Arrogant Wife Forcing Marriages (Indonesia)
Chapter 40 (Reason)
Mo An an attempted to talk to Li Yongfan but the man did not ponder on him. Even now he was not allowed to enter his room. Mo An an knew his relationship with Li Yongfan from the beginning was indeed no hope of being together for longer but da did not expect their relationship to be messed up like this even this man was unwilling to meet him. Should he give up now, after all he had sacrificed to be with her.
“Please, let me meet him”
“I'm sorry, miss Mo, but director Li is busy and ordered on me not to let you disturb”
“Please,only briefly”
“forgive me, miss Mo.I can't go against the order”
Mo An an sighed. Maybe he should find another way to talk to her
LI Yongfan tried hard to avoid mo An an, he had already told his secretary to block mo An An from entering. He had also told the security guards at his ministry to confront him. Li Yongfan tried to focus on his work. There are many things to do, especially some meetings that he must attend, especially the evening party.
Li Yongfan's phone rang while he was chatting with some businessmen attending the party.
“Hallo”
“Director Li...Miss Mo won't leave even if we ask for it. He has remained in front of the gate since noon”
“What? Why are you just reporting. Quickly make him go”
Li Yongfan uttered it coldly but he was actually worried, winter had come and the woman was still outside.
“We've done it, but Miss An insists on waiting for you”
Li Yongfan sighed.
“Tell him I won't be back”
Li Yongfan then turned off his phone. He was sure that this way Mo An an would definitely leave but Li Yongfan still felt uneasy. He finally decided to return home. When he reached home, he saw the security guards still persuading Mo An an but the woman was still standing in front of the gate.
The woman was wearing minimal clothing. She just wears a thin dress. Li Yongfan got out in the car. Mo An an looked towards the car.
“Li” Director
“What are you doing? “
“Director Li, I want to chat with you”
“I'm busy, go home”
Li Yongfan got back in the car and drove Mo An's tap car against him.
“Mo An an get away”
“No, I won't get rid of”
“Whatever, if you don't love your life”
Li Yongfan drove forward his car but Mo did not move at all. He knew he was crazy but he had no other way. Li Yongfan stopped his car right in front of him.
“Mo An an”
“Li Yongfan, give me a chance to talk after I will not appear in your life again and I will also leave the office”
“Do not say nonsense”
“I'm serious. If you don't want to then I won't leave your house”
Li Yongfan sighed.
“Baik”
Mo An an smiled happily, he finally stepped aside and let the car pass. Mo An an waited for Li Yongfan at the door.
“ Li Yongfan I..”
“We can talk inside, very cold outside”
Mo An an nodded. Li Yongfan entered the password then they entered.
“ Say, what you want to say”
“Li Yongfan, I did marry Bai Yuchen but I never loved her”
Li Yongfan just kept silent his expression was still flat.
“ I married her only because I felt desperate when you finally got to Shen Fengyin”
“Didn't you also support my relationship and Shen Fengyin”
“That's true, but that doesn't mean I wasn't hurt. I know I'll never have you. At first I just wanted to date her but when I went to A country and saw you become a happy family with Shen Fengyin I finally decided to marry her because I thought there was no chance for me to be with you”
“Then, why Bai Yuchen?”
“Because he proposed to me then so I accepted, but really I can never forget you. Bai Yuchen was always mad at me not even reluctant to be rude every time I mentioned your name and I couldn't stand it, she repeatedly threatened me to let me forget you but I couldn't. even if he hits me or threatens to kill me but I don't want to forget how I feel about you”
“You remember that night? The night I surrendered myself to you?”
Li Yongfan nodded.
“At that time, I was still Bai Yuchen's wife but I threw myself at you and seduced you. She knows that I'm having an affair, she's very angry and you know she's destroying my uterus and making it hard for me to have children. I'm in pain every day and you know what I think, I just think of you”
“I filed a divorce with her but Bai Yuchen refused so I left her . I left him and followed you. Don't you think I'm so crazy about you? Don't you think I'm a scary woman?”
Li Yongfan did not respond to anything.
“Women like me deserve to be Ny. Li that's my reason why I refused to marry you since the beginning of”
Mo An an sighed.
“That's what I wanted to tell you. I won't bother you anymore and I won't appear in your life again”
Mo An an put the brown envelope on the table.
“This money my concession”
“where did you get this money? An, did you get in touch with another man to get this money?”
“What do you care for? Women like me don't deserve you to worry about”
Mo An an turned around, but before he could get out, he paused for a moment.
“Master Li, I've spent my whole life with this crazy love for you. I know you must be bothered with this so I've decided I'll start forgetting you and living my life without you”
“I too... won't interfere with your family's life when you finally find another woman. Goodbye, big brother Fan”
Mo An an was already pondering over this, about his past indiscretions and ended up destroying his own life. Mo An an slowly stepped out. Li Yongfan was still silent, his hands clenched, the last words Mo An spoke ringing in his ears.
‘No, I can't lose it’
Li Yongfan came out and looked for Mo An An, he did not expect that Mo An an had already left his ministry. Li Yongfan ran and when he saw a woman walking with her head down, he immediately ran towards her and pulled her hand and dropped her in his arms.
“Li Yongfan”
“An, don't go. You've done so much to be by my side then why did you give up so easily”
Li Yongfan did not care anymore even though Mo An an had once married another man and that man was Bai Yuchen but now he would make Mo An his and Mo An an would always be being hers.
“Come, we register our marriage as soon as possible”
Mo An was surprised.
“Li Yongfan, you've heard my past, haven't you? Aren't you afraid of me? This horrible woman? I don't hesitate to be possessive if you tie me”
“Yes, you can do it”
Li Yongfan lowered his head and kissed Mo An an.
“I will not connect with any other woman besides you in the future and you should also promise me, no matter how angry you are with me, never get involved with another man”
“Alright, I understand”
Mo An an met Shen Fengyin and returned the money he borrowed. Currently they were in a cafe not far from Shen's company.
“What's your problem with big brother Fan is done?”
Mo An an nodded.
“I've explained to her and she's still going to marry me”
“Then did you tell him about your daughter?”
Mo An an clasped his glass tightly when he heard Shen Fengyin's question. He put down his glass. Then shake.
“I'm not ready to give yepya”
“An, but big brother Fan should know about this. Don't you want to bring your daughter?”
“Are you not worried about him?”
Mo An an was speechless, she had never thought about her daughter before this but every time she saw Rui and was close to Rui, she started thinking about her daughter. The daughter she left because of her obsession with love, would her daughter still want to admit it if she discovered what her mother had done. Actually if Li Yongfan didn't hold her by her side, he would look for his daughter and take her away leaving Bai Yuchen, but he wasn't sure if it was possible for his daughter to be by the side of the mother who had left him and didn't care about her.
“I'm worried, but I'm not sure if she'll accept a mother like me and maybe she'd prefer Bai Yuchen, she's been taking care of her since childhood”
“but, An. You're still his mother, he's gonna miss you. You don't want to see him?”
Shen Fengyin was reminded of the past, Li Huan Rui was always trying to find attention and she knew a child needed her mother's affection.
“I want to but I'm still not ready if he rejects me. I need ” time
Shen Fengyin only sighed. Shen Fengyin's phone shook. He looked at the name on the screen, he suddenly remembered that he had an appointment with Li Yongsheng and Li Huan Rui.
“Hallo”
“My wife, where are you?”
“I'm at a cafe near Shen company. I'll be going to cinema” soon
“Alright, Rui and I are waiting for you”
Shen Fengyin then turned off the phone.
“You have an appointment with Li Yongsheng? Are you dating her?”
Mo An an could still hear their conversation on the phone.
“Yes. I gotta go. I'll drop you”
“No need, you just go first”
“Alright, see you”
Li Huan Rui and Li Yongsheng were waiting in front of the room, Li Huan Rui was so excited.
“Little rui, you look excited. Is this your first time?”
“No, papa Fan once took me to watch also “
“Oh”
Li Yongsheng was actually still uncomfortable when Li Huan Rui called his brother papa but after all Li Huan Rui had gotten used to that call on Li Yongfan so he would not force his son.
“Papa, isn't that mama”
Shen Fengyin looked hard to get past the people with her wheelchair.
“Little rui, wait here briefly”
Li Yongsheng approached Shen Fengyin.
“ My wife, come Rui is waiting for us”
Li Yongsheng pushed the wheelchair.
“You don't have to do this. I can myself”
“It's okay, I want to do it for you”
Li Yongsheng brought Shen Fengyin into the room. Li Huan Rui smiled and greeted her mother.
“Mama, finally mommy is coming. Come on, we're in”
The three of them entered but there was no one but them. Li Yongsheng and Li Huan Rui were confused.
“You can choose any seat. I rented this place?”
“You rented this place?”
Shen Fengyin nodded. Li Huan Rui ran over to pick a seat. Li Yongsheng helped Shen Fengyin sit on the chair even though Shen Fengyin refused his help, but Li Yongsheng remained stubborn. The lights were turned off, the three of them had used three-dimensional glasses. Li Huan Rui enjoyed the movie they were watching.
“Wife, didn't you spend a lot of money on this?”
The space where they were watching seemed like a special room and also Shen Fengyin rented this place on a weekend was not the price must be high.
Shen Fengyin did not want Li Huan Rui to be distracted by the noisy sounds of others so she deliberately rented a room and she also did not want others to notice her. Li Yongsheng smiled listening to Shen Fengyin's reply. He suddenly kissed Shen Fengyin's cheek. The woman was surprised.
“My wife is very good”
Li Yongsheng whispered right in Shen Fengyin's ear and made Shen Fengyin feel uneasy. He tried to ignore it and focus on watching the movie.
After watching them walk in the mall. Li Huan Rui wanted to go to the game zone so Shen Fengyin simply followed him. Li Huan Rui tried almost all the games and Li Yongsheng accompanied him to play.
“Rui, what if we bet. Who can get a doll for mama”
“Baik”
“No need to do that, i..”
“It's okay mom. Rui will get the most cute doll for mama”
Li Huan Rui inserted a coin he started pulling the brush and pressing the button but failed. He repeatedly failed and made Li Huan Rui leave this matter to his father.
“Papa, now papa” turn
“Baik”
Li Yongsheng looked serious and carefully pulled the brush and pressed the button. He could do it with just one try. Li Huan Rui clapped his hands. Li Yongsheng picked up a small teddy doll with a heart image on his chest. Li Yongsheng knelt down.
“Wife, this is for you”
Shen Fengyin hesitantly took it.
“Papa, how did papa do it?”
“Don't know, papa just imagined your mama's face and it worked. Looks like this is luck of the goddess of love”
“Is it like that?”
“Li Yongsheng, don't talk nonsense to your son. Honey, let's play another game”
Li Huan Rui nodded, he ran and played a shooting game. He also met a boy and they played together. Li Yongsheng and Shen Fengyin were just watching him from behind.
“Wife, did someone ever give you a doll like I did”
“Yes, ever”
“Oh, who is it?”
Li Yongsheng was still trying to act calm. Although it sounds obvious a hint of jealousy.
“Kakek shen. When I was a kid grandpa tried this game for me but he failed to even spend a lot of coins then grandpa got angry and said
‘no need to use this game, grandpa will buy you a nicer doll and grandpa take me to the doll shop and buy all the dolls in store for me”
Shen Fengyin chuckled as she recalled that.
“Shen family wasted too much money”
“I know, but how else is the Shen family's money too much”
Shen Fengyin smiled but slowly Shen Fengyin's smile dimmed, when thinking of her grandfather she became yearning for him.
“Did you miss Grandpa Shen? What if after this we go to eat Shen”'s grandfather
Shen Fengyin nodded, it has been a long time since she had gone to her grandfather's grave. He suddenly remembered something.
“We're also going to eat my papa too?”
“Papa?”
Shen Fengyin nodded.
“Yes, my biological father. First young master Shen”
Shen Fengyin had never been to his father's meal but his grandfather often went to the tomb of his father and grandmother but back then he had not known that the meal was his father. Maybe if she hadn't met her mother, she wouldn't have known that her father was dead
Shen Fengyin, Li Huan Rui and Li Yongsheng went to the tomb. It was not difficult to find the tomb of the Shen family, and next to the tomb of his elder brother was written the name Shen Xichu. He was sure that this was his father. Shen Fengyin introduced her son.
“Grandfather Shen, grandmother Shen and father-in-law, introduce me Li Yongsheng Shen Fengyin's ex-husband but we will be back together again. Grandfather, grandmother, and father-in-law, I promise you I will take care of and care for Shen Fengyin and your grandchildren”
Li Yongsheng bowed and said it sincerely.
“Hey, what are you doing?”
“I asked for permission. In the past, we just got married so this time I'll ask permission”
Shen Fengyin could see the sincerity of what Li Yongsheng said. Could it be that this man was sincere to her, could he believe her this time.
Shen Fengyin had originally only intended to drive them home but Li Huan Rui whined to ask her to have dinner and stay over. Shen Fengyin obeyed the wishes of her son. Li Huan Rui was delighted.
“Papa, use this opportunity ok”
Li Huan Rui whispered to his father. Li Yongsheng only smiled at the idea of his son. Shen Fengyin asked her driver to send her clothes. Li Yongsheng pushed back Shen Fengyin's wheelchair and headed into the room.
“I'll prepare food for you. Little Rui can bring mom isahat”
“Good papa”
Little Li Huan Rui helped her mother into the room. In this apartment there were only two rooms which was why Shen Fengyin had initially hesitated to stay over.
“What is this papamu” room
Li Huan Rui nodded. Li Yongsheng's room has not much furniture there is not even any addition other than the one he prepared – mattresses, cupboard .
“How about room to three?”
“Room to 3 places papa saves book”
“Oh”
“Mama, you can rest here. Rui will call mama when papa is done”
Shen Fengyin nodded. When Li Huan Rui walked out Shen Fengyin ran her wheelchair closer to Li Yongsheng's bed. Shen Feng looked at a picture frame, it was a photo of the three of them as a child – Li Yongsheng, Shen Fengyue and Shen Fengyin. Originally the photo was only Li Yongsheng and Shen Fengyue but Shen Fengyin interrupted and took the picture. He did not even hesitate to embrace Li Yongsheng's hand, considering the photo made him feel ashamed. Shen Fengyin looked at the puppet she was carrying, could it be that Li Yongsheng was also giving the puppet as he got it. Shen Fengyin sighed, she brushed off the thought because she did not want to remember Li Yongsheng and Shen Fengyue's past.
Shen Fengyin climbed onto the bed slowly, she could even smell the manly scent of the pillow, could this pillow Li Yongsheng used. Shen Fengyin felt at ease and slowly closed her eyes.
Shen Fengyin did not know how long she had slept, when she heard Li Yongsheng call her name. Shen Fengyin always slept lightly so it was not difficult to wake her up.
“Wife, food is ready”
Li Yongsheng said softly.
“Baik”
Shen Fengyin got off the bed and grabbed her wheelchair. He refused the help of Li Yongsheng who wanted to help him. Li Yongsheng opened the door and they headed to the dining table. The little guy looks impatient to eat.
“You made it?”
Shen Fengyin was surprised to see the complete cuisine served on the table. Li Yongsheng nodded.
“Although not as luxurious as the restaurant food but I'm sure it tastes good because your husband is cooking lovingly for wife”
“ You so start talking nonsense” often
Li Yongsheng smiled, it seems that his wife is not the type of woman who likes to be seduced.
“Alright, let's eat”
Li Yongsheng placed the food in the bowls of Li Huan Rui and Shen Fengyin before filling his possessions.
Li Yongsheng was in the living room, he was working on something on his laptop.
“You haven't slept?”
Shen Fengyin who could not sleep came out of the room and saw the living room lights still on. Li Yongsheng turned his gaze from the laptop and saw Shen Fengyin approaching. The man quickly looked back at the laptop.
‘Sial, what do you think the woman is wearing thin pajamas in front of her’
“Are you busy?”
Li Yongsheng nodded.
“What you're working on”
“A software”
Shen Fengyin was now beside him. Li Yongsheng was able to inhale the scent of lemon, probably because Shen Fengyin used the same soap as him but why did this bother him. Li Yongsheng had never been bothered before when he was serious even when Chen Xixi was beside him back then he could still concentrate but this time he could not concentrate, he did not even dare to look to the side.
Shen Fengyin actually wanted to have Li Yongsheng chat but the man seemed to be busy even responding to him nonchalantly.
“Do I bother you?”
Li Yongsheng did not say anything but in his heart shouted, he was a normal man and currently the woman he loved was wearing pajamas and was next to him, how he was not bothered.
Shen Fengyin felt ignored, she was a little annoyed.
“ Hey, can you do your job in the workspace. I can't sleep and want to watch tv”
“Ok”
Li Yongsheng picked up his laptop and moved into the study. Shen Fengyin sat on the sofa carefully then turned on the TV. Actually Shen Fengyin rarely watched tv, usually she was busy checking documents or sleeping but there were no more documents she needed to check and she could not sleep because she had slept before. Shen Fengyin was only watching the midnight news. Shen Fengyin slowly started to get sleepy, she slowly closed her eyes.
Li Yongsheng started to get sleepy, he went back to the living room to sleep but who would have thought Shen Fengyin was sound asleep on the sofa. The man sighed. His sleepy eyes were no longer sleepy. The man tried hard to contain himself as he held Shen Fengyin and carried her into the room.
He pulled out a blanket to cover Shen Fengyin's body. He was about to return when a delicate hand grabbed his hand.
“Where are you going?”
“Back to the living room”
Li Yongsheng did not look towards Shen Fengyin at all. It made Shen Fengyin smile.
“You need rest, sleep next to me”
“Shen Fengyin, I'm a man. Don't you think about risk when you offer this”
Li Yongsheng tried to be calm.
“If I was a woman in general of course I would be wary but right now I am just a disabled woman, It is impossible if you would be lured to me”
“You underestimated yourself too”
“Isn't that the truth. You didn't even look at me and ignore me”
Li Yongsheng sighed.
“Shen Fengyin, do you know why I ignored you?”
“Because I'm not attractive, isn't that so”
“Just the contrary. Shen Fengyin, I am a normal man. I might not be able to control myself if I noticed you. You know even I can't concentrate because you”
Shen Fengyin was silent.
“Fengyin, don't seduce me like this ,ok? I don't want to force you before I get your heart but I might not be able to hold back if.”.
“No need to hold back. Mr. Li, I am not a girl that you need to treat with care and neither have we ever done before then for what restraint to your lover this”
Li Yongsheng looked towards Shen Fengyin and smiled mischievously.
“Alright, so my lover wants me too. So I don't need to hold back”
Li Yongsheng climbed onto the bed and kissed Shen Fengyin.
“You nervous?”
“No, this is not the first time so what am I nervous” for
However Li Yongsheng could feel his body trembling, he knew that he had always been rough when making love to her in the past. He stroked Shen Fengyin's long tanned hair. He lay down beside Shen Fengyin and hugged her.
“Li Yongsheng”
“I won't do it before we get married. Fengyin, not only do I want your body but I also want your love and I can still hold back”
Shen Fengyin sunk her face in the chest of Li Yongsheng's field. For a long time he had not felt this heat.
“ Li Yongsheng, if another woman seduces you would you treat her like this too? When you were with Chen Xixi have you ever touched her or hugged her like this?”
“I never even thought of touching another woman besides you”
“Really? Then how is shen Fengyue?”
“I never touched it. Can we not talk about them both?”
“Why? Those two are the two women you rely on.”.
“my wife, the thing that happened was the past and don't talk about it anymore. Right now I will only rely on my wife”
“Sleep”
Li Yongsheng kissed Shen Fengyin's forehead then turned off the lights.