Alter Ego's
Comfortable Touch

Arra froze when Kenan's fingers stretched out to him so touched his heart.His stomach that had been rumbling immediately subsided.The cramping feeling that was so torturous him began to disappear instantly..

The feeling was very relieved for him, considering that in recent days Arra had been unable to sleep peacefully..

Kenan was so happy to feel Arra being calm there was no moaning like that and made him sad...Arra breathed a sigh of relief, they looked sharp..

''How is it. Do you feel pain again.'' asked Kenan very gently..

Until finally Arra shook his head without a sound only his eyes were stuck in Kenan's eyes.The man stroked the surface of Arra's stomach with a soothing motion until the woman felt comfortable..

''Sleep, let me hold you like this.'' Kenan said then lay carefully on the back of Arra and touched the surface of Arra's stomach and rubbed it..

''How is..is everything okay..''

''Well.''balance Arra relented..

He was already too sleepy, and lost his voice to fight Kenan.today he was too tired..

Arrabelle then lay on Kenan's arm with Kenan holding him from behind and rubbing Arra's stomach with regular movements...

Arra fell asleep that night without pain, and it made him happy..

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Arra woke up this morning and immediately faced with a pretty tempting breakfast in front of him there was Kenan who sat and watched him..

Arra touched her stomach, she smiled..

''Good morning dear..''

''Good morning Kenan...''

''What a good night's sleep...''

''Certainly no need to thank Arra it is my duty..''

Arra nodded then got up and was about to step clean himself up..

''T-shirt is the wedding day of Gina and Gasper.I've started to feel Dimitri in me Arra...''

Arra looked frozen...

''What do you mean...''

Kenan turned his head.he smiled then got up to stand near Amanda...

''I really love you Amanda but it seems like all that will not make you happy..''

''Yes....''

The man took Amanda's hand and held it tightly..

''I know that I don't even deserve your love...Amanda..I'm really sorry.to you.I think you love Dimitri's side more and feel comfortable with him so.You can be relieved because I will disappear after the marriage of Gasper and Gina....but take it easy.the real love you'll get from Dimitri..''

After saying Kenan kissed Amanda's forehead gently and then stepped away from Arra who stood there...

Slowly the tears trickled...Dimitri or Kenan are the same...Kenan can even become Dimitri...Alter ego that has been cruel also has no feeling now has softened is there nothing more beautiful than that...??

Although Arra is also confused by his feelings, he feels crazy on his own.There are times when he wants to be with Dimitri who is gentle and kind, and who is very kind, but on the other hand he also wants to be with Kenan who is firm and also cruel..Arra becomes confused himself, but whether to lose Kenan he will be fine....

Arra bit his lips he didn't know he had to decide...

Dimitri or Kenan...??