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Inner Pressure

After school, Alena could not immediately eat lunch as when there was still her father and mother.

Now he must make sure first, whether the people of the house have eaten or not.

Alena always waits at the command, she never eats if it's not allowed.

Alena changed her clothes, and laid her body on the bed.

"Huh, so tired. Though not many activities in school, but most think it's like this." Alena nodded her forehead.

The sound of the aunt's voice came from outside, Alena immediately opened the door.

"Auntie calls Lena?" Ask Alena.

"Yes. Go home to school directly eat, keep changing shop with Bibi. Aunty wants to take a short break from the morning has not rested," said Bi Aidah.

"Oh, yes Bi." Alena immediately took a meal, after which she rushed to take turns guarding the shop while Bi Aidah rested.

While waiting for the stall, came a woman in her mid-thirties.

"Eh, Lena. Where's the bi-aid?" Tanya Aunty Nur, one of Bi Aidah's customers.

"Eh, Aunt Nur. Bi Aidah again rest first," replied Alena.

"Tante Nur want to buy what?" Ask Alena.

"Oh, that. Aunty wants to buy chicken sekilo, potatoes sekilo, red seasoning five thousand, flavoring five thousand, the same oil one liter, yes!" Pinta Aunt Nur.

Alena immediately prepared everything ordered by Aunt Nur, she also carefully calculated the total expenditure of Aunt Nur.

"This is Auntie's groceries, is there more?" Ask Alena.

"Udah. How many?" Aunt Nur.

"The total is seventy-seven thousand, Tan." Alena.

"Oh, yes, this." Tente Nur gave a hundred thousand dollars.

"This is the change, Tan." Alena gave me the change from the money given to her by Aunt Nur.

"Thank you, Len. Oh yeah, here's a little to help you charge your UJIKOM, Len." Aunt Nur handed Alena a few hundred thousand bills.

Alena fell silent, she was surprised to see Aunt Nur giving her money for free.

"This aunt is a lot, kept Aunt know where if I have to be like UJIKOM?" Ask Alena.

"Ah, not much, really. Yes, at that time Bi Aidah story, he said again sad because he had to find the cost to pay for your computer exam. Aunty happens to have sustenance, you accept, yes!" Pinta Aunt Nur.

Alena felt haru at the same time not feeling good, because the problem about the cost of school to the ears of others.

"Thank you very much, Tan. May Allah replace more than he gives" Alena said sincerely.

"Aamiinu. Yes Aunty came home first yes, greetings the same Bi Aidah!" Aunt Nur said goodbye, and came out of the stall.

Alena nodded, She still looked at the money she had in her hand now.

"Where's that money, Lena?" Tanya Bi Aidah whose arrival was not known by Alena.

"Oh, this is Bi. There was Aunt Nur shopping, continued to give money to pay UJIKOM Lena," replied Alena as is.

"Oh, thank goodness. Here's the money Auntie who holds, if you who hold fear later even in the jail!" Pinta Bi Aidah's.

Not only that once, everyone who gave money to Alena, all the money was held by Bi Aidah. Alena gets a quota of twenty thousand a day, even then sometimes Alena must refrain from saving because it is in the middle of a lot of need for exam preparation.

The flashback

Once upon a time, Alena walked from her school to the big road that took half an hour. Usually Alena always ride ojeg, or given a ride by her classmates. But at that time, Alena came home late and did not get a ride. Alena money is not enough to take public transportation, if it must be used to ride ojeg from school to the big road. Alena decided to walk.

Alena remembered, when the father was still there.

Either premonition or not, as Alena climbs to the twelfth grade. The father always drove Alena to school, not infrequently he also picked up his daughter without telling her before.

This time, Alena felt very lost. Not because he had to walk, or skimp. However, the memories and good times with his father could not be felt again forever.

And there are things that make Alena feel sad every day, which is when He accidentally heard Bi Aidah moaning in front of the neighbors who were shopping in his stall.

"I've been since Alena's father died, every day the inn was sad, dizzy. Saddened by losing her youngest sister, where Alena again needs a lot for the same exam graduation later. Aja burden, must add the nanggung of one more family member." Bi Ai complained.

"But he said Bu Lurah is his best friend Father Alena, every month always giving for daily supplies Alena, Bi." One of the buyers.

"Yes, ma'am. Paste it for his snacks only, how to eat it? Make the cost of the exams? Continue later if you graduate must redeem the diploma," said Bi Aidah.

"I also heard Bu Nur often give thanks to Alena as well, Bi. Not enough time, too, is Alena wasteful, huh?" Ask other buyers.

"Ngga is too wasteful too, a day supplies to the school that 20 thousand it should also be enough until the afternoon. Keep it up every day He's got to eat, Mom." Bi Ai.

"Yes Bi, just one more person. It's like Alena can also call herself!" Call on other buyers.

"Yes. Ah anyway every day there seems to be a burden," said Bi Aidah who really makes Alena sad.

"The orphans usually bring sustenance, Bi. Just patience!" Calling buyers again.

Flashback off

Really, it is not nice if life hitchhiking on others even though it is your own brother.

But what power, everyone's test is different. Alena kept trying to pretend she didn't know, trying to stay obedient and respectful to her aunt.

***

A week has passed, now is the time for Alena to do a computer test. As usual, Ezra now picks up Alena in front of Bi Aidan's house. Alena does not know if Ezra will pick her up, because Alena always refuses if Ezra wants to pick her up at home.

This time, Alena refused. He ends up going to school with Ezra, and the two of them are both about to take the test. That morning, Ezra deliberately went through an alternative road. Where the path chosen by Ezra is the road that passes through the public cemetery, there is also Alena's father buried.

Before passing through the burial area, Ezra suddenly pulled over his motorbike across from the funeral gate.

"Why stop, Zra?" ask Alena.

"We're going to have a test, there's your Father's tomb, right?" Ezra pointed to a land where Alena's father was buried.

"Yes. Why that?" ask Alena.

"We may not go into the cemetery because it rained last night, surely the way muddy later shoes are equally uniform afraid of dirty. So you can ask your Father for prayers from here, "Ezra said.

"Solicit prayer?" alena asked who was still confused by Ezra's intentions.

"Yes. Not mean anything, just yes maybe there is something you want to say to the Father before We test." Ezra.

Alena understood, He also stared at the tomb of his father. Her tears welled up in her eyes, and a sentence Alena uttered in her heart.

"Sir. A little more, Alena graduated. Pray always Alena, in order to achieve the ideals like what you want," said Alena with a soft voice.