Another Seed On My Wife's Womb
The real test is just beginning

"Ha-Pregnant? How can it be?" Without being able to control my mouth talking to myself, I seemed to deny what the doctor said.

"Of course you can. You are married, have already committed adultery, of course, will get pregnant if the fertilization is successful." said the female doctor with the age of about a century. That's not what I mean, I just came to her after six years, where could Novia be pregnant except? If there is already a fetus in her womb. Yes, because fertilization can't be that fast.

"Repheck Doc!" kekehku.

The doctor did a re-examination according to my orders, also by doing the ultrasound method to further convince me. But the results remain the same Novia is pregnant young.

Pain, tightness, also disappointment is amazing. I feel like I'm the dumbest guy in the universe. How can my loyalty for six years be paid for by the seed of someone growing in my wife's womb.

Is there someone out there who is my fate? If so I want to share a little of his pain in betrayal.

"How old is she?" I asked unconsciously.

"Three weeks" said the doctor.

Three weeks ago Novia was still in the land of people, it was confirmed the truth, the seed in Novia's womb was not mine, because I just came to her tonight after six years ago.

These lips are locked, this neck feels choked also my head as if someone hit a big hammer so I don't know what the pain level is as high?

The woman's doctor explained what can be done and what kind of style is safe to make love when pregnant young, also with spper ma fluid that should not be removed in the property of the couple, the doctor was rightly detailed explained. Even though I don't know what to explain next.

I flinch with thoughts far away, about what things Novia did in the Burj khalifa country. For a moment I closed my eyes to the tightness I was enjoying.

The doctor asked us about our marriage age, maybe the doctor was surprised at my reaction which seemed absentminded. How can I look good when I find my wife is pregnant with another man's seed. I felt like I wanted to scream to wake up Novia who was lying down because of the medicine from the doctor.

I really want to interrogate Novia right now about who is the father of the fetus she is carrying?

The doctor left without me noticing. My tears just slid without me being able to prevent it, ushering in the departure of the female doctor. It's more than just humiliation, betrayal and destruction. I was thrown very rough. My heart is very hurt.

My wife got pregnant, after our marriage at the age of 7. But that is not the case but who planted the seed in my field.

I couldn't stop the pace of these tears, which I felt were getting all over my face. I approached Novia's body, which was lying weakly on top of the patient's gurney. My hands clenched very tightly. A lot of questions I'm gonna ask him in the morning.

There was no sense of pity at all even though Novia was in pain because of me. It feels like if I strangle and eliminate Novia it's not enough to repair my damaged soul.

"My pride as a man has been scorned in such a sadistic way Novia. I don't seem to have any face, I'm guarding our marriage to ma lu Anku. But in return you gave me a big surprise. I turned down a lot of women for you Novia, but you. You grew another man's seed in your womb. I'm mad Novia, I'm disappointed." These damn tears kept pouring out as I expressed my disappointment in front of Novia. I look like a pathetic man.

I am fragile at this time. It is not only women who cry when their love is betrayed in fact, my strong and resilient soul as a man is powerless to withstand a broken day that only leaves the debris of love as big as a dust button. Where should I take this formless heart?

The whole night I cried over my misfortune, maybe if I played the previous debt it would not hurt this much. My household, which is on the verge of collapse, has now been seen cracking in all parts.

Until this morning before the eyes were not for a moment closed I was still waiting for Novia to ask the truth.

"Novian. Tell me honestly who's the father of that fetus?" I pointed at his queen's stomach.

Novia seemed to gasp at my question. Maybe she also does not know if she is pregnant, or indeed all this time Novia refused me because she was pregnant with another male fetus.

"Jawab my question Novia!" for the first time I snapped with overflowing anger.

"I don't know." Novia looked down, her gaze was sad as well with her two hands squeezing each other.

"It's impossible you don't know who the guy who raised you is." My circus sounds mean. As soon as his face lifted, his manic stared at me. Without being able to read the meaning of that gaze, Novia looked at me for some time which I did not manage to count.

"If so. Drop me a talaq today" said Novia flatly without expressiveness. His face water was not rippling at all.

I was much more surprised when Novia asked for my talaq. This really surprised me more than the Novia pregnancy news.

"You've planned this, huh? You want to dump me when you're, you're already on the cusp of glory. You-"

"Not to worry, I will share everything we have, even though in my name, you are responsible for maintaining and developing it. I'm not a greedy person who will only enjoy our possessions alone." Novia said so, without even daring to look at me. Novia turned her gaze.

"You're not greedy, but you want to cheat on me, right? You want me to divorce you then you'll marry the baby's father and live happily on top of my suffering. Then I will be miserable after that. You have the Novia! You're really fucking right." My rafters. Novia still shut her mouth tight,

Either Novia was thinking about what I said or Novia was justifying all my prejudices

this can't happen. It would have been nice if Novia had we parted, her love would not have been me anymore. But my love is still her, I wouldn't be helped if Novia was with another man.

"I wonder what's really in your head? When you do something you know it hurts me a lot."

Novia still silenced her gaze and ripples of face I could not read at all.

I kept quiet as well as Novia, none of our family knew Novia was in the hospital because of me.

It would be a big surprise for our extended family if they knew Novia was pregnant with another boy.

What kind of temptation is this God? I want to feel like I'm complaining about everything or overhauling my destiny and my life.

From the beginning of our relationship was not blessed, until we dated quietly, got pregnant out of wedlock and had an early marriage. Novia had to fall into the brunt of us who had nothing, I also had to give up my first love working in the country of people for the sake of our business capital. After everything I've been through with great feeling, I think our lives will be happy after being apart for a few years.

This is a great disgrace, both for me and Novia, as much as I can cover up my wife's disgrace, and have to admit the bastard child as my son, otherwise I will laugh at my stupidity. But it won't be easy for you Novia, I want to avenge every pain you inflict on me.

My shadow, after Novia comes back we will live happily and have a few children. But takdhir life is not as sweet as my shadow.

I guess my household ordeal is over. The real ordeal has just begun.