Bad Boy Bucin's
About Feelings

Rayhan had been waiting for his place to make a deal with Azkia last night, the two of them would meet in the school garden because Azkia would say something to Rayhan.

Rahyan sat on the park bench while playing her phone, the air was so cool because it was raining all night. Azkia walks slowly to find Rayhan's whereabouts, after finding him Azkia approaches him.

"Sister." said Azkia while she was next to Rayhan.

"Oh, has it come? Here sit.." said Rayhan told Azkia to sit next to him.

"Yes, sister." said Azkia while sitting next to Rayhan.

"Where have you been these past few days? Dodging?" ask Rayhan

"Oh Kia is busy, sister, not evading." Azkia explained.

"It's because of Kirain because at that time you avoided it." said Rayhan.

"Emang because of that." Inner Azkia

"Hehee is not kok sis.." replied Azkia hesitated, because she became uncomfortable if she had to reject Rayhan but want how else the feeling can not be forced.

"Have breakfast yet? Or do I want to buy some food first." asked Rayhan.

"U-already, brother, thank you." said Azkia a little stuttering.

"Yes." Rayhan replied awkwardly.

"Sister, actually Kia wanted to answer about that time." said Azkia rather afraid.

"What answer..?" rayhan asked curiously while looking into Azkia's eyes, while Azkia who was in the face became speechless.

Without the two of them knowing, Azka was sleeping on one of the benches that were quite close to where the two of them were. Hearing someone chatting made Azka wake up, and look for where the source of the sound came from. Azkia sees Rayhan and Azkia sitting together and is seen discussing something important.

"Sister, actually Kia likes the same kaka. but if to be her kayak boyfriend can not yet.." explained Azkia rather afraid.

"Why ?" rayhan asked while looking at Azkia's eyes because from there Rayhan could tell if Azkia was telling the truth or not.

Another case with Azka, she immediately left when she heard Azkia say if she liked Rayhan. Though Azkia's words still there continued but Azka refused to hear it any further, because Azka thought that Azkia had accepted Rayhan.

"He once eliminated the same kaka, if Kia wants to be the same person who can make Kia's heart feel something different right." explained Azkia.

"Yeah, then I haven't felt that yet?" asked Rayhan who was starting to moody.

"Yes, sorry, brother.."said Azkia while looking down she did not dare to look into Rayhan's eyes there is a sense of guilt rejecting the guy who became the idol of all the schoolgirls but what else if the heart is not convinced by him.

Rayhan took his breath slowly, there was a sense of disappointment in his heart but Rayhan was able to accept it, he understood that if the heart problem could not be forced.

"Mmmm what else if it's your decision, Ki. hopefully you can get someone who can make you feel the vibration in your heart" said Rayhan while looking straight ahead.

"I-iya sis.." Azkia replied hesitantly, she still lowered her head in restraining all her guilt.

"I'm sorry, we're still going to be friends! Who knows sooner or later your heart can change hehee." said Rayhan while strengthening himself and comforting Azkia.

"Yes our brother is still calm as usual" said Azkia while looking at Rayhan.

"So prepare your heart hehe." continued with a smile as sweet as possible to cover his sadness.

"Emmm..." Azkia could only smile in response to Rayhan's words because she didn't know what else to answer.

"Oh yes if there's anything - what's my connection! Turn back to the osis room.." said Rayhan while patting Azkia's cheek slowly.

"Yes, sister." said Azkia

After Rayhan left her, Azkia was able to breathe a sigh of relief, I don't know like the burden on her shoulders had all gone. Unpleasant worry does exist but it is even more relieved because Azkia can solve this problem.

"It's really a matter of feeling more complicated than economics." complained Azkia while leaning her body on a park bench.

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Rayhan walks limp, his mind blank so he does not realize that Jojo is standing in front of the door of the Osis room. Jojo watched Rayhan from top to bottom like a man who no longer had the spirit of life.

Usually Rayhan is very careful about his appearance but this time he looks random - even his school uniform that usually looks neat now looks tangled and irregular. Hair that is usually neatly arranged is now also random - scramble, Jojo was surprised to see his best friend who was never like this.

"Lo why Bro..?" ask Jojo who wants to know the situation of this friend.

But not answered by Rayhan, he continued to enter the isa room without caring about Jojo's questions. Rayhan threw himself on the chair while looking out the window, his mind still ringing with Azkia's words just now. Maybe in front of Azkia he said it was okay but his heart was so tight, when he heard Azkia's rejection.

For Rayhan, Azkia is his first love. Because all this time there has been no girl who is able to grab the attention of Rayhan, but Rayhan's love is not avenged to make his heart hurt.

The first time in love and the first time I felt a broken heart, that's what Rayhan feels right now. Jojo is concerned to see Rayhan's current condition, Jojo gives time for Rayhan to be alone first. "Maybe he needs time alone first, later if it is quiet back to the cake usually." said Jojo while closing the door of the Osis room. Jojo also forbids anyone from entering the sausage room for any time.

After Jojo left Rayhan himself, fell a few drops of water from Rayhan's eyes that he had been holding before Azkia. How could Rayhan show this fragile sideline in front of Azkia, when Azkia was the one who made it like this.

"Gue less what the hell Ki, I don't know why I could be this dear lo.. But I can't make it with me, if you don't want Ki yourself." said Rayhan as tears continued to flow.

"But I will not give up getting your heart Ki, I will fight will fight to melt your heart.." Rayhan encouraged himself.

The tears that Rayhan let out did not indicate that he was a weak man, but rather the sincerity of Rayhan who made him that way.

He said if a man shed tears for women, it means unfortunately it is sincere from his heart not just speech alone.

Rayhan spirit, you will get someone who can heal your pain right now. Believe that!

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..."I'm not going to force someone...

...to stay if he himself wants to get away from me.."...

...Reyhan Mahardika (EH)-...

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kasian Rayhan heartbroken-_-||