
"Yes. I can't cook, actually. But I want to cook for you. So, I tried and it turned out to be quite difficult," Zoya replied with a small laugh. "This is a sign of my apology because this morning reflex kicked Mas Nio. I'm sorry, yeah. I was just shocked and reflexed to do that. Don't be angry anymore" he said with a sad face. "Sorry also yes, Mas, if the food is not good this is the first—"
The happy feeling that blushed hearing Zoya's sweet words really made Nio could not bear to kiss the ripe lips, Nio buried his lips fused with the lips of the wife. Not only sticking, Nio even dared to suck his wife's lower lip so gently as if he showed his happy feelings.
Zoya herself should not be asked how surprised she is. Even her hands were shaking from the impromptu kiss her husband gave her.
Long enough the man kissed her, until Nio realized. Hurriedly he took off his grumbling with his second breath gasping. Zoya's teary eyes. I don't know what the woman felt, making Nio misunderstand interpreting it again. He stood up shuffling his hair in frustration. Zoya must be disappointed and feel harassed again.
"I'm sorry, Zoya. I was really unintentional," Nio said looking at his wife who was still silently looking down. The man felt guilty for kissing without permission.
Nio squatted in front of his wife. He grabbed the woman's hand and clasped it tightly. "Sorry," said Nio back. "I'm sorry for kissing you without permission. I ... I got carried away. Your words, your actions today have really made me unable to bear this burning feeling."
Zoya cried rersedu-sedu heard it. Nio was panicking. "Zoya, I'm sorry. I promise I'll keep myself from touching you again. Don't cry."
Zoya looked at her husband. Looks a worry streak on his handsome face.
"Mas not disgusted by me?" ask Zoya with a mouthful.
Hearing that Nio's worried face turned confused. "What do you mean?" ask Nio.
"I'm a former woman, Mas. How could I touch me. This body has been touched by the damn man," Zoya said with a mouthful. "Even I myself am disgusted by this body. If I could exchange it, I'd love to exchange it." The woman grew sobbing after saying that.
"I'm not worthy of someone who takes care of me. I don't deserve to be touched by you." Zoya covered her face with such pain.
"Look at me, Zoya." Nio lifted the chin of the mother of one child until the eyes of the two met. "Don't talk like that, you're very valuable. Whether it's your body or what's on you. I don't think badly of you at all" he said gently.
"But I've been hurting Mas for a long time. I've always been rude to Mas and Rasya. Why do you keep defending me? Mas can get a lot better than me" isak Zoya with a sad look.
"If I say that I love you do you believe?"
Zoya was stunned to hear that. Although in his previous life he had heard that the man loved him, but he felt something different. If in the past life Nio said with anger, now the man said so softly.
Nio smiled wiping away the tears of his wife. "Yes, I love you, Zoya. Even before the night that happened."
Hearing that, Zoya was shocked. Before that fateful incident?
"May I tell you the truth? The reason that makes us what we are now? An explanation you never wanted to hear until your hatred for me was also Rasya so great?" tanya Nio looked at his wife.
"What do you mean? I did it because I wanted to, right? Mas also said Mas loves me so would want to have me even in that disgusting way!" cecar Zoya's.
If you recall what happened that night, he really hated Nio. Because of that man, his life was ruined.
"Not so, Zoya. You have to hear it first, so you know everything and don't keep misunderstanding me."
Finally, Zoya nodded, trying to hear the fateful incident from the mouth of the perpetrator directly.