AN EX? BUT MARRY YUK!!!
Chapter 222 Difficult
"It's Om drink first! Om must be thirsty" the princess gave back the water to Hariyanto. The boy's innocence made Hariyanto feel guilty.
"Why silence Om? Don't you want to drink Om?" ask the Princess who saw Hariyanto dumbstruck.
Edo who saw that wanted to step closer to the Princess. However Angela held Edo's hand with Angela's head shaking at Edo.
Edo did not move to the Princess and only saw Princess and Hariyanto. Cannot be denied. If those 2 people were father and son and after all Edo had to accept that reality. Because the real father is unlikely to change anything. His name will be blood that has flowed.
Same with Hariyanto. Want to dodge like anything. I want to do this and that and do anything. Staying hard does not acknowledge the Princess as her flesh and blood. But Hariyanto could not deny. If that innocent little brat with his face that looked like he didn't know anything it was his flesh blood.
His face was similar to Risya when Risya was a child. His slightly chatty manner reminded him of his little Risya. It made Hariyanto's tears come out. Without knowing it 2 girls who turned out to be hurt and how much a jerk he hurt 2 flesh blood.
"Why is Om crying? Did the Princess make a mistake?" ask Princess.
Hariyanto was unable to say anything just the cries Hariyanto let out. Crying regrets. Edo and Angela just saw how the father and son were. Maybe Edo's feelings are hurt and doesn't want the Princess to be with anyone.
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The daughter who finished meeting with Hariyanto by accident. Now back to les. While Edo and Angela are waiting for the Princess finished tutoring. They sat on one of the benches close to the Princess tutoring room.
"Mas!" reprimand Angela by holding Edo's hand.
"Will the Princess eventually not be with me?" asked Edo who was suddenly very afraid of it.
"What did you say, sir?" ask Angela.
"You can see Angela. Want as hard as I refuse and close my ears to the reality. But in essence the reality is in plain sight. If the Princess is the child she is" said Edo, who realizes that reality will not be possible to change.
A sense of disappointment and no spirit was seen on the sad face that looked full of thought.
"I understand your feelings. You love the Princess very much. You are very careful of the princess. You became a good father and sacrificed a lot for him. And I know your fear. But I also have no right to argue anything. Mas Edo maybe all this is not easy for you. But I just hope slowly that you can accept it and be wise in this action" Angela advised her lover carefully.
"Angela what I'm a bad guy. I'm not just separating the Princess from her birth mother. But also his father. Am I a bad person who commits a crime that is nobody. But I seem to have power over the Princess?" ask Edo.
"I can't answer your question. Because I have no right to answer anything. We just pray that there is the best way," said Angela.
"Father, mom!" call the Princess who has finished tutoring and run over to Edo and Angela.
"Darling is done?" tanya Angela rubbed the head of the Princess.
The Princess nodded her head and Edo said nothing but to look at the Princess alone.
"Let's go home!" bring Princess.
"Let's go home now" said Angela.
"Come papa. Why just shut up?" ask Princess.
Edo woke up from his daydream and just nodded his head. Then stand up straight. Very reasonable feeling not careless, worried and so on are mixed.
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"Why is the star its place in the sky reward?" risya asked with her head turned up. Sit down with Hariyanto. Where Hariyanto accompanied the young Risya in the garden to see the beautiful stars.
"Because the stars are deliberately in the sky to accompany the lonely moon" Hariyanto replied.
"So later if Risya lonely papa will accompany Risya continue?" ask Risya.
"Sure dong. Risya is the only son of papa. So if the loneliness of papa will be beside Risya," replied Hariyanto.
"So if mama gets angry with Risya. Papa will defend Risya?" ask Risya again.
"Indeed papa never defended Risya?" ask Hariyanto. Risya shook his head.
"So papa will be a tough guy who will always protect Risya and mama Risya that chatty we will exterminate and papa will not let mama or anyone hurt this beautiful papa's daughter," said Hariyanto with his voice made dashing like a hero that makes Risya laugh at the funny experiments of the father when mimicking the voice of a great person.
"Papa's cool. Papa will continue to be Risya's idol" said Risya who kissed Hariyanto's cheek.
Those childhood memories made Risya's tears come back out.
"Look at the Princess like Risya as a child. Very cute and talkative" said Hariyanto when he first met the Princess at the Company Party.
Remembering that made his heart even more sick. What else to remember the face of the Princess. The face of the child who often had a little fuss with him was without Risya the brother was his biological sister his blood and the blood of the Princess flowed the blood of the man who used to be his idol. It made Risya even sadder.
A hand was on his shoulder, holding a strong one that made him turn around. There is Arga who will always accompany Risya and Risya immediately embraced Arga.
"Why are you crying again?" tanya Arga hugged his wife tightly.
"Don't cry anymore for our child's pity" Arga said, reminding Risya.
Risya loosened that hug and looked at Arga's face. The direction held onto both of Risya's cheeks by wiping away those tears. Staring at Risya's face that was filled with sadness.
"Will our son be like me? Will he feel what I feel?" asked Risya with her hoarse voice.
"What are you saying Rishya. Don't think too far" said Arga.
"He used to love Mom a lot. I often tell you. If I were the luckiest woman living in a very happy family. I was so arrogant because of my mom and she never made a fuss. I was very arrogant for making him an Idol and always glorifying himself. Without me realizing all this time the man I wanted you to be seemed to have done the idolatry and all this time was just playing a show" said Risya with trembling lips who spoke as if afraid that everything would turn to him.
"It's a shame not all men are the same and I can't possibly do that. You don't think too far and don't assume that papa did it that way and then I'll do it,"
"Risya stop your thoughts that are too far away. Stop that unreasonable mind of yours. I love you so much and now when we get this great test God sends a fetus in your womb which means God is testing both of us,"
"I'm glad you've had all this and it's enough. You and I are people who love each other and believe in everything. So don't think of anything. Because we are both people who still love each other at any time" Arga said.
Arga hugged Risya again to calm Risya back down.
"One who makes a mistake don't equate me and anyone Risya" Arga said.
Risya did not speak anymore. It was natural for him to be afraid and lose faith in anything. It must have been very difficult for Risya to live with this reality and Arga always understood his wife's feelings.
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