AMONG THE 3A
CHAPTERS 185. LETS TRY
"What's? who?!" Dwiana was upset, not at Aiswa but at him. Wanting to share all the burdens that squeeze but what power he feels inappropriate.
Dwi shuts himself off from all men who approach not because they do not like it but rather keep his heart healthy. Not stuck in a toxic relationship.
Aiswa listens, not only to herself, but to everything in the room. Moreover, Rayyan, she just lowered her head earlier. I don't know what that guy was thinking.
"Dwi, are you crying? heleh just so much has been mewek, very cemen anyway so a girl, he said Dwiana was as loud as a rock, even had a giant godam .. The last time Lu said, Papa want to be served pajian rogo sukmo, even have a giant god, let's conquer you," Aiswa temporarily diverts Dwiana's emotions.
"His son was a crybaby, Lu kali. Demen very make senewen people, take care of their universal men. It's kind of a contest aja we after the wedding cake kopaja bus," spray this time on Aiswa accompanied by the stiffness of both.
Amir just shook his head to hear the madness of his wife when he was with Dwiana. No exception Mama who saw the other side of Aiswa, exactly the girl her age.
"Dwi, open your heart. To the man who will come to you, I help you pray from here. If you do not want to be in a relationship, at least you can hear from him the meaning of togetherness, love and hope. Also the vision of the mission of what is a family ... Ok baby?" it comes back soft.
"Aish, why the hell are we so far away, I want to hug you now ... Can i? honestly I'm afraid I'm gonna hurt her" tweeted Dwiana.
"Receive it first, forgive yourself. It is not your fault that you are in such a family, it is not the fault of both your parents as well but all this is a way for you to learn? all, in the Lord, there is wisdom in every event, like me. Want the same Qolbi just muter first, the conflict first, languish, sin anyway," Aiswa pinched the arm of Amir who had just been smiling to see him talk.
"Aww, dear sick," whispered Amir.
"Huh, whose voice is that? Aish, it's not weird anymore, is it?"
"What weird? The two of your brain that has started traveling .. earlier Qolbi's voice was, I pinch. Think back, and take good care of yourself there. Didn't Doctor Rayyan take care of you yesterday?"
"Yes, I don't know if there's no him what my fate is now, it may have become a lump of meat rations of earthworms ... Her mother knows well? want to hug but not dare," he replied.
"Why?" urge Aiswa.
"Because she's not my mother, I don't want to lose the feeling I shouldn't have. I don't want to start if I have to lose" he said.
"And I said, love doesn't have to give. But also accepting, loving is not how you look but how you feel. Not how you heard, but how to understand," Anxious student, Dwiana stupid.
"Ah Lu's married to an adult, '" she's on the other end.
"Because Qolbi jejelin I am so, Dwi," Aiswa laughed. He also felt that since being with Amir, he was more relaxed to live life.
"That's so, Dwi. Take care of yourself there, remember health must be considered because you choose to live independently, right? then take responsibility for your decision .. hug Dwiana Rose," concluded Aish closed the conversation.
After a closed call, Aiswa raised a question to Rayyan's doctor.
"Well, heard it for yourself, didn't you? he doesn't shut himself up, only hesitates even fearing it will hurt you. So as Qolbi said, Dwiana only needs your trust and earnestness if you want to seriously approach her, Doctor. Still want to go or already?" ask Aiswa.
"Honey," said Amir softly.
"Let Bii ... Doctor Rayyan also needs an affirmation of his attitude. I don't want ya Doctor, in the middle of the road later you doubt and retreat after Dwiana open the heart... My friend is not a rabbit selection trial so wife," said Aiswa.
"Aiswa Fajri," Amir again rebuked his wife, this time more firmly but still ignored by Aiswa.
"I know Doctor Rayyan is still half-hearted, reassure your feelings for Dwiana first. Because that belief radiates into a real action. I'm sorry Ma, I'm just keeping my friend's heart that's been hurt so it's not too bad. Or on the contrary, pretending to be a cure but not complete, it will add wounds and even infections that are difficult to heal." Aiswa got up, leaving her husband and guests in the living room.
"Mom understands Nak Aiswa, all this the key is indeed on Rayyan," Mama patted the shoulder of the son who had been silent since.
"I'm sorry my wife is Doctor, Ma. Excuse me, Aeyza also needs to be calmed down," said Amir resigned.
"Ah yes, do not hesitate here yes ... Jo, please accompany Mama," asked Amir when he saw Joanna coming in from the back door.
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Dwiana pondered over every word of Aiswa. He realized that his heart was too afraid to start a relationship. The shadow of her family's failure to provide love haunts her.
"Can I not be like them? will he accept me well without bringing up my past?"
Alien, I know that your heart is not fully inclined towards me.
Ting. Incoming message notification.
"Assalamu'alaikum, Dwi."
"Wa'alaikumsalam."
"Two weeks, I'll see your father at the office. At that time I will ask him, a daughter of Raharja Arka, to get to know more closely with Dwiana rose."
"Doctor, don't joke."
"I'm not, let me be Dwi. Will you start with me?"
"Let's know, I'm not sure" Dwiana firmly established.
"Let me try to fight for you, Dwi. Starting from today yes, I will contact you more intensely. Like it or not, this is one of my ways to get you to see Rayyan" she said.
"Don't expect sweet rewards from me Doctor."
"No, I will continue to give until your hands are full to receive all the gifts from me" Rayyan said.
"Nothing comes after darkness but light, nothing comes after sorrow but happiness. I don't really understand what the definition of love is, which I know the point of when I'm comfortable with someone, I'm not interested in the other. Let's try," Rayyan added.
The silence paused for a long time, until....
"I'm waiting for you, Alien...."
Rayyan blinked her eyes many times, even showing her chat to the Mother who was still sitting with her. Is it not wrong that he read? Dwiana gave him a chance?.
"Ma, isn't this wrong?" Rayyan handed her phone to Mama.
"I don't think Ray, if you're sure, go son, ask him properly to his family. Give me what Dwiana's been looking for all this time. Start learning all of Rayyan's habits, approach her slowly. Let her heart open not because of your compulsion .. true said Aiswa, if you misstep, then Dwiana will be more hurt." Mama's shoulder rubbed the back of her only son full of tenderness.
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...The Visual Dwiana rose
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