Alexander
Chapter 45

Dear Kartika...

Sorry, sorry for snatching the man you loved so much. Pardon,.. I'm sorry that I'm so selfish for taking the man who loves you so much. You know, Kartika, I was happy to see your smile when you told me about a man who was so special to you. You know, from your story I wonder who that guy is. And from your story, I also seemed to follow and felt if I was the one in your story. And ever since then, I've been secretly in love with the man you've been telling me about. I was secretly fascinated, while reading the contents of the message of the man named Alexander. And from then on, somehow, I became selfish, I was jealous, because why do you have to Kartika, why not me, why? But I was able to hide my jealousy with my smile when you told me about Alexander. But my petty thoughts came up and innocence was blown into my mind. From that day on, every letter Alex sent you, I always took it and I was the one who replied to it. Well, Alex didn't leave. But I'm the reason your letters don't get a reply. And when you went to Kartika, it was as if the world was on my side. I could breathe with relief, because the scenario I had made went smoothly and to the point where I met Alex, really until then I had no regrets at all, because I'm really in love with her.

Funny right? I am a friend who does not know. When Alex proposed to me and asked me to make me his wife, the world seemed to be mine. I have managed to get the man I love, even through lies. Thank you Kartika, because of you I can live happier.

But you know Kartika. As time went on, somehow a feeling of guilt came into my mind. Wh why? Why is it that when everything is fine, I suddenly think of you. Sorry, I'm sorry Kartika..

And today, I know that I'm not that old. I hope you will forgive me, and also continue to make me your best friend. Kartika, I already have two angels, please take care of them. Love them as you love yourself. I know you're a very good friend. So I leave my two angels to you.

Sorry. I'm sorry Kartika. I know, I can't make up for your guilt. But please take care of my son. I just believe in you. And also, I believe Alex still loves you. Because you know Kartika, as long as I'm married, I find it very difficult to adjust to being you. Even Alex used to ask me why I never called her with your love calls.

When I wrote this message, I smiled as I imagined you would scream if you read this message. I'm sorry, because I returned Alex so late. Please forgive me...

Duarrrr.....

Alex's legs seemed to lose strength as he read the contents of the letter he had taken from Molki's room. Guilt now filled Alex. Where all this time he has been rude to the woman who has been his first love. A woman who takes care of her two children. Alex is ashamed of himself, because of his ego until he does not believe what Kartika says, because his ego puts aside the honesty of the affectionate call that Kartima says.

Alex held his chest that hurt, like he was sliced razor so hard. It hurts! Sure it hurts. Where she had tortured the woman who had become her first love.

"Australia..." Alex rubbed his wet cheek from crying.