
The car output last year was traveling at medium speed on a toll that stretched a long distance in the island of Java. 10 minutes before the toll exit, which is located on the road, there is a truck traveling at high speed from the next lane and it turns out the truck experienced a brake blong, the truck driver spontaneously directly slammed the steering to the left, and the truck driver, right next door is our car and his office friend.
The sound of the ambulance began to understate after twenty minutes of a very gripping thing happened, Kamil who was limp helpless and powerless was like falling asleep on black asphalt with a shirt filled with blood spills, a nakes was checking his condition seemed to be very focused on looking for Kamil's veins, he said, the heartbeat on both hands could no longer be felt and the tip of his finger began to cool by itself, the nakes did not despair by bringing his ear closer to Kamil's chest and still did not listen to his heartbeat. in the end the other nakes check Kamil, after all the nakes are done like crossing their two hands which means Kamil is no longer alive.
Now our bodies have arrived at the nearest hospital and fingerprinted by the police to find out his identity, because all the one car with us was pronounced dead on the spot .
In the end, the news of this loss and sorrow reached the ears of our family and also Anala.
’’Halo, good afternoon" , greet a policeman across there.
“ya sir apa” replied our father.
“we from the side want to ask if this is kamil” family.
”ya sir, what is it?”, asked our father with a soul that began to be unsettled.
“begini sir, the father had an accident on the toll, and is now in hospital”.
It was as if it was immediately closed like being stabbed by a sword the feeling of his father was still.
“ya sir we will go directly to hospital” he replied stammering.
The dear child he once attended was a great lamp for father and mother and his presence is the dream of all parents, he said, timang diimbang while in sholawat aja until he fell asleep it is a very pleasant activity although the activity often makes physical fatigue but bathin always grateful with cheerful and laughable.
Now the cheer is gone, and there will be no more, the sweet smile is gone, the polite words are silent, only the treatment can be an invitation to send prayers as his accompaniment.
Taking off sincerely loved ones is difficult, but it must be passed and felt That is what our father imagined in the car to the house of Anala.
Anala who was busy in the kitchen, a little surprising when she heard a knock on her door, Anala immediately rushed to the source of the sound, and, and the voice was no stranger to him because it was the voice of his own father-in-law.
“Assalamualaikum Anala” her father-in-law started a conversation.
“waalaikumsalam dad, what's up dad?” anala replied while puzzled to see her father-in-law coming with a sad and worried expression.
“Anala let's go to the hospital, Kamil makas” our father immediately replied straightforwardly.
without thinking Anala directly changed her clothes and rushed off to the hospital.
In the car, Anala asked again something that had not satisfied her heart.
“father, kang kamil mother accident where?” ask her with teary eyes.
“at the toll boy, I know from the police who contacted my father, we pray well, may we be safe yes nak” replied our father who has great expectations.
“ya god, he well hopefully kang Kamil safe and not why-why” replied Anala accompanied by a drop of tears fell on her black hijab and Kamil's mother like to help calm her favorite daughter-in-law and now also they are pregnant with the love of both of their hearts.
“nak, whatever happens, this is the best destiny that we must pass and be grateful, mom and dad are there for you” , Kamil's mother's hand while holding the hand of Anala.
After arriving at the hospital, our father asked the whereabouts of his son to the hospital. Weight is indeed a step to accept everything, but this is a world game that we only as actors and have no power over all the applicable scenarios, sincerely, yes it is a feeling that must be trained from now on.
Hospital officials led Kamil's family into a room, seen on the edge of the alley, as the families of the victims sobbed over the loss of their family members, Anala immediately saw one of them that Anala knew, but Anala focused on finding the existence of kamil in each room with the hope that surely Kamil was still alive.
dengs.....
the step of the hospital attendant stopped in front of the bed on which there was a man who was greatly missed by his presence and love, but all his body was covered in white cloth and on the tip of his toes was written a name that was not expected to be written there.
The whole body seems stiff to see the destiny that is happening, sad, angry, hate everything merges into one.
Anala who seemed to be clasping her fingers tightly without her noticing was already millions of tears drenching her headscarf. Touching Kamil cheek gently, there is a very significant temperature change, yes it is very cold.
In the field from hair to toe, made Anala sit limp watching this all.
Kamil's parents who also felt a very deep sadness also drifted away by seeing the attitude of Anala to Kamil. So dear and love Anala to her children our parents are very grateful to have a daughter-in-law like Anala.
After the atmosphere began to calm the Kamil family took care of the return of the body to the home of the parents and will be buried at the burial place of their family.
In the hallway of the hospital, Anala looked drowned while her fingers showed her heart was beristighfar, and also stroking his belly that soon the fruit of their love will be born into the world and also the destiny of losing a father is given to him.
Kamil cemetery at the family cemetery has been done and the dead have started to move from the cemetery area that only live in the core family, only, Anala turned to a board that read her husband's name and in the span of birth and until the time of his death, the weight was indeed the burden that was borne by the husband and his best friend, it was, but Anala realized she had to go through all this because there would be a big responsibility for the child when she was born later, because her position would be a mother and father for her child.