Alone Stand

Alone Stand
07


Silir day changed. Tightness, pain, every day I feel. I don't know how long I have to be patient in the face of Heaven's attitude that is so harsh, and so cruel to me. The sky, it hates me so much. I don't know what the reason is. I don't know. And don't want to know. What a shame I just want to carry out my duties as a wife for the next year. In accordance with the promise of the marriage contract that Heaven gave me.


At first I did not accept it, but over time I realized, why last longer if we can only be violent and not appreciated at all.


"Prophe Aqila, be patient.. Ten more months left" I said as I rubbed my chest, giving myself strength to be strong and strong to face my day for ten instead of the future.


As always. I do everything very well. Very good, but always wrong in the eyes of Heaven. Like this morning, I cleaned the Sky shoes, made the shoes shiny so that the appearance of the Sky is perfect with his work shoes, however...


Sreekkk.. The sky pulled the shoes I was holding roughly, and then threw them right in front of my chest.


"I told you not to touch my stuff!" Shouts of Heaven crumpled all over the room.


I was scared, straight away shedding my tears. I don't know why I'm so whiny, every time I get a cry.


"I just want to ..." I stammered.


"Just want my attention? Hahahahaah listen good. You're just trash! So don't ever expect to take my heart." The words of Heaven in a resolute tone made me completely powerless to hold back these tears.


"Surge!" The sky pushed me not to block his path.


"Not to cry. Your tears won't melt my heart."


It is very tormenting for me. Besides physical, my mind was also very tormented. Ten months, it's still a long time for me.


I stood up and wiped my tears. I went into the bathroom rubbing my face, and after that I stood on the balcony breathing the morning air. And of course I didn't dare touch that chair at all. The very Sky chair.


"Beautiful." said a man who was also standing on the balcony of his room.


I just kept quiet and didn't respond at all to the man's words.


"If you continue to frown, your beautiful face will fade."


Again the man said, but still I refused to respond.


"You're the new occupant? I just saw. Because there's usually a woman sitting in that chair." Said the man while pointing at the very couris dear to the Sky.


I, who had been silent since then, immediately turned to look with a smile. Because honestly I wonder who the female figure this man is referring to.


"I'm Attar. If you know whose name you are?"


"Aqila's." My answer.


"You're the new occupant?" Ask Attar back.


"Yes." Yeah." I answered while nodding his head.


"Oh well deserved, I just saw you. It's what used to sit there other people."


"Do you know who?" I asked slowly.


I could only shut up, but in my heart I said, "yes you have to tell me who that woman is."


"Next time I'll tell you. Ouh, it's nice to meet you Aqila." Said Attar with a sweet smile.


I really want to know who that woman is. And maybe this has something to do with Heaven being so angry with me if I sit in that chair.


I breathed, my mind wandered back. Maybe Sky lived with a woman in this apartment. And if that's possible, this is why Heaven got mad at me the moment I sat in that chair.


........


"Mother.." My broom as I opened the door of the apartment and I saw my mother-in-law standing gracefully.


"How are you, baby? And where is the sky?" mother asked while peeping my left and right cheeks.


"The sky's in Mom's room. Oh yes ma'am, please come in."


When Mom came in, I was busy preparing a drink. My mother-in-law walked in to the sky room. I heard that Heaven and also my mother-in-law were fighting. It seems like they are debating me. But I didn't want to ask and didn't want to interfere with what happened.


"Aqila Child. Prepare yourself this afternoon you and Sky are going to Bali, you have to honeymoon" my mother-in-law asked when after coming out of the Sky room.


"Bus .. I said no yes no!"


"Sky! listen to me, otherwise.."


I saw clearly Heaven shuffling his hair, obviously if he didn't want to go along with me.


"Then my mother went home first. Remember the sky this afternoon you are going to Bali."


After my mother-in-law came home. The sky came straight to me. The room around me felt cold. Somehow I became afraid, afraid to see the gaze of Heaven's eyes that seemed to want to eat me alive.


"You are a snake woman" Sky said, clutching both of my cheeks.


"sick." I said with the pain in both my cheeks.


"You're very good at taking my mother's heart. To the extent that my mother wouldn't listen to me."


I can only shake my head.


"You want to be touched, huh?" snapping Sky. "You were so itchy you asked my mom to take you on your honeymoon."


"No." I said as I shook my head.


The sky took off its grip, then Plaaaaakkk, slapped my cheek.


"I wouldn't touch your tub like that trash."