Alter Ego's
Despair

Arrabell turned his head in vengeance to Kenan.Hatinya had frozen even numb, he said, well it feels like everything that happened between them all along is meaningless in Kenan's past appeal that is still attached to him, heartbroken Arrabell imagines Kenan being able to slap him in front of the woman from his past,...

The girl then smiled even though her tears were dripping....

''But even after marriage you have to decide who lives with you and I think I already know the answer now..''arrabell then turned his body and stepped away leaving Kenan frozen....

A touch on Kenan's shoulder made the man turn his head...

''Ansel...''

''I'm sorry.it's all my fault..My arrival made everything so messy..''

'It's not your fault Ansel.I owe you a debt of gratitude in the past.and I will keep defending you when you face the same thing as anyone..''

Kenan stepped up the stairs..

''Where are you going...Kenane..''

''Checking cctv.I have to find out what happened.not.I want to be fair..''

''What.'' Ansel's voice was swallowed in his throat.

Ansel wanted to chase after Kenan but the man had already stepped away, while Ansel's face turned pale...

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In the room...

Arrabell stared at the mirror on the dresser, patting the edge of his lips that still had blood..

Inside his room, Arrabell was unable to endure his pain...Arrabell seemed increasingly immersed in his disintegration..

There was an open and unexpected movement of the door that came was Kenan.The man looked Arrabell in the eye from the mirror, before the girl threw away a glance...Kenan stepped in, while Arrabelle was frozen...Kenan winnows Arrabell and pulls the chair to sit next to the girl...

''Let me treat you Arrabell..''

''No need. I can be alone..''

''But it's my fault Arrabell I can,..''

''Aaarrgghh.can't you not force me just once.tangis Arrabell broke right then and there.he stood up and was about to step in however...Kenan held his arm..Kenan looked regretful...''

''I'm sorry Arrabell...'

''No. I will not forgive you Kenan.either how much pain you have inflicted on me have you forgotten Kenan....I can't even breathe properly every time you get close..''

''Arrabell.about Ansel he is..''

''I don't care anything about your past Kenan.For me my feelings are finished when you don't trust me..''

''What do you mean by your feelings Arrabell..''

Arrabel rubbed his face rough..

''I love you.I'm in love with you.I'm a fool right...I hate you so much Kenan and even hope you disappear completely and we don't have to meet in this life..

Kenan's eyes were wet, he was so shocked to hear Arrabell's sword-like speech piercing into his soul.Hat he was in pain when he realized that Arrabell had been too injured..

Kenan grabbed Arrabell's shoulder and looked at the girl's eyes...how can Kenan ever say that he loves Arrabell so much but at the same time he slaps the girl he loves..

Astgaa...has he been wrong in defending Arrabell or Ansel...?

Kenan's voice was heard when Arrabell shook his head...

''Slowly though you know my truth, I will never give my heart to Kenan again..everything is done between us even though you are going to marry me I can't avoid but.The rest is that you only get a body not my heart...''

Silent...

Kenan clenched his hands tightly.his eyes were so painful at this moment...

Why is this painful....? Kenan then removed his grip and stepped out of Arrabell's room quickly leaving Arrabell still crying....

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Kenan sat in front of the meeting room when Gavin came in and bowed before him..

''Mr. Kenan..''

''How's the cctv.''

''I'm sorry Mr. Kenan but on the day of the incident the cctv was indeed in repair.so there was no footage there that we could take..''

Brak!!!!

''What do you mean cctv is being repaired, why exactly on the same day...''

''I'm sorry sir, not just the cctv on the stairs but in some places in this room it does have problems..''

Kenan is so angry, if this is how he took a stand..if he chooses based on feelings then Kenan also can not choose because his feelings say that Arra is not a girl like that but..Ansel, the woman once saved him even they had a relationship first and almost married.This is the most difficult thing Kenan did to the two women..Kenan is confused himself,....

''Leave me alone, no one can stay.'' said Kenan full of emphasis.

''Well Mr. Kenan..''

Gavin then stepped out with some of his men because Kenan needed time alone...

Kenan closed his eyes..

How now..face Arra he really can not afford.Otherwise with both hands he has hurt Arra..

In tranquility.......Kenan felt the figure of Dimitri appear strengthened..

''You.failed to prove that you can make Kenan happy.what color...''

''Dimitri..you are that..do you have lennyap..''

''Throwing me away is tantamount to you killing yourself Kenan.why don't you realize that.your side is now weakened and I am the one who strengthened....Kenan...you cannot be that selfish.I also want Arra..''

'No..The situation is very bad now, I slapped him...''

''I can feel it Kenan.hatiku hurt when he heard his hoarse voice.you have hurt mine too because this from now on we have to share the place how....'' dimitri's bargain behind the darkness...

Kenan closed his eyes.yah.for this time he really gave up because he could not solve this problem..

''Arrabell probably hates me Dimitri..''

''But he does not hate me Kenan.so Arra's hand to me and I will solve the problems you face.do not we will complement each other from now on...'' Dimitri's hissing began to strengthen..

''Alright...Dimitri I relented..he hates me. I can see that in his eyes....Dimitri..please..can you return her smile.I promise I will share.we will set the time.'' said Kenan with teary eyes....

''You promised Kenan..and I will return.'' said Dimitri with a relieved smile....