At least Look at Me My Husband
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Selena gave up her daydream and now she's back in this house. A single tear fell back on his fist. His left hand grabbed a small handkerchief and wiped his eyes slowly. But it seems that all of that is free, his tears did not stop and even trickled back even now more rapidly until the orange handkerchief became wet.

"I'm sorry Selena dad can't tell you the truth" Selena took a heavy breath.

He tried to control himself as tenaciously as possible, but the more he controlled himself, the more turbulent his heart. Opposing a reality that was too bitter to feel. The ego, anger, resentment, mingles into one, which it is able to express through tears. Yep! Only tears could explain her heartbreak. Only tears can explain everything.

She remembers how her father was so angry when Selena said she wanted a divorce. When asked what the reason is. Selena just kept quiet and didn't answer. The fact that it was so painful made him unable to breathe anymore. Selena was dropped into the deepest abyss and could not be saved.

"What makes you want to get divorced, while your marriage's only corn?" tanya Berto looked at her daughter with sadness.

"I'm not happy dad." Selena looked down while dropping her tears.

"Didn't you love Nathan?"

"But Nathan never loved me."

"Selena, no human being is perfect so a couple must also have flaws. Zionathan may take some time to open his heart. Weaknesses and shortcomings are conditions that cannot be separated from every human being, including husband and wife in the household. Each has its advantages and disadvantages. Be patient to wait for the change of Zionathan son. I won't let you divorce her."

For anyone who hears it. That word calms the heart. But not for Selena. He breathed with his mouth open. Reduces the tightness that squeezes his chest.

Selena reopened her phone to see her family photos stored in the gallery. He saw her long enough. Her lips were turned with a smile full of sadness. Groped the photo very slowly and lovingly, a sincere and irreplaceable love. Only this photo can ease the pain.

"Can I live it?" Selena spoke to a picture of her smiling family there.

He took his breath again. Now Selena has to accept all this. He has to live life like this. Which turned out to really present a sore and stifling chest. Against all thoughts that slowly continue to weaken it. Selena tried to enjoy it, seeing the seriousness of Zionathan. At first everything looks easy, but the longer the torture because this mind wants to be very rebellious. All of this is too painful, stifling and confusing.

Selena had tried to resist but more often ended up in a restrained cry she never knew. It ends in feeling numb and choosing to give up.

"Unjust," he said.

"When did happiness come?" said again.

Not even Selena could answer. No one can. There's no certainty. Once again surrender is to be an option in this section. This is the choice he has to make. Selena looked sad. He raised his face again. Look at the beautiful white clouds there.

He took a deep breath. "Is that the meaning of the dream? Why was that voice so clear saying only I could save him? What does the definition of saving mean? does Zionathan have a dark past?"

Selena again exhaled and bowed. He resigned to the continuation of the twists of his life that somehow. He resigned to the destiny of God that had been written for him. He resigned. Yep! It should be. Man cannot live without God. It is God who rules, determines fate, and the path of destiny. Even the leaf that fell into the river was his destiny. Only by surrendering to God. Selena can definitely run this life without a burden. Her tears that came back dripping down her cheeks, Selena quickly rubbed them with her hands.

Selena went to the bathroom. Wash his body with warm water. Water shower flutters flushed Selena's head until it flowed down to her feet. It deliberately increases the volume of water that comes out. It is necessary to open the mouth so that it can draw oxygen to breathe. Selena rubbed the soap on her face and all over her body while closing her eyes. Don't wanna linger. He also cleansed his body with warm water. His body is much fresher. Selena immediately put on a pajama towel.

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Selena is well dressed. Just waiting for Zionathan to come and take him away somewhere. He stepped out of his room. Selena suddenly stopped. He remembered a room on the third floor. Selena looked up. Looking left and right. There's no one. The housekeeper was busy in the kitchen.

He quietly went back up to the third floor. Selena's room is on the second floor. Up above, Selena looked at the steps to the third floor. The stairs looked a little steep and looked grim.

Selena shuddered a little. He should have stopped, but the growing curiosity overcame his fear. He began to climb the stairs one by one. I don't know why her heart was beating as Selena stepped closer to the room. The door to the room is always closed. His curiosity rose again.

Yep...Selena still remembers the message from Zionathan. Can't go into that room. Only Zionathan can get in there and use that room, for what reason. The housekeeper also once reminded Selena not to go in there. Even strangely, Zionathan never allowed anyone to clean the room.

Selena was standing at the door of the room. He held his hand on the doorknob. Looking at his hand squeezing the doorknob, but he did not open it. He took a deep breath and did his ritual, taking a breath. Things he often does when he is nervous.

THE CZECH!

That door is open. Selena was astonished. He scrunched his forehead. Usually the door is always closed. Push the door until it is wide open. The room looked faint, only streaks of sunlight were reflected on the walls of the window blinds that were not tightly closed. His feet stepped in. His head turned to the right and to the left, looking for a light switch and pressing down on it. Instantly the room became bright.

Selena swerved with her mouth open. In front of him, there are dozens of photos and paintings of various sizes of canvas, large and small.

"Whose picture is this?" ask Selena in your heart. A girl's photo complete with various poses. The girl was very beautiful, graceful and elegant.

"Is he Zionathan's brother?" inner Selena.

Selena stepped up again to look around her. As if I were acquainted with that place. The room looks clean. Selena walked towards the window that directly faced the outside view of the city. There is a table and chair that has a high backrest in the middle of the room. Not to miss some elegant looking shelves behind the table. There are some paintings that decorate the walls of the room as well.

However, there were two paintings that caught Selena's attention. In addition to wearing large canvas, the two paintings imitate photos mounted on the walls of the room. Selena took a slow step and wanted to see the painting and...

Selena surprised. Knees wobbly. Fearfully he immediately looked. Alex stood behind him with his arms crossed in front of his chest.

“What are you doing here?” alex asked with frowning brows.

“Eh..” Selena nervous. He quickly shook his hand. “I didn't see anything Mr. Alex. I just happened to pass by and accidentally the door opened and I just entered.”

“Continue passing?”

"Hmm." Selena nodded her head.

Alex smiled, the classic answer. On the third floor, there was only this room. It can't be just a coincidence.

Selena was hesitant. His eyes looked around for anger bias on the face of the man named Alex. He was a confidant of Zionathan, but he could not find it. Selena was relieved. "Sir Alex is not angry?” tanyakanya.

“Anged why?” Alex asked back.

“Anged because..” Selena was silent for a moment before continuing, ”Because I entered this room without permission.”

Alex shakes. She stepped up and invited Selena to sit on a small sofa in one corner of the room. “Sit. Already you better know who the woman who had the photo.”

Selena obey Alex. He sat down while watching Alex tidying up the photos and paintings. A painting depicting the personality of the woman his boss loved. Even photos of sleeping, eating, drinking, and laughing are arranged in a row.

“This is all Zionathan who paints?” selena asked as she approached Alex.

The man allowed. "Hmm, he learned to paint two years ago."

“Wow!” Selena looked in awe, not expecting Zionathan to paint. "But what I do know if someone can paint tends to have a warm and gentle personality." Selena.

Alex did not answer, he just smiled. After tidying up the painting he sat back down on the sofa followed by Selena.

For a moment they were silent. "Actually I was ordered by the director to bring all these pictures." Alex began the conversation.

"Huh? what's it for, sir?"

"To get rid of his past." Alex replied as he exhaled.

Selena frowned confusedly as she continued to look at Alex with a questionable gaze. "Get rid of his past? that means that woman is her lover?"

"It's so thick."

"Where is that woman?" Ask Selena

"Died in an accident five years ago."

Selena's dumbfounded. The corner of his eyes was confused. The memory of the accident seemed to be spinning randomly within his mind and reconnecting with his dream. Selena's heart is racing. Selena held her breath. His lips were tightly clenched.

Alex smiled again looking at Selena and continued his explanation. "Five years of Olivia's departure could not heal the wounds in her heart. He can't forget Olivia. He was very saddened by the incident. Especially when she found out Olivia died trying to protect the director."

The deg!

"What?"

Five years ago it came back. He remembered his father's words. Selena did not think the victim of the accident was Zionathan. Zionathan was crying hysterically when he saw his girlfriend die at the scene.

"Did Zionathan love that woman so much?" ask Selena in her lowest voice.

"Hm. The director loved Olivia very much. But he seems ready to forget his past. He wanted me to get rid of this picture and he did have to do it" Alex said with a smile at the end of the line.

Selena dissolved in her mind. Why can you save him? Why can he dream and say only he can save her?

Rightly said father, his accident and meeting with Zionathan, all are plans from God. Selena took a deep breath, she looked at the photo back and then her lips smiled. A smile that has a million meanings.

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SERIATE.....

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Healthy greetings always, from beautiful authors to my most beautiful readers.

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