
Don't males kasih sajen ya...
My sajen is simple really, I don't need chicken cemani, flowers seven what's more black coffee special soft melt awokwok
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Just so you know this story never again I promo in Why?Yes, because takottt anjir gini is very
Stop, I'm lebay! wkwk
Rayrin
I can only regret it now, sitting on the cold floor of this house and staring at the passing of the man I had lost so little and I wasted his love.
What am I supposed to do now?
I just wanted to tell Kris that if I was pregnant with her child, I was bad I was depressed just because of parental pressure and obsession.
But, after I knew there was another life in my stomach, I wanted to share this happiness with Kris, even though I would end up going to jail maybe?
Now where? Even before I spoke, Kris confessed and upset me because he did it secretly and then Kris went, where did he say? To Japan?
I can only laugh blandly at my position now, Kris who used to defy her parents to be her doctor and the head of her family hospital for my sake, is now going for it, now go for it, leaving me pregnant, is this karma or what?!
Maybe you're thinking, why can I get pregnant while I'm just using Kris.
Keep in mind, Kris is still a normal man I am also an ordinary woman, first I give up my chastity to her because the man seduced her with his knife.
"Darling, I'm yours I'll do anything for you and you're mine too right?"
I remembered his words, and I said yes, so that he would not suspect that I was just using him.
"Rayrin, I love you, finally after all this time I can have you."
"Rayrin, no matter what happens I will still be there for you, even if your papa mama doesn't like me, I don't care, I have you one."
"Ray, you know? The best thing I ever got was you."
"I like you at first sight, your eyes are beautiful, I hope one day I have a daughter who looks just like you."
Again, the shadow of his voice came in my memory, I used to be silent every time he wondered about our future, I hated myself even more, why did I just realize that I love him too I needed him, I was empty without the man, the man who always colored my life while in Milan even though I was always cold, it's always warm.
"Kris, I'm pregnant. Maybe we'll soon have a beautiful daughter like your dream. We should get married now, Kris... "
I was so focused on wailing that I was shocked when the phone in my hand rang, indicating that Mama called.
"Rin, are you crazy? Mama knows you're not mentally healthy, but your brain is wearing a little, you're wearing everything, huh?!"
"... "
Just now I want to say Hello, mama has already nagged.
"You know? Ms. Rita revoked her investment to your papa company, it's because of you! Dapetin Farid aja not becus, so that your career plummeted, wonder mom, when can you be proud of parents?!"
"Ma, I'm lazy to talk it over--"
"When Farid asks you how, you fool!"
"Yes, I'm taking her mom, her mom, who gave her an idea, right?!" I started to shake emotions.
"Oiya, mama, I'm pregnant." I just want to tell you, want to know your reaction too, will you be concerned? Ever since I stopped being a model mom like, don't love me anymore.
"Keep, Kris left me." I continued.
"You're stupid, Rin?! Oh, my God, who's your son, huh?!"
Mom's son is equally papa, my inner.
"Same time dolls themselves can get pregnant anyway?! You're stupid or anything in hamili like him! Mama don't want to know, never again you go home mama, unless you knock your child or if you don't want to die yes you were born, but until the child is born, don't even see your mother unless you throw your child away."
After saying everything, without any trite ado, mama hung up the phone along with my tears falling down, mama is not at all concerned about me. At all.
Is this how Akira used to feel when Aunt Rita treated him that way?
"Kris, you used to say, whatever happens you'll stay by my side, where's the evidence?" with quivering lips I could only ask the passing wind, here was only me, - alone.
***
Kris
Enough, for me everything felt quite wrong Rayrin it was only once but hit me many times. Pain, taste. It turned out that all this time I was the same as Deanno, just utilized, nothing more. Did my love for the past years not make it melt in the least?
I, even rejected my parents' desire to lead a new family hospital in Japan, in order to accompany Rayrin who was depressed because of her career that really plummeted suddenly.
In fact, when his whole family began to get tired of taking care of him, I, Kris whom he considered this doll who accompanied him.
I think, since he willingly accepted me and even gave me his chastity, it means that he loves me too.
I remember where I was trying to flirt with Rayrin out of control, and innocently nodding under my control, I was proud that I was the first man for her.
I put a lot of hopes and dreams on him, but on him too everything fell apart unordered.
I almost wavered when I saw him cry, I wanted to immediately turn around to hug his thin body, but I could only hide behind the fence of the small house I bought for us to live in.
Seeing her cry on the floor, even to the point of curling up like that made me full. Does he feel lost?
"Maybe it's just desperation because I can't be used anymore" I muttered, I smiled wryly as he received the call with a desperate expression, and he cried again after it this time even louder.
I painfully swallowed my own saliva, it hurt, I wanted to hug her, "Is that your mama who called? Mama you're mad at you again?" I should have asked right in front of him instead of hiding behind a fence like this!
But my disappointment is bigger now.
"I'm sorry, I can't keep my promise to stay on your side that's not right, I'm leaving, I hope you're happy. Without me." As soon as I leave that house in my car, the longer I'm here, the more doubt I'll be.
***
"Yan, you want to come with me to Japan?" kris asked Deanno who was sitting next to him, who was with him earlier, but he was just waiting in the car.
"Lo sure? You rich face is not willing to go to Japan, you love very, mas same him?"
"Gue nanya why are you behind it anyway?!" upset Kris.
"Well, how rich the ball first, Akira still does not believe --"
"But Rayrin is already a few of them, Yan!"
"But, semalem Akira called me, Mas! Uh you know what? He's crying gini, Rayrin's lying, brother, is that time?! Though I have said it, your girl also told you."
"I'm the same old man Akira, surely now he's confused, the same way he's not made sense to normal humans."
"Lo don't give him dangerous drugs, do you, um, what if he's barren?!" hardik Deanno, he already knew what his cousin's brother did was initially angry, but after knowing that Kris was the same - as used by Rayrin he felt fate.
"Yes, I'm crazy if that's the case, fortunately I only mix natural ingredients anyway, rich in powdered carrot seeds that turned out to be able to delay pregnancy naturally and there are many others, meaning Rayrin was first let Akira divorce because it can not love her husband's offspring." kris was thorough.
"You can do it, can you really?"
"Surely she's not pregnant, is she, a moron in the pet!" kris said while shaking the head of his sister-in-law.
"But, after you confided to me at that time, I immediately changed the use of vitamins, fortunately the maid is not as rotten as her in-laws."
"Mas! Look out, I think someone is following us." said Deanno while occasionally looking back, see there are two cars that follow them since coming out of the complex Rayrin house.
Yes, yes, yes about carrot seed powder I searched it, haha
No more ngaco or halu yaa
he said carrot seeds are used by women in India to prevent pregnancy naturally, prevent implantation, the point is I no longer ngawur yaa....
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Beware later there are comments I am really halu, fretting, not connecting and so on.