Ashlyn, Not Substitute Love
The Heart of Ashlyn

“And maybe, after you hear all! You'll never want to be friends with someone like me again, like everyone else.” The look on the face of sadness was obvious when Ashlyn said it.

Seeing Ashlyn's reaction, Luca recalled the report given by Max and Matt who said that it was never clear who Axlyn's real father was.

Even his tracks were completely untraceable. However, Luca was completely unaware of any gossip Ashlyn was talking about right now.

“You tell me about it or not, I will always be your friend!”

Luca's words slightly made Ashlyn feel much better than before. On the other hand, it really doesn't matter with all the gossip.

After all he was able to accept the two people involved in the death of his first love, then why could he not accept Ashlyn as his friend just because of some gossip that was not based on the truth.

“No, I'll tell you everything about my family! If I want to be someone's friend, then I cannot hide anything from my friend!” said Ashlyn who looks trying to look tough and okay.

“Alright, I will listen to all your stories!” sahut Luca who was seen smiling faintly looked at the sturdy girl before him at that moment.

“There have been a few rumors circulating about the family since I was a kid! Before that, I will explain about my family members, _..”

Ashlyn seemed to pause her words and breathed deeply as if she was gathering strength to expose the disgrace of herself and her family to others.

Maybe in Ashlyn's heart, if not her who told me about it, there would be many people who replaced her and even added spices that should not exist.

“If you can't tell it, then I don't mind not knowing it,” said Luca who can't bear to see Ashlyn who looks depressed.

“No, you must know everything from me! If you heard it from someone else, then you would definitely hate me like everyone else. I really don't want you to hate me and stay away from me, ” said Ashlyn who insisted on telling her about her life problems.

“Alright, please tell me whatever you want to tell me!” Luca relented, he gave space and time to Ashlyn.

“I have an Older Sister and a younger sister, our first and middle names are all the same which sets it apart just its last name only. Axlyn, Ashlyn and Alicia, that's the order of our names.”

Ashlyn began to tell the story by introducing her two sisters who clearly Luca very familiar with one of them even now still very much love him. Even though that figure had now left him for good.

“I know about it, even I know your brother very well! Axlyn, my love is leaving me forever! Incised such a deep wound, for the reason of his departure to protect me!” luca's mind the look on your face turns sad when you remember that unreached lover.

“We have a mother, but we don't know who our father is! That was the beginning of all the gossip that sprang up and circulated in the wider community, that my mother was a prostitute! An ****** that sells his body to striped-nose men. And the three of us are considered as illegitimate children and a real form of sin committed by our mother.”

Ashlyn's words were choked, her eyeballs were watery but the girl tried hard so that the clear liquid did not fall so wet her cheeks.

Hearing Ashlyn's story reminds Luca of the past, where when he met her papa everyone always referred to her as an illegitimate child and accused her of being a comfort woman.

At least Luca can understand what the Ashlyn brothers feel will not be much different from what he and Lucia felt first.

“You must now feel disgusted to be friends with me, even you feel dirty sitting next to me like this!” Ashlyn's words awaken Luca from the memory of his past.

“Not at all! Because my brother and I have suffered the same fate as you. However, the difference is now that Papah and Mamahku are united. So, our present life is much better than before,” explains Luca who does not want to make Ashlyn misunderstand.

“You are luckier than us, because even until now we never knew who our real father was!” said Ashlyn who smiled wryly with the fate she experienced.

“Did you never ask your mother?” luca asked carefully, she was afraid that the question would hurt Ashlyn's feelings indirectly.

He suddenly remembered his elder brother who had left immediately after finding out who their real father was.

Ashlyn recalls vividly leaving Axlyn promising to bring their father back and introduce us.

“So Axlyn, ... Ouh, I mean your brother found out who your real father is and tried to go look for him?”

Really at this moment in Luca's head instantly, various puzzles arise about Axlyn's past life.

Even Luca can estimate that Ashlyn and her family did not know that Axlyn had been working as a hitman and a core member of the mafia.

“Yes, but until now there was no news from him! Many times the mother asked for the whereabouts of Kak Axlyn, but only told her that Kak Axlyn was working at a faraway place to support us and the cost of the mother's treatment,” is obviously Ashlyn who opened another surprising fact for Luca.

“Your mother is sick?”

Luca doesn't care anymore, he is really curious about Ashlyn and her family especially about her first love.

“Iya! Since Axlyn's departure, my mother has been sickly. At first we thought it was just a normal illness, but after a hospital checkup, the mother was diagnosed with chronic kidney failure and had to be hospitalized until she found an appropriate kidney transplant, _...”

Again Ashlyn's voice again choked withholding her cries. However, this time his body began to tremble and his hands clasped tightly until his toenail looked bleached.

Ashlyn's tears slowly washed over her face, leaving Luca shocked to see her.

“One week, mom should do blood washing. Not to mention the cost of medicine and the cost of care during the mother there. In addition to Alicia's school fees, I had to earn as much money as possible to pay for all those fees. Hiks, ..”

The sound of Ashlyn's cry was so tight in Luca's chest that he heard it. Really this time he really could not guess anything about what happened to Axlyn, leaving his mother and his two sisters who he loved just like that.

It occurred to him that Axlyn met his real father and something happened that made him forced to become a hitman.

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