the same mother Parid, given or ask rempelo, uh heart.

where's the thumb?

there are still many parts lo sebnnya, but I cut, less sajen because.

So yeah.....

Tomorrow it will continue

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