Ashlyn, Not Substitute Love

Ashlyn, Not Substitute Love
The Results Always Fail


It was just a song that Luca was singing, but it made Ashlyn instantly realize that the misunderstanding was because of her.


He who from the beginning put his heart on Luca so easily and so his feelings are unrequited, even a reality makes his heart more hurt than a rejection.


Unable to bear the eyes of everyone who was fixed on him, Ashlyn immediately fled the restaurant still in a state of tears. Luca did not stay silent, he immediately chased after her to confirm Ashlyn's state.


Luca's footsteps stopped immediately, when he saw Ashlyn hiding behind a large tree in a park still crying sobbing.


Luca stepped back to approach Ashlyn who was sitting crying while hugging her own knee.


“Everything's my fault! Hiks, .. Can't you just let me forget you? Why do you even have to do so far,” said Ashlyn who realized now Luca was standing right in front of him.


“Ashlyn, ..”


“You don't think of me as a replacement for Axlyn! However, I personally judged it that way and that's why I can still survive until now! If you say yourself that I am only a substitute, then I do not want to live in the world again,”, Ashlyn said in between sobs.


“Ashlyn, what are you saying, Hah!” exclaimed Luca who was forced to crouch down so that their eyes could meet when talking.


“Luca, .. You are not guilty of anything to me! Then why do you apologize to me and for what reason should I forgive you. Hiks, .. It's all my fault and I admit it! Hiks, .. I cannot forgive myself, so please stay away from me,” pinta Ashlyn begging.


“At least by not seeing you as I am now, I can endure to continue this life, Hiks, ...”


Ashlyn continued with tears, while Luca was just glued staring in disbelief at what Ashlyn said.


“Luca, .. Really, you don't have to explain anything to me. You also do not need to apologize to me, because I should have ‘ who apologized to you,” Ashlyn said.


“I'm sorry, for letting my heart love you and wanting to have you. Hiks, .. And I'm sorry, because I can't accept all this reality. Hiks, .. Hiks, .. The fact that there really is only Brother Axlyn in your heart. Hiks, .. Really forgive me, Luca!” ashlyn said with all her heart.


Luca was still glued and silent with all the expressions of Ashlyn's heart. Without Luca realizing it, his heart grew shaky when he heard Ashlyn's confession of love the umpteenth time for him.


There was no more explanation Luca wanted to convey to Ashlyn, because everything was very clear.


It was not a misunderstanding that made Ashlyn change her attitude and avoid it. However, Ashlyn could not control her heart when she saw Luca.


The problem is that the heart is involved here, while Luca himself does not want to betray his feelings for Axlyn even though the girl he loves is gone.


“Ashlyn, _..”.


“You don't have to apologize, for not being able to return my feelings, Luca!"


"To be honest, I never once regretted my meeting with you. I don't regret anything related to you, but I can no longer be the Ashlyn you used to know!” cut Ashlyn off, as it would be more painful if she had to hear Luca apologise for rejecting her love.


“However, I beg you one last time! Don't ever show up in front of me again, if you just feel sorry and need to take responsibility for everything that's happened. Don't ever make me hope for the impossible for me to achieve,”.


“Emm, .. Alright!” luca answered briefly while enduring the pain and tightness in his chest. I don't know why he felt pain pulling that answer out of his mouth.


“Thank you, Luca!” ashlyn said with the look in her eyes that implied such a deep pain.


“My family and I will be back tomorrow afternoon! Can I meet you one last time, after which I will keep my promise to you.” This time it was Luca who begged Ashlyn.


“Tomorrow morning, I will wait for you here!” ashlyn said with all the pain in her heart, even though her tears could not be contained.


“Emm, .. Can I hold you? Just a minute, I beg you!” pinta Luca who did not realize that her tears just poured down her cheeks.


Without wasting time, Luca immediately grabbed the tiny body of Ashlyn in his arms. Ashlyn longed to return the hug, but she was afraid of not being willing to let go if she did that. Both Luca and Ashlyn were crying in their arms.


“I love you so much, Luca! Can't you feel it a little? Hiks, .. My heart hurts so much because of my love for you, ..” Ashlyn's inner heart actually wants her to voice but she has to endure it.


“I'm sorry, Ashlyn! Believe me, my Ashlyn is no substitute for anyone,” the inner Luca with regret.


Just a few minutes the hug lasted. A feeling of unwillingness instantly filled Luca's heart as he slowly released Ashlyn's body from his embrace.


Luca didn't care about anything, he ventured to cupper Ashlyn's face filled with grief.


“Don't cry anymore because of me, Ashlyn!” luca and Ashlyn just nodded in response.


“Until we meet tomorrow morning,” said goodbye to Luca with feelings of unwillingness, but this time Ashlyn just silently stared at the departure of Luca who was getting away from the sight of his eyes.


“Hiks, .. Everything is now over! This is the end of your one-sided love story, Ashlyn! Hiks, ..” shimmies Ashlyn on herself.


“Hiks, .. Hiks, .. Don't cry or blame others! Because it's all your own fault that dares to love her. Hiks, ..”


Ashlyn tries to comfort herself, even though she is more broken than ever. Ashlyn again shed her tears in the cold of the night.


No matter what he is, he will be considered strange by everyone who sees him. At that time, Ashlyn just wanted to spill all the sadness and pain of her heart through the tears that continued to wet her face.


Not far from where Ashlyn was crying, there was a man who was watching her while crying as well.


Who else, if not Luca who could only watch the girl from a distance. He couldn't have just left Ashlyn in such a state.


“All I did in the end was just a failure. Looks like my relationship and he can't be friends again like he used to be,” Luca muttered.


“Sorry, my presence only incised deep wounds for you! However, I do not regret the time I spent with you all this time,”.


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