Author And The Baby
Struggling

"What's wrong with you, Alan?" ask Marina as she approaches.

"Sister, please drive them out! I want to be alone, Brother." Her cheeks were wet with tears. Her hair was messy and her face looked disheveled.

"Why? We're in the hospital, Alan. You're being treated."

"But I want to be alone, brother." Alan knuckle. He hugged the woman's waist and drowned her face in Marina's stomach. He was always so when sulking, trying to look weakest and in need of help.

"Alan, you don't want to get well soon? You're being treated first, right?" Marina rubbed the man's head slowly. Though the age difference is only two years but he was always the most mature for Alan. His sister, because she was always helped by Marina, used her brother for all her wishes.

"Sir .. My feet can't walk, Brother." Alan lifted his face and cried. "I'm paralyzed. How am I supposed to live like this? I'm just a useless disabled human. I don't want to, Brother. I just want to die, Hu hu hu ...," she said.

"You must try to get up, Alan, whatever you have" Marina advised.

The man shook his head. "What am I living for? I'm ashamed of this defect, brother. What do people say later?" She's still crying.

"Why embarrassed? A lot of really, disabled people who live normal lives," persuaded the woman again.

"But people will mock me, brother. Because I'm disabled."

"Later to be gone too. You're tough, aren't you?" Marina gives encouragement.

"No, I don't want to! I just want to die!" alan shouted in his steps. He hugged her waist tightly and drowned her face back in her stomach. She's still crying.

"Organ." Marina gently rubbed the head of her sister.

"No, just don't want to!" The cry of the man came back.

"Alan, wherever you go, it takes accountability. Struggle. If you die, are you ready to do your good deeds, your alms, your prayers? You killed yourself, you were asked why, and you were tortured. Especially if the angel asks about your worship, then what do you want to answer?"

Suddenly the crying voice stopped. Slowly, the man took off his embrace. His face looks crisp. "Why Brother doesn't support me anyway! Not fun!"

Mother closed her mouth withholding laughter.

"After all, did you dare to kill yourself?" ledek Marina, although gently but make Alan resentful.

"MOTHER!! Brother tuh!" Alan is now seeking mother's support.

"Already, just take medication. He said he would get well." said the mother from the side.

"Wouldn't! I can't walk anymore!" The man jerked his hand because it was still crap.

"Well, what do you want? This sister wants to see the wounds on your body, how? Let's just do that? You strong untreated wounds?" ask mom while persuading her.

"Yin!" Alan's face was upset to cry. He wanted to shed his frustration but no one understood.

Marina sat on the edge of the bed and faced her sister. "Son't you ever said, don't get drunk, don't play with a delinquent but you didn't hear. See results. Your drunken friend goes first and you're lucky to be alive. Thank you for what you have even if it's just a life.

Didn't you notice your life, Alan. You spend a lot of time playing around and now you're nothing to anyone. Try first you finish your college, get a college degree. Maybe you now enjoy the results, work in a company even have a girlfriend. It's not to end up in the hospital with these severe injuries, Alan," Marina said softly.

"But I can't walk anymore, brother. I'm already paralyzed. I'm disabled." Alan started crying again. Her tears were unstoppable. He looks resigned. "How do I look to the future like this. I don't have a future." He sobbed.

Marina leaned over her body and grabbed the sister. He rubbed his head gently. "Time cannot be rotated. Just be grateful for what's there, okay?"

Alan was just crying, his body was limp and unable to do anything.

Haru atmosphere makes Mother also follow her tears. "You just take medication, son. You might be healed."

"The doctor said it was a possibility, ma'am. So the doctor wants to check again while the patient wakes up" said the nurse who stood next to him.

Marina takes off the hug. "How's it?" he asked his only brother.

The man nodded while finishing his sobs. Finally the drama rambled and the man's rampage was over. Alan was then taken to do a follow-up examination accompanied by the mother.

While waiting for them to return, Abigail invites Marina to the cafeteria as Farrel is awake. He wants to pray Ashar, until alternating with Marina while taking care of the little one. When she returned, Marina again ate ice cream and noticed Farrel. The baby watched the woman's mouth eat, making the baby chew like Marina.

"Marina, O God. Ice cream again?" ask the man not to believe. He sat next to the woman.

"Every once, sister," said Marina, who enjoyed her ice cream bowl in hand.

"Last lunch you gave her sister Anka, plus another ice cream. Should be balanced eating, do not eat heavy."

"It's not heavy. Eat directly hap," said the woman with a smile.

Abigail looks upset. "Marina. Not funny."

"I'm not kidding." The woman's smile was still on hold. He was joking but the man was upset.

Abigail thrust her hand. "Here, the ice cream!"

With a scowl Marina gave the man ice cream, but he only ate a little and the rest was spent Abigail.

The baby just looked. His mouth twitched following the man to eat.

"You know the problem is not being able to hold yourself. Don't you feel weird, eating a lot every day?"

"No." The woman shook her head while still scowling.

"Mmh, I deserve it. No more clothes that fit you, you still do not realize?"

Marina closed her mouth.

"Marina, I'm not scolding you, just look at you. Do you want to keep having trouble finding clothes?"

The woman was silent.

"Marina."

The woman's eyes began to tear.

Yes ... bother. Dikasih know even crumble.

"Stress, you know! I'm going to do a new novel again, so I've got a lot to think about. The storyline, the cover, the conflict and it makes me intermittently hungry, sis."

Mmh, stubbornly out. Can't be wronged a little. Yeah, already. "Yes, yes! Here I buy it again." The man had to give up. He got up and finally bought another for the woman. Usually he's just sorting, but maybe stress again so let it go. Maybe this ice cream can help him reduce the burden of the mind.

Sure enough, after buying ice cream, his smile re-emerged. The woman then finished the ice cream without any residue.

The two then returned to Alan's treatment room after being on his mother's phone. Apparently, Marina's sister had the possibility to heal on her leg, only, could not return to how it was until Alan was likely to walk using a cane.

This news was quite a relief for Marina even though Alan was seen still frowning on the bed.

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