
"fa bi`ayyi ali`i rabbikuma tukiszhiban."
"That is the blessing of your Lord which you deny." Auri reads the translation of the verse from the Surah of Ar-Rohman.
Her tears just drip. His heart ached to understand the meaning of the verse. It turns out that he has gone too far from God. He almost blamed God for his fate. And even worse, he had thought to return to the beliefs of his parents.
"Though I am weak, O Allah. In my grief, I felt alone, no one would help me, accompany me, ease my pain. I forget that as it turns out, only You are as good a helper to me." Cry broke.
"I am not grateful for all the favors you have given me, O God, so forgive me. You took the child you gave me, just because you loved him so much. You separate me from the man I love, simply because you know he is not good for me. O God, now you guard my heart. Set me to your religion. Be patient and strengthen me to accept all good and bad destiny from you. Help me to remain firm, stand firm with my feet and move my body towards the path that you are Ridhoi, O Allah, Rahman. Aamiin's." Auri prostrated herself again and in her gratitude, her tears still continued to drip.
The hour hand shows at 3 in the morning. Auri who was still sad still prostrated on her alphabet. He felt very grateful, because God was still looking after him. Despite severe trials and trials, Auri has not given up her belief in the religion of God. Feelings of worry, anger, and vulnerability, all disappeared instantly tonight. Until Auri felt her chest so airy, not crowded anymore. He felt comfortable and safe, until his eyes fell asleep waiting for the dawn of azan to reverberate.
In Pesantren, Kelvin and Marsya for the first time woke up together to pray tahajud both. How bliss is evident on Marsya's face. Now she has returned to being a Muslim woman and has a soft image in the eyes of her fans.
"Dear, thanks. I was so happy, finally when I woke up, there you were by my side." Said Kelvin while tightly hugging Marsya's body.
"Really, I'm very happy. I'm grateful you're still giving me the chance to be your companion." Reply Marsya.
Meanwhile, Abi and the teachers at the boarding school, as well as santri and santriwati are ready for the morning prayers.
"Yusuf, where are Kelvin and Marsya?" Abi asked one of the nannies.
"It looks like they're congregating at home, Mr. Kiai. We continue to pray." Replied Joseph, whose house was next to Kelvin's.
Actually, Yusuf had accidentally heard the strange sound of the two newlyweds when they wanted to form a door to invite to the mosque. Until finally Yusuf disengaged his intention, and immediately went to the Mosque.
"Then, please be a priest, Suf." Pinta pak Kiai's.
Joseph immediately accepted Kiai's orders with pleasure. Meanwhile, Mr. Kiai, shook his head and beristighfar. He was disappointed in Kelvin. Moreover, Kiai also did not believe too much in Kelvin's story about Auri who just left the psantren. Until now his heart still asks about the whereabouts of Auri and also what really happened until Auri disappeared and Kelvin tells all the stories that seemed to make no sense to him.
"Allaahhu Akbar." Yusuf began takbir to perform dawn prayers.
Others followed the priestly movement. And so is Kiai. With trepidation he prayed. Trying to forget his sadness and disappointment in Kelvin.