
I was born different.
My mom and dad said I was born different. I don't have what anyone else should have.
I don't know what it is, but it's a part of the human self that is very important and must be possessed.
It is useful to help humans socialize in society and also to control some things from within humans.
That, something very important but unfortunately I don't have it!
I don't know why I don't have it. I have to have it so people don't hate me.
So that people don't call me a 'villain'.
Although I remember. I never did anything bad. But why do people always hate me even my parents?
I recall...
I once killed my pet cat and then split his stomach because I was so curious why his stomach was getting bigger and bigger.
What is it because it contains fat, is pregnant or contains something else.
It made me feel angry at Dad. I don't know why?
I was so upset with my father that I cut off the head of the chicken in the cage and drowned his beloved dog into the sea. I did it because my dad loved the animals so much.
But again I was beaten, until my face was bruised, if only my sister had not complained to me. I may not be beaten so badly.
I then punished my sister by dipping her head in the bathtub, I just wanted to punish her but my mother suddenly came and wanted to kill me she said. "You're a crook" while choking my neck.
I don't know where my mistake is? I just wanted to punish my brother.
I was so confused by myself and the attitude of the people around me, they didn't seem to like me.
They looked at me fearfully as if I was going to take their lives. Is it all because I'm different? but it wasn't my fault, was it?
I don't know what to do?
I've heard that people will find any solution when they pray to God.
And for the first time I prayed sincerely to God, I asked that everyone like me and that I would not become a criminal.
I don't want to be a bad person, I want to be like the others. I don't want to be hated. Even in any way.
From that moment on, I started wearing a mask. I started pretending to be the best kid in the world.
That way I might be liked by both my parents and my sister.
I'll listen to what you and your mom say, I'll love my sister. I won't scold him.
But...
God never answered my prayers.
Both my parents were killed and so was my sister. They died in front of me. I saw them burn in the house.
"Please forgive us!"
"Please forgive us"
Their screams echoed in my ears.
But strangely I felt nothing, I did not cry, I did not even feel sorry for them.
Maybe because I was born different?
I don't know...
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^^^Friday, 12 November^^^
On a cloudy Friday afternoon, a large number of new students from the Faculty of Law flocked out of a room. Little smiles were on each of their faces, relieved and free. As if you were freed from the clutches of death.
No wonder the article in the afternoon that they had just finished attending the lecturer class most killer sefakultas Hukum. Mr. Evan.
Likewise with Gilda who felt free from the grip of the killer lecturer. As a new student at the Faculty of Law, inevitably Gilda must undergo the lecture process whatever challenges that will be faced later. Including facing killer lecturers who are feared by all Law students.
As usual, Gilda was picked up by her brother, Gilbran. But today was different, Gilda had almost thirty minutes to wait for Gilbran's arrival, but the man did not come.
Time showed at six past thirty-nine minutes, still no sign of the presence of the brother to pick him up.
The sky is also slowly getting darker indicating that the night is coming soon. While waiting for Gilda to continue to contact her brother.
"Oh... What are you doing?!" Gerrymandering annoyed. It's not usually Gilbran to be late for the pick-up.
The atmosphere of the campus is slowly getting quieter, the parking area and the front road of the Faculty of Law begin to look spacious. Anxiety begins to haunt Gilda, the campus begins to appear gripping.
"This brother!" Gilda said, annoyed with fear.
The 18-year-old woman did not want to wait anymore, she planned to leave the quiet place and walk towards the campus gate. At least there are still quite a lot.
His desire was further strengthened when suddenly the lamp on the row of the Faculty of Law was extinguished.
Gilda finally decided to walk slightly towards the gate. About 800 meters. The atmosphere on Friday night seemed quiet. There are also no vehicles that pass anymore, even public transportation that usually goes in and out of the campus area is also no one to pass anymore.
University of Nusa Cendana which is the largest university in the province. Indeed famous campus is famous for its magnitude even if calculated area of about 1000 m² includes twelve faculties. Although fairly broad, one thing to remember that part of the campus area is still in the form of trees and shrubs.
The sky has changed, the night has come. Gilda was still walking, afraid and worried she felt as soon as she saw the night breeze crashing through the trees causing her own horror.
It was quiet, cold and dark that was the condition that could be described that night. With the help of a flashlight, Gilda kept walking, while continuing to call Gilbran.
Walked.
Walk and keep walking.
"So come on, lift up!" Gilda started to panic when she felt someone following her.
"Hey lady, I called you from earlier" someone approached Gilda. Looks like he's also a student there, it's visible from the clothes he wears.
Gilda was somewhat surprised by the appearance of That Student.
"You surprised me" said Gilda rather surprised, although in her heart she felt a little relieved, apparently there were still people on campus.
The student smiled "my name is Nadira, what is your name?"
"I'm Gilda"
"Let's walk together to the gate, I'm afraid to walk alone" Nadira asked
"Yes" Gilda called.
They also walked together to the gate, they talked about many things, including getting to know each other, introducing names, the origin of faculty and residence
"Oh yeah why did you come home last night, was there a lecture?" Ask Gilda on the way.
"No, I'm just looking for prey"
Gilda frowned, she was a little confused by Nadira's reply, But she didn't think too much about it and continued walking.
"Do you know who my prey is tonight?" Nadira said something strange.
"Huh?"
"You. You are my prey" Unexpectedly Nadira directly stabbed Gilda in the stomach with a knife that was hidden in her pocket.
Gilda seemed surprised to also feel pain in the abdomen because a knife managed to penetrate her skin and flesh.
"_Aakh_" Gilda was sitting limply holding her stomach, she tried to close the wound to prevent more severe bleeding.
Trtr...
At the same time Gilda's phone rang showing a call from Gilbran.
Gilda quickly answered the call "sister to please" she said with great difficulty.
Realizing that Gilda was on the phone, Nadira immediately grabbed Gilda's phone.
"...Gil what's going on?" The panicked voice of a man sounded from across there.
"Gilda?"
"Sir to please" Gilda's voice sounded softly.
"Gil, what's going on?"
"i killed him" whispered Nadira.
"Who is this, hey this is sia___".
Then Nadira quickly disconnects the phone call then turns off Gilda's phone and dumps the phone as far as possible.
"Follow me" by pulling Gilda's hair, Nadira then took Gilda to the bushes to hide their whereabouts.
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Gilbran is a 23-year-old man, he is a young businessman who is quite successful in Kupang City and runs a used car buying and selling business.
For relatives and acquaintances, Gilbran is known as an older brother who is very protective of his sister, Gilda. Even for the shuttle he's ready.
But today because of a problem that occurred his used car dealer made Gilbran late to pick up Gilda. So busy, he also did not have the opportunity to inform Gilda.
Gilbran who could contact his sister at night even got a disaster. Gilda is now with the bad guys.
Without waiting any longer, Gilbran headed straight towards the campus.
"Wait for Gilda, you'll be there soon" he drove his bike at high speed, no matter what the rain started to fall.
Until he arrived at the University of Nusa Cendana, he entered the entrance of the campus and went to the Faculty of Law to find his sister.
"Gilda!" call him.
"Gilda!"
Gilbran decides to leave after not finding Gilda's whereabouts. In his search along the streets of the campus even on the terrace of each building was not found the existence of Gilda, the rain that fell so heavy in the night of November that witnessed the persistence of an older brother who was looking for his sister.
"Huh okay, I need to calm down. Gilda will be fine" Gilbran pulled over and called someone.
"What's wrong with Gibran?" There was the sound of someone across there.
"Hello Tommy. Gilda's in danger. Help me find him!" Gilbran.
"What really happened, brother?".
Gilbran told Tommy everything.
"Calm down, Brother Gilbran, everything will be fine. You better tell the police I'll try to find him in some bunker place" Tommy said.
Gilbran took a deep breath and exhaled slowly "alright"
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While at a nearby Police Station, Gilbran begins to tell the chronology of Gilda's disappearance to a member of the police.
"We can't follow up on this case because it hasn't been 24 hours your sister disappeared" said the police officer.
"Sir, I spoke to my sister on the phone asking for help. My sister is with a stranger ", Gilbran said with great emphasis.
The cop let out a long sigh then got up from the stand "follow me, we'll find your sister together"
Seriate...