
By nightfall, Aruni had already begun to gradually awaken completely. Amir painstakingly prepared all his needs to change clothes, pads and others.
Abah was busy receiving calls and explained briefly the current condition of her granddaughter and daughter-in-law via family group and did not forget to ask for the best prayer of all.
While Aruni's parents, still on the way the possibility of tomorrow morning just arrived.
Although still in a state of emotional instability, Amir slowly explained about the condition of their baby to Aruni.
"Mas, look good, I promise I won't cry...."
"Promise yes, we pray for her the best, Qiyya" he said.
Aruni nodded his faintly agreed sign although his mind did not necessarily accept even rigidly upon seeing it later.
Amir got up from Aruni's bedside chair to pick up his cell phone which he placed on the sofa table in front of Abah.
"Mir, bismillah strengthen Runi," she said as her son picked up the cell phone he had held.
"Switch Bah, although I also felt unable," he replied as he returned Aruni's basket, sitting in front of him at close range. His fingers opened the screen and gave it to his wife.
"Hi Moms, I'm handsome right?" Amir showed two photos looking sideways and in front of the baby.
"He ... hi son, this is mommy ... you are very small, strong there ya," he softly rubbed the photo that is clearly displayed in his eyes.
"Mas' name?" look at his eyes in tears.
"Naufal Asmaralaya, handsome man from heaven."
"So good, you're exactly Abi, son." The bell again on a photo of a tiny baby who is still flushed.
"Can I go see Mas?"
"Not yet, the transfer of affection and prayer from here aja Moms, Naufal must know ko if we always keep it even from afar."
"Mommy dear adek, sorryin yaa," Aruni began to hold back hoarse so that his pain no longer fell.
"The promise you made wasn't crying, Naufal knows we've been trying."
"Mas, it's so funny." Cry broke.
"Hmm, promise me a fake mommy."
Amir pulled his wife's body in his arms. Put a picture of their son just like that in Aruni's lap.
"I can't .. I'm sincere but let me be content to see it first. I know I can't be like this, I know God is all-fair even though this heart aches to feel otherwise," Aruni continued to mingle with tears that had run down the river.
"Dear, yes, I know .. You can cry as much and then we both pray for him yes, Naufal has made us happy in the world ... he comes in impossibility and he comes to you to show you how handsome his face is, as gentle as his mommy." The two of them hugged each other tightly transferring the rest of the energy present.
"Grand ... Mas, I love him but because of me...."
"Have it, don't go on." Amir hugged his frail body.
Abah who watched the two join the train as if feeling a tightness that squeezed the chest of the two.
Amir's determination when marrying Aruni was round, at that time he wanted Aruni to be happy despite knowing the true condition of the girl.
Abah has warned with various risks also worried about him, but in fact his second son was able to carry out his role well despite a time he was weak again faced with the figure of Aiswa.
Early morning.
It was ten minutes ago that I woke up Amir who slept in a bed with Aruni in a cage there.
Aruni still felt pain from the incision wound the rest of the operation yesterday. Until it does not allow amir far from its reach.
"Mir, get up first." Pat Abah slowly at his feet.
Tired eyes were opened slowly to see the restless face of the father, he was inching to shift his body away from Aruni's embrace.
"Why Bah?"
Amir tried as quickly as possible to collect his half-floating soul, wash his face and rush to the room where his son was. Arriving there, Amelia's doctor asked her to enter wearing sterile clothes typical of the NICU room.
His steps slowly approached one of the incubators, appearing in his view a tiny figure exactly in the photo he has also a distinctive bracelet that is circular in his small hands. The amount of medical equipment attached to Naufal's body suddenly made it crowded.
Adek, Abi's coming. Mommy sends you a greeting, son.
Naufal my son, if you want to go, go son Abi sincerely. Mommy too, but if you want to stay, we are very happy to welcome you.
Abi returned everything to Naufal, because Abi knew Naufal was not just ours.
Abi's hero, bismillah.
Amir tried to continue to say the language of the heart through the touch of a hand from behind the glass barrier that he loved her very much, apologizing to her that as a parent was still very far from perfect in welcoming his presence.
Hopefully Naufal does not regret having been present in the middle of Abi and Mommy yes dear.
A few minutes later. Tuuttts. Tuutt.
Doctors perform follow-up actions on the condition of a tiny baby who is not yet present to the world.
Amir brushed aside, as hard as he could, this was the best according to God. His heart was unceasingly praying that God would give a second miracle to their little family.
But apparently, the hope that Amir has not been able to penetrate 'Arsy, maybe they both do not deserve to be entrusted with something valuable, His.
"Sir Amir, sorry .. we have done our best" Doctor Amelia said softly lowered her head.
Amir only nodded faintly, busy holding back the clear liquid that slid out of his eye slit did not collapse easily.
"Can I kiss him?"
"Please sir, after the medical equipment is released. Please wait outside first."
Amir followed the doctor's directions, leaning his shaky body against one of the walls near the entrance, bracing his fingers to type a message on his Abah with great difficulty.
"Naufal Bah, he's gone home." Writings trained.
There was no reply, but the phone rang.
"Ikhlas ya Mir, your savings, Abah has asked the house people to prepare... Naufal bring it here first, let Runi see it and hold it for a second."
"Excite." His voice was increasingly raucous withstanding the sorrow.
Before long, Naufal had been handed over to him. Amir took him in a trap, to his wife's room.
When he arrived, it seemed that Aruni already had a premonition, he woke up reaching out to welcome Naufal.
Beyond Amir's expectations, his wife looks happy when Naufal is given by him to be held in his arms. He kissed a very small face with great love.
"Mommy's sincere, quiet adek there, dear mommy Naufal."
Aruni kissed all parts of his son's body to the satisfaction, stroking his face, down his curves, playing a thin little fingers, as well as jet black hair like his before being handed back to Abah and her husband.
"See you later, baby," she whispered in her naufal cute ears as she handed her hand slowly to Abah with a smiling face.
"Mas, Naufal smells great."
"Honey," they hugged for a long time in silence, no more sobs echoing.
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