Aqidah Love
Sacrificing Feelings

"Abang all day seems to avoid Fafa, even though there are important things that we have to talk about!" he added with a full suppressor at the end of the sentence Fatiya said.

Daniel's heart was beating fast. 'What would Fafa talk about, has something to do with Santi? Does Fafa know everything?' daniel asked with a feeling of anxiety.

"I'm here, also because there's something I want to say, brother," Daniel said shortly after the young man fell silent. The young man's hands broke out in cold sweat and his heart pounded even more, Daniel let out a long sigh in order to be a little calmer.

"What is that, Bang?" ask Fatiya.

Daniel did not immediately answer because Miss Saidah was seen approaching them with warm tea for Daniel, Ms. Saidah also brought a plate of fried bananas that still reflected hot smoke.

Apparently, Ms. Saidah had been in the kitchen quite a while since frying bananas first.

"Please drink the tea, son Daniel," said Bu Saidah gently while saving

a glass of warm tea and a plate of fried bananas on the table.

"Thank you, ma'am," replied Daniel.

"Oh yes, Brother. I just read a message from you earlier while in the hospital, so I decided to come straight here," said Daniel who diverted the discussion because Mr. Saidah was sitting there.

"Who's sick?" fatiya asked, the cute girl's forehead shriveled deep.

"Mama, sir" said Daniel, looking at Fatiya with a look that turned sad.

"What's the pain of Daniel's mother?" tanya Bu Saidah with a worried face.

"Just tired, Mom," Daniel told a lie. The young man had indeed made up his mind to be honest with Fatiya, but not in front of Bu Saidah because Daniel knew, Fatiya's mother had a history of weak hearts.

"Oh, may his mother soon be healthy again yes, son Daniel," do'a sincere Ms. Saidah.

"Aamiin .. thank you, Mom," replied Daniel.

"Yes, I want to rest first. You guys talk not overnight, yes," said Bu Saidah while looking at the wall clock.

Daniel nodded, understood.

"Sir, I apologized to you earlier," said Daniel, who looked very nervous, after Ms. Saidah entered the inner room.

"I'm sorry? For?" Fatiya looked at the black netra of the young man before her, making Daniel instantly turn his gaze because he felt so guilty towards the future wife.

"I'm confused, Dik, where to tell this from" Daniel said. The young man took a deep breath and then exhaled heavily.

Daniel also restores the rough hair, guilt, worry and fear, mixed into one, to make Daniel become very agitated.

"Don't tell me what's going on?" ask Fatiya. "What would you say, something to do with Santi?" guess Fatiya with a feeling that starts to go awry. The hijab girl was afraid, if it turned out that what Santi told her this morning, was true.

Daniel looked at Fatiya with a difficult look, the young man's lips quivering as if he was about to say something, but Daniel was unable to say it. Fatiya's husband-to-be just nodded weakly, with the net starting to glaze over.

"I-I'm sorry, brother," Daniel said in a choked voice in his throat.

Silence, greet the living room. Only the tears of the two young people were visible and described their feelings.

Daniel with all his regrets and deep guilt towards the lover, while Fatiya with his disappointment and anger held back.

"I'm sorry, Sister. I'm self-absorbed" I'm Daniel with a quivering voice.

Fatiya. "Four years together, Bang ...," said Fatiya in between sobs. "I've always kept my loyalty and my honor, for my brother." Fatiya looked at Daniel with a look that Daniel could not understand.

"I know that, Brother. You are a good girl" Daniel said.

Silence, the two went back to silence.

"Sister, can't you forgive me?" daniel asked to break the silence.

"I know this must be very painful for you, Sister. I still hope, you're willing to forgive me and give me a second chance." Daniel looked at Fatiya, expectantly.

Fatiya was still speechless, the girl's tears were still pouring down.

"Over this time, we've been in a relationship with all the differences that exist and we've been able to get through them together, sister, so we can be at this point."

"So, I also hope ... we can get through all this, together anyway," beg Daniel.

"Bang Daniel is right, so far we have been able to overcome all these differences but the problem is different now, Bang. Confidence is a very principle problem, which is related to common sense and conscience, but we have found the common ground of the problem." Fatiya wiped away the tears with the tip of her hijab.

"While loyalty is another matter of principle, one that deals with feelings, Bang. Fafa doesn't know what to say, but Fafa can't accept betrayal."

Fatiya's lips shook again, tears continued to fall soaking the cute face of the hijab girl when imagining the future husband sleeping with his own close friend.

Silence was created between the two.

"Sorry, Sister. Is this because there's already that young man?" ask Daniel full of questions.

"Who do you mean, brother?" ask Fatiya.

"The young man who brought you home" replied Daniel.

Fatiya shook her head quickly. "This has nothing to do with Mas Akbar, Bang, but purely the problems we are facing right now" said Fatiya.

Daniel breathed a heavy sigh. "So, you can't forgive me and give me a chance, brother?" daniel asked after how many moments the two fell silent.

"I have given up, Dik and am willing to follow your aqidah as long as we can be together. Now, I hope ..you are also willing to sacrifice a little, so that we can stay together."

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