Alone Stand

Alone Stand
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...Like Heaven...


...Sometimes it can be bright as hope,...


...But it can also be black, thick as...


...Obviousness....


"Why did you answer my question with an answer?" Ask the Sky while staring intently at Aqila.


"It seems you know the answer yourself." Aqila replied, as it passed from before the heavens.


The sky followed Aqila, and the sky held Aqila's arm. "You angry?" Ask Sky.


"If so why? And if not, why?"


"Why are you fighting me now? Aren't you afraid of me anymore?"


"Why am I afraid of you? Aren't you sure you're gonna hit me? I have often felt tormented by you, and to me it is common."


"How dare you!" The sky raised its hands above the air.


"Slap! Come slap. If it makes you happy."


The sky dropped his hand and did not slap Aqila. And passed away leaving Aqila alone.


"This time I'm not afraid. Whatever I do is always wrong in your eyes. And whatever I say, you won't believe it, and my body will always feel a blow from you." Aqila muttered while enduring the tightness she felt.


Aqila walked towards the balcony of the room, and as usual Attar was always there.


"There problem? How does your face look sad again?" Ask Attar.


Aqila just kept quiet not answering Attar's question.


"Is your boyfriend angry? If he's angry, let him. Or just decide. I'm ready to be your girlfriend. Because honestly I liked you the first time I saw you."


"Why men love to fight. But if he gets what he wants, it will be wasted." replied Aqila


"That's dong. You should talk, don't shut up. And if you have a story problem with me, I'm ready to be a true listener for you. And of course it's not all free."


"Basic! You're well,."


"Hahahah, not only women who are matre but men can."


"Dhhh. Not all women are matre yah."


"Oh yeah?"


"Not a matre, but realistic. That's a woman." Answer Aqila.


And their conversation continued, Aqila smiled occasionally. And unknowingly since then the Sky saw the familiarity of Aqila and also about thega, which the Sky did not know what his name was.


Aqila saw clearly in the eyes of the Sky which was now flushed emitting a peaking emotion.


"Attar I go in first yeah." Pamit Aqila's. "Thank you for being entertained."


And the moment Aqila entered, the Sky instantly pulled Aqila's arm very roughly.


"Who is he?" Ask Sky with a tone of emphasis.


"He's Attar about the next door."


"Well I know he's the next door neighbor. And what's your relationship with him?"


"I'm just friends with her. Not more." Answer Aqila.


"Lied!" Speak the Sky while clutching Aqila's hand loudly.


"You want me to be honest or not. It must be a lie in your eyes. So it's up to you Sky." Aqila said very firmly. Making Sky grim and instantly wanted to slap Aqila, but it was void when I saw Aqila close her eyes, as if she was ready to take a blow from him.


The sky instantly passed, leaving Aqila alone.


"What's wrong with me?" Speak the sky when he is already in the room. "Why do I always get angry when I see Aqila close to other people? And what's with this heartbeat?" Her speech.


Aqila opened her eyes slowly as she did not get a slap.


"Where is he?" Aqila asked as she opened her eyes and did not see the Sky before her.


••••••


A few days passed. The sky does not go home. He stayed at Sintia's apartment. And while in Sintia's apartment, Sky saw something different when he accidentally opened the Sintia wardrobe. It was clear Heaven was looking at men's clothes and there was even a man's interior in this closet. Making Sky remember, he had lived here and forgot his clothes. But as Heaven remembered, there was nothing at all if he ever left his possessions.


Finally Sky grabbed his phone and contacted someone to follow what Sintia was doing outside the city.






"Mom, I give up." said Aqila with teary eyes holding back her tears.


"Honey. Forgive me, and forgive Heaven.."


"Mom.. I really can't take it anymore. Every day, the sky breaks me. It broke my heart and feelings. My patience is over, ma'am." Now the tears fell down Aqila's smooth cheeks. He could no longer keep his pain alone. Now he can no longer be patient with the sky that has always been rough on him.


"Darling.." Mother Heaven hugged Aqila's body while rubbing the body behind Aqila. "Imparding Sky. Sorry for all the attitude he's done to you."


"Mothers.. I am just a normal person who has a limit of patience. If it continues like this, there's only life left."