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Still Feeling Lost

Ezra was afraid, but he got wet. There is no way that Ezra should lie to his father, and Ezra is forced to speak the truth.

"Yes, sir." Ezra replied tremblingly.

"How dare you answer 'yes'!" Jerky Mr. Dedi.

"Well, what else, it's been discovered. Sorry Ezra, sir." Ezra lowered his gaze.

Mr. Dedi looked so angry, but he did not play a hand.

"How now? Want to stay on the line?" Ask Mr. Dedi.

Ezra was silent, he did not answer his father's question directly.

"Father's Witch!" Jerky Mr. Dedi.

"No, Sir. Ezra how Mr. aja," said Ezra by force.

"Cutra! Do not like Your Father has begun to dare to date, look at Your Brother! He went to college, but didn't dare to date like you!" Excited Mr. Dedi.

Yes, Ezra was the second of three children. Ezra's father did the same to his three children, checking their cell phones every time he came home from work once a week. Of course, forbidding his three children to date, especially being harder on Brother and sister Ezra who are both women.

"Yes." Yeah." Ezra replied with resignation.

"It's working now!" Pinta Dedi's. He wanted Ezra to do it right in front of his eyes.

Ezra grabs her phone, and sends a message to Alena.

Ezra's fingers were shaking, typing every word to end his relationship with Alena.

"Alena. I'm sorry, I think we should break up." That's the message Ezra wrote for Alena.

Alena is surprised, he asks for an explanation why Ezra broke his relationship suddenly even when there was no problem between the two. Ezra explains many things, but Alena still does not believe her relationship with Ezra ended because of rest.

Even Mr. Dedi's disappointment lasted up to a week after the incident in which he found out his son was dating, even when he returned to his workplace Mr. Dedi always gave advice to Ezra through voicemail.

After that incident, Ezra was still trying to meet Alena.

Ezra even allows Alena to listen to the voice messages sent by her father, Ezra is so guilty of her father also to Alena.

"Zra. Your feeling with Alena is not wrong, only happens at the wrong time. I'm also sorry for having to act so hard on you, it's made you hurt. But you and Alena are like a young banana, if forced to eat at that time it only tastes bitter! I hope you understand, and will accept this rule from Father."

That's the voice mail sent by Ezra's father.

Alena let out tears, and inevitably she had to accept.

But one that makes Alena dilemma, namely Ezra's attitude that does not change to her. Even after ending her relationship with Alena, Ezra still frequently gave word and paid attention to Alena.

Off Flashback.

Arriving at school, Alena intends to go straight to her class. That day, were the days that Alena and the other students were busy with retraining exercises for the final exam.

"Where?" Ask Ezra.

"To class. Why?" Ask Alena.

"Hurry very, want to be a diligent child of the story? Talk first," said Ezra.

Alena was silent for a moment, but she had intended not to have much hope for Ezra anymore.

"But more tasks, Zra. Later, yes" said Lena.

Ezra looked disappointed, but he also had to prepare for the final exam practice.

Alena smiled faintly, "yes." Then he stepped out of Ezra who was still in the parking lot.

One of Alena's classmates does not know that Alena and Ezra are no longer dating, and Alena does not intend to tell her friends about it.

"Len. How was the afternoon?" Ask Rahma, Alena's best friend, her countryman.

"Yes, Ma. It was a little afternoon from home" replied Lena.

"Oh. How, Auntie are you good? Nerima You're good at his house?" Rahma asked who was worried about her friend's condition.

"Yes, Ma. His name is also hitchhiking, want in brother or someone else still have to be able to keep the attitude, right? Aunt is good, really. But I also can't take advantage of Aunt's kindness, whose heart knows, right." Lena tries to get used to herself, living with the Big Brother of her father who has a hard attitude and is much different from the Mother and the father before.

"Yes, anyway. But be patient, Len. Soon we graduate, you graduate you can find work. And don't bother anyone!" Rahma.

Alena was silent, honestly she was eager to continue her education. The ideals of the father was the same as it seemed, wanted Alena could study in the same department as the one he was living in vocational high school today.

"Yes, Ma. May the spit be able to get to work," replied Alena, who was far compared to her heart.

***

After class, Lena is not interested in joining her friends who will hold an event at one of Lena's classmate's houses as well.

When Lena left the classroom, Lena saw Ezra waiting for her.

"Well, why stand here?" Ask Alena.

"Remain, wait for you to leave class. Will go home together," said Ezra.

Alena remained silent, and did not reject Ezra's invitation at all.

"Len. Hayu's coming, there's Ezra." Rahma still persuaded.

"Can't, Ma. I have to go home quickly" replied Alena.

"Where are you going, anyway?" Ask Ezra.

"You're eating some liquet rice at Dini's house, go yuk, Zra!" Bring Rahma.

"Ah, shame. When Alena didn't come, I'm not a classmate." Ezra also refused.

Alena and Ezra went home, and on the way, there was no conversation between the two.

Until Ezra starts the conversation first, but it seems Alena is upset.

"You why? Just keep quiet, think what?" Ask Ezra.

There was Alena sighing heavily, She was like she was holding back a cry.

"It's okay, it's just another miss with the Father." Alena answered bitterly.

Ezra fell silent, He understood what Alena was feeling. Losing my father was the hardest thing for Alena. Alena is very close to her father. Ezra still feels guilty for Alena, when Alena's father died, Ezra can not meet and accompany Alena in her slump.

At that time, Ezra was sick. Ezra could not force himself to attend the funeral of Alena's father, it also made Alena disappointed.

"Patience, yes. Your father is happy now, healthy. No more pain" said Ezra, who tried to calm Alena down.

"Yes." Yeah." Alena answered briefly.

Any adult and child will never be ready to lose one or both parents.