AN EX? BUT MARRY YUK!!!
Episode 46 His heart.
Arga came home after work. He came home late because there was another meeting. Risya had already gone home first. Arga who entered his room and saw Risya who was already asleep. Because it was late at night. So Risya is very natural to have fallen asleep because Risya is also very tired.
Arga put her briefcase in place and approached Risya by loosening her tie and sat down beside Risya by looking at Risya's face. Risya did sleep on top of the bed because this was her turn. Not knowing what was on Arga's mind he just looked at Risya's face with a meaningful gaze.
Until Arga's hand finally touched Risya's cheek by gently rubbing the cheek and it turned out that it made Risya surprised and even woke up and was shocked to see Arga who was already nearby.
"Arga, what are you doing?" risya asked with a hoarse voice that suddenly saw Arga and surely Risya was astonished.
"I want to talk to you" said Arga. Risya who was still sleepy sat quietly by leaning on the head of the bed and rubbing her eyes, "I am still sleepy. What do you want to talk about?" risya asked in a hoarse voice that was still very sleepy and even very difficult to open her eyes.
"We're talking outside" Arga said.
Risya wrinkled her forehead hearing him, "why should talk outside. Just talk here. I was lazy again," said Risya with his complaint which was very lazy.
"Let's talk Risya!" teach Arga again with serious Arga in talking.
"Yes, then do not be long and be aware that the edges we are fighting," said Risya reminded first. Because indeed if he and Arga were to talk, surely the edges of the storm and no one gave up on each other.
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It turned out that Arga and Risya were talking not just outside the room or around the house. But outside the house and even they use a car that they go by car and stop on the road that can be said to be quite quiet.
It must make Risya wonder and his face do not ask what. His face was so panicked to see his surroundings with his heart that was deck-shaking and full of fear.
"That you were doing the trick of bringing me here. You're not planning anything. You have no intention of killing me and dumping me in the middle of the road" said Risya whose mind had gone everywhere. Yes Risya is like that. So do not be surprised by Risya whose mind is never positive.
Arga sighed and leaned on the car seat and Risya who was still confused by looking around her and looking towards Arga.
"Why are you silent?" risya asked in surprise with Arga.
"I'm deliberately asking you to talk here. Because I know that at home your voice will shout loudly and I don't want mama and papa Samapi disturbed" said Arga casually.
"Tell me after you get home from the Club what happens next. You were with Samuele in my apartment?" asked Arga who was straight to the point who asked Risya.
Risya was quite shocked that it turned out that Arga was discussing it.
"What I'm saying is very useful to you. Just saying that won't prove anything. So the words were just in vain. So I will definitely find the proof" Risya replied.
"Just tell Risya what happened?" arga asked with a look towards Risya.
"I don't know anything. I just celebrated my birthday with Syarla and Angela. Because you said you didn't come home and couldn't celebrate with me. I'm Rachel enjoying it and there were people taking me and I didn't know who they were. I tried to rebel. But I still remember that time I was hit and unconscious. And all of a sudden I was in the apartment with Samuel in bed in the circumstances you saw. But really Arga I did nothing with Samuel and I never cheated on him or cheated on you" explained Risya with teary eyes.
Just this time Risya had a chance to talk to Arga with a cold head and Arga heard it.
"If you have nothing to do with him. Why did we break up and a week later did you go out with her and it was as if you were justifying your betrayal of me?" ask Arga.
"That's because I hate you" said Risya pressing his voice and Arga looked at him.
"That you know me best. You know me the most. You know best where my weaknesses lie. You know what I'm going through and you know how to deal with me. You're the one who knows me best, Arga. But you became the first to leave me," Risya said with her tears falling.
"You know what happened 4 years ago. I was trapped with Samuel and on campus all my drunken Vidio scattered around campus. People think I'm a very bad woman, I'm despised at being cheap and really very disgusting. But the one who is always with me who will never let me know why? even being the first to leave me, being the first to be so disgusted to me without wanting to know the truth," obviously Risya with her tears that did not stop coming out which still hurt as Arga completely left her.
"And I went straight to Samuel because of you. Because your accusations are slowly destroying me and I want to be destroyed even more so that you are satisfied. and you see for yourself how ruined and messed up my life was when I went out with Samuel with Vio coming in with insults and everything I got,"
"But what are you thinking. When Samuel and Vio were sleeping together, when Vio was pregnant and you laughed mocking me saying quality without you ever thinking about my feelings Arga.
"I devastated Arga with everything I got. Because I don't have your trust. How can the person who knows best how I love me the most and who understands me the most and that man be the first to walk out of my life" said Risya.
"I hate you so much Arga, I'm so disappointed in you leaving me and giving me no chance and leaving me alone with those who insulted me. I have never felt vulnerable to the events I have experienced. But because you were the first to leave me. That's what makes me so disappointed in you" said Risya with tears coming out.
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