
..."You're happy with your choice and I'll try to be happy even if you're not." ~Rayhan M~...
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Rayhan's car drove at a moderate speed, his mind was constantly lit up with Azkia's words, stating that she was eight weeks pregnant. That means that in Azkiah's womb there was Azka's son.
Shocked? Sure but what is possible is the fact that Azkia is married so if she is pregnant it is only natural. But that fact again made Rayhan's old wounds open, he who still could not make peace with his heart fully could only accept all these realities.
Actually Rayhan was willing if Azkia with his choice, only he still could not forget his first love. It is difficult, every time Rayhan tries to be more and more reminded of the past as the love grows.
"Congratulations, over her pregnancy," Rayhan's monologue smiled wryly.
"I don't want to be rich, you're happy with your choice and I'll try to be happy even if I'm not with you" Rayhan murmured while staring at the streets.
"Maybe I should try to open my heart to others" Rayhan murmured.
As Rayhan continued to argue with his heart, suddenly his phone rang there was an incoming call that was none other than the mother.
Rayhan pulled the car over before receiving the telephone.
"Hallo bund" said Rayhan.
"Where is it now?" ask the mother from there.
"On the way, this is going home" replied Rayhan.
"If you go home, someone wants to talk to you."
"What's the matter, bund?" rayhan asked curiously.
"So you'll know later, too, if you're waiting at home."
"Yes, bund!"
After that call ended, Rayhan immediately rushed home according to the instructions of the mother. He wondered what the mother would talk about because she did not usually look serious like this.
Rayhan parked his car after that he entered the house which was immediately welcomed by the younger brother who is now a teenager.
The girl ran to approach the sister with a radiant face, she embraced Rayhan's arm inviting her into the family room where dear mother is.
"Sister has been awaited mother of earlier, why old sister anyway?" he asked while pursing his lips.
"Sorry, it's a little jammed.. You're home from school?" ask Rayhan.
"But brother, if not Rere also not going home right!" resounding.
"Well, what's wrong?" Rayhan ruffled his sister's hair.
"SISTER! HABITS ARE SO MESSY!" rere shouted while fixing his bangs.
"Rere don't yell this is a house not a forest!" shouted the mother.
"Well mother herself shouted too!" rere's protest won't lose.
"You have already entered the room first who wants your mother to talk to your sister." pinta the mother.
"Rere wants to be here, will not bother to calm down," he said while demonstrating as if he was locking his mouth tightly.
"Let's go, bund." by Rayhan.
"You've always taken your sister, so it's spoiled!" upset the mother.
"Look, mom wants to mate you with your mother's daughter.she is also a doctor, her son is beautiful, pinter again." explained the mother.
"Rayhan doesn't want to be fooled, bund!" reject Rayhan.
"You haven't met the same person don't immediately don't want to, later nyesel loh!" persuade the mother.
"Will not be satisfied!" rayhan ketus.
"Mother does not want to know any reason, anyway you are already the same mate mother with the mother's daughter. It's all for your own good!" firmly the mother.
"But Bund, Rayhan won't.. Rayhan is not in love with him, look at his face yet" Rayhan declined.
"Do you want to say that you still like that girl? Realizing Rayhan he has a husband, you have to relax him and open your heart to others. It's all for your own good!" upset the mother.
"But it doesn't have to be fooled too!" protest Rayhan again.
"Mother doesn't want to know you have to accept the match!" firmly the mother.
"Whatever!" Rayhan moved from his seat and would go to his room until the mother's voice again stopped his steps.
"Your husband will marry her!" those words enraged Rayhan high.
"So you said the match was just an alibi, what did you want the marriage to be?" rayhan asked in disbelief.
"Mother just wants you to be happy!" the mother said she looked sad and her tears had flowed down her cheeks.
Rayhan who could not see the mother grieving and crying immediately rested in front of the snag mother. His heart will definitely melt when he sees his mother is indeed because he does not want to hurt the mother's heart.
"Mother don't cry anymore, Rayhan will participate that mother said that it's your desire!" rayhan said as he took her hand and kissed her softly.
Rayhan lay his head on the lap of the mother, he widened his eyes while digesting events that he never imagined at all. Rere could only be silent to see that, because he was also sad to see Rayhan who was always such a desperate person and Rere knew what the cause was.
"Mothers love you two, mama lasain want to just want to see you happy, and the choice of mother must not be wrong," said the mother while rubbing Rayhan's head.
Rayhan just nodded, today too many events that made his mind confused. I don't know why it all happened on the same day.
Rayhan said to go to his camp because he was tired. Fortunately, the mother immediately allowed it without asking again.
Rayhan immediately laid himself on a bed that was large enough if for one person only. He stared at the ceiling of his room, his head throbbing. Dizziness, dizziness all into one.
"HUH!" Rayhan set his breath to dissipate his tightness.
All of these sudden surprises made him completely goofy. Maybe this is the best thing for him, accepting the match despite heavy heart.
"Maybe it's true this mother's word is best for me" Rayhan's monologue.
Yes, Rayhan will start to open his heart to the girl he will be betrothed to. Start a new life with new people.
"The deer? Isn't that too fast? But it's better than too long." - Inwardly.
Rayhan put his arm to cover his two eyes that were closed, he wanted to rest for a while because his head felt very dizzy.
Until without sadad Rayhan tertidyr with clothes that are still attached neatly, even his shoes still he did not come off at all.
Not only was his mind tired, his heart was also tired of everything. Right now Rayhan is really determined to make peace with his heart, although it is difficult that his future wife can help him grow that love again.
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